Yet again

Been roaming around for a nice blog skin,found one...but ultimately too lazy to make the transition.

Lol everyone has atleast changed their skins.Even weirder is Zafirah who changed the add of her blog like 6 times this year before finally moving on to live journal.

5 more days and fasting would end.The most challeging thing for me is to control sleep and thirsty-ness lol.But its not a great time for mother cause she works and have to prepare pre-dawn eating stuff.As a result she is more cranky than usual.My father is no better and both have gotten into another cold war...again.Thats like the 3rd time this month alone.

Mother have ranted on how she wished her elder brother let her drown in the past instead letting her live and suffer all this torture.She added on about how all malay husbands are all good for nothing but getting angry and insensitive to their wives(really,not kidding here)examples are my auntie and my auntie's daugther.She proceeded to push my buttons on how other my cousin defended his mother and that i wasnt doing the same.I just kept quiet.I did not want any part of this thing as well,i dont like to take sides as in the end,both parties stand to lose.She eventually snapped out of it.She is currently now down with the flu and father not talking to her.- -;;
At this point,I guess I am the only one sane in the family.

Another 5 days,would be hari raya also.But for my house,it isnt.Due to my actions of my elder sister,my parents have been disheartened to celebrate it this year.Although I can tell they are wavering about that decision but alas,nothing can be done.

The last five post has been filled with unhappy stuff,lol.I wonder how long before all of this tides over.Even I,cant stay positive forever.

Its at this time that I feel truly alone.

Nah I havnt gone emo lol,just well bothered and down