Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Tempest Blade

The Subject for today is:Jobs...- -;;
I figured since I am having the holidays,might as well take a part-time job.But alas finding a job with zero qualifacations and experience is pretty hard.Zero qualification as in I havnt got my Higher Nitec Cert yet.There is also the element of whether or not I am interested in it.Like I dont like jobs which deal with customers all the time like being a cashier at KFC.There's this ad at Century Square's arcade concerning finding a part-timer/full time job there.Going tomorrow to ask for more details.Followed my mother for an interview for a cleaner post at terminal 3 at some URA building.The office was pretty nice.The receptionist was well very trendy and cute for a 28 year old.Her job must be boring at times as i notice her loging on msn lol.

Hady Mirza pulled off an unexpected win at Asian Idol.I must admit,I wasnt supporting him at all lol.You see,in almost most competition concerning countries,I have zero national spirit or patriotism ^^;;.I believe in the term,I rather see and judge myself rather than to just blindly support.Oh and I was supporting for the Indian dude.His outfits were cool XD

And while thinking of adding Singaporean elements to my story like history,something brought my attention.Remember that in the past,Singapore was once taken over by the Japanese.So if I put that small part into my story which in turn turned into an anime which is created by the Japanese...isnt that like blasphemy to them?Was inspired alittle by Leftnan Adnan.Valiant Soldier.Would make a great Imperial guard commisar.

Time for something interesting ^^.The way I walk,talk,move sometimes is weird so that inspired me to create a move list XD.
Double step- Moves in anydirection quickly
Step Install-Suddenly stops with a sceeeeert sound.
Dancing Dragon-Moves pass multi people with turning of body to avoid collision with people
Druken Chicken-Weave in and out of crowds while pretending that I am driving an Audi R8 XD
WOAH-Duck underneath objects like umbrella while moving ahead at fast pace.
Deep thought-Thinks about theorys,stories and anime while walking.Warning as it takes away awareness of not to bang into people or lamposts.
Mind quaremire-Make people angry,calm them down,confuse them,make angry again.Repeat and repeat till they go insane.
Word stall-deliver a confusing statement
FINSIHERS
Nothing-I say nothing?
Forte Imaginastco-A weapon comes out of nowhere and I proceed to do a combo upon combo of weapon attacks until SHOWTIME ranking appears untop of my head XD
HERESY-You are pwned.No description needed.

I realise that I cant think awell now because I lost my music(no reference to Suzumiya)as I delete them all to optimize space for my PSP for games.They are all store in the com though,WHICH CANT PLAY THEM......I did try to fix the sound problem,but only let me to attempt to erase it's pathetic existance...

I do watch chines drama serials too.Golden path is pretty good to me.Kinship 2....hmm..i dont know,i just dont like the feel its been given.I also hate that dinosaur guy.BLOODY 3 TIMER.....
House MD is pretty good,but i cant find a place to watch it from season 1.My wife and kids man,they can kill you.I like the episode where they were doing a play for katie's kindergarden.They decided to do a play of romeo and juliet.COMPLETE with Ninjas,one flying ninjas and a cyclops...XD.Funniest when Mrs kyle said
"What?My baby girl is the wind???"

Thursday, December 13, 2007

The History

Today....- -;; is like i used up all my luck this week and left with the bad ones....
1)The Phase Test(Important one)was easy....but for some reason the PLC was giving me a hard time to make the actual program work.
2)I WAS THE LAST PERSON TO FINISH IT.
3)After 2hr+ of rewriting,15 times of redownloading,Some genius was overzealous to serve Master Kumar that he switched off the main power of my CPU,which i hadnt save my program.....
4)I had to copy Jufree's program on paper and I ended up not submitting the Diskette version

Although Mr Tengku said i would pass anyway.....wonder how this affects my grades though.Yeah it was a shot to my ego too as I used to be able to do the test and go home in 30mins flat and it gave Syed some material to snipe at me..- -;;Yeah I realise that even Loki lose sometimes.

Oh and was late for the Safe home appreciation ceremony.When I and Kenneth arrived,it was over and well it was good as we got to eat straight away.Got a sourveir which I named
DA CUBE
It was a crystal cube which is pretty heavy and had the words SAFE HOME in the middle of the crystal,like its floating.
Later I followed Kenneth who originally wanted to get Anime figurines at Sunshine Plaze at La tendou(sp?).He ended up buying paint to paint his gundam as most of the shop was for some reason closed.Took awhile as the lady mixed the paint for him.Saw a I think somewhat defective Lunamaria figurine which looked weird going for $10.
Figurine wise...most likely i would get was the Asuka Langley one.And for good reason too.
Nice Bike + Hot girl with in red jumpsuit with zip all the way down to her belly and her chest is too revealing so much so the owner put plastercine to cover her up XD LOL.Didnt take photo of it as didnt want to get chased out of the shop or something.
I am a guy so go figure XD
And WTF is a Mickey Gundam.....

*Play FF7 victory tone*
Yes it is the holidays for me finally and I am skipping school on friday as well no one would go anways.
Some simple plans.
1)Get track 4,5,6 out as fast as possible
2)Maybe draw?
3)profit?

Reading at the girl I fear blog,brought up an interesting idea.
What made me?

Lets see:
Primary school has thought me to
1)Start fights
2)RUN WHEN YOU ARE LOSING
3)steal,shoplift
4)Demoralise your enemies
5)Play Counter Strike
6)Lie,mostly white lies
7)Do stupid things like ring doorbells of peoples homes and running away,which is stupid IF YOUR SCHOOL IS JUST NEXT TO THE BLOCK YOU ARE DISTURBING

Secondary School has taught me to
1)Umm discover Loki??
2)zzzzzzz
3)That if you mingle with good people for a long time,you forget how being evil is so gratifiying LoL
4)Teachers can brainwash you with all of crap.Like ITE simei got fight every now and then and you die if you go there.- -;;

ITE has taught me to
1)"Good" Evil Stuff
2)Car,motocycle stuff
3)The True meaning of Chilling out
4)Upgraded my intellect interface that my sentences no longer makes sense if not given a seonc thought like"This week is the next week of last week"
5)That people usually arent as bad as people may say.I found some real great dudes over here.
6)Evil minds think alike lol
7)Interesting things happen in the guys toliet like a toliet paper tornado or the incredible hulk just ripped out a urinal from the wall and left it on the floor.
8)The fun part about taking aeroplanes are only the take off.

Oh almost forgot.If you noticed,I called my story entries by tracks now as chapters are meant to be long and I obviously dont want to bore you,so I broke it down into smaller digestive,MRE,ration size bites.In my mind what happen in 3 tracks may translate into one episode of the story(as in animated like an anime,yeah weird I know)
Does Ciel Aluncied sound earthy,humany to you?^^;;or does it sound dracula-ish,magic world kinda name sounding thing?

And after waiting a month.....the photoshop i dowloaded.......












Had a serious error and couldnt launch at all.....great......

Monday, December 10, 2007

Techni Colour

Was gonna post pictures of the IRO here but,My camera isnt with me...
Anyways IRO was THE MOST TIRING JOB I HAVE EVER TAKEN ON IN MY LIFE AND IS SERIOUSLY UNDER-PAYED FOR THIS.
I even got blisters on my thumbs..- -;;
The main difficulty I faced was the language.So I had to like make motions with my hands and try to use very simple english with the Koreans and the China competitiors. The main problem they had was the difference in electrical power ratings between countries.So they have all manner of weird plugs/adaptors that i never seen before.
One myth about Koreans are true though.They are Hard-core gamers.Even in the heat of competition,they can still play pokemon,CS or starcraft.....
Another thing is that,never,I mean never stand infront of the gate when the event is about to start.Its like letting the bulls out of their pens,despite constant reminders NOT to run.
Its the kids(yes there are kids taking part) when they lose,sadness is almost visable,but hey atleast they didnt cry.
On the Creative competition,someone drew a sick Maid robot,but i think they didnt made it through,thats why they didnt build it and present it.
Was not able to photograph contestants building the robots cause...i was suppose to patrol around..- -;;

Will be having another class gathering on the 17..- -;;Dont really plan to go as...well it makes no difference whether or not I am there.And its a barbecue.....and the ride home is quite far....and Loki is LAZY......
I think I have noticed it by now that Loki has evolved into a more evil-er version of him that was fresh out of the O-level.There is a difference in speech when i talked to Gap or suhendi.It was like I was some back-alley gangster and they were some uptown righteous citizens.Its true that my mind isnt innocent like theirs anymore.Like they say in the movie 8MM
"The Devil is changing you man"
Despite that my high level of wit still remains in me.Hmm maybe I can become a Triad boss or something.Oh that reminds me of a Warhammer 40K qoute
"Always have your holes dug"
My hair is now about shoulder length XP.The reason i havnt cut it yet is because I lack funding to do so.Mr Rohaizat hasnt noticed so....PIKACHU!EVADE!!!!!(thats sounds so....weird)

Kane&Lynch was pretty okay for me.Somethings bother me though
1.The grenades are use-less...wait all explosives in the game are useless...they are like fireworks....enemy AI just shrug them off.
2.Ally AI is very the.....Idiot.WHO GETS STUCK IN A PILLAR?And most often they take the most unstrategic postion leading to a very bloody,leady death
3.The revive system is so much so that you cant die aslong as someone is still alive.Save for overdose...Republic Commando used the same system but it wasnt that bad.
The funny part was the vulgraites.They used the F word like in every 2 sentences.Even my mother said that its like its some kind of food or something.
Overall it had a very solid story.Just wished they stuck with the freedom fighters scheme instead,way more fun and Ally AI was more clever.
Okay its true,i been brought over to the dark side.I mod my PSP to play download games...
=====MORALS:-50 POINTS=======
its because i been spending cash on PS3 games that i neglecting old PSP,and there were some games on the PSP that i wanted to play.
Princess Maker 2
How the hell was i suppose to know she leaves me at age 18..- -;;...so she turned out to be a fat housewife XD.......

Season 2 of my story is well.More dark.Its to well follow this qoute from Pirates of the Carribean:Dead man's chest
"Already the world seems less bright without good old _______"
Not to worry.There will be fun,cute and happy moments just that the circle of 4 has been reduced to 3+1-1+1...get it?

"Do what you want to do,but get this,bear what might come your way"Loki ^^
"No use hiding it,its after all human desire.Its either accepting it,denying it or acting cool about it"Loki ^^

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Sighz

Whats this?Loki posting at 7.40am?
Out of boredom and having a slight headache,decided posting would be the next fruitful thing to do...next to umm....looking at questionable sources.

- -;;When my parents have a slight tiff....usually I am the one who suffer.Cause like my Father if he is at home usually ask me to do the stuff my mother normally does....in which i dont know to do some of them or dont do them as well.Another thing is that I would be bored to death as my Father would watch TV the whole day outside while my Mother does the same on the inside......I somehow managed to survive two weekends without even playing the PS3......ITS CRUELTY I TELL YOU!!!

Been thinking alot,observing alot and experience alot.While faithy seeks to attain perfection or something close to that,I seek something close to us but yet we fail to understand fully a part of us,which is what makes us human.Through my 5 years watching anime,i realise Anime is somewhat what the creator thought of as perfect and in the long run,its starting to bother me.Perfection does not exist as people have different perception of perfection.You cannot pursue something you dont know what it is or where it is,what you are actually seeking is something that is able to satisify yourselve and appeal to others so they share what this "perfect" of yours.I think it was a movie with Toby Maguire in it that shows perfection at human level and how dull it was.Anime doesnt have alot of disabled people in it,real reasons of why the people are there,large diversity of people cute but otherwise irritating if they exist in the real world characters.I guess normal reasoning would be"hey chill out,its an ANIME not some real life drama",but anime has evolved to be something close to that hasnt it?Though I say this,but i still watch anime,just more selective than usual.
That is my Revolution.Pretty sure i would piss off some anime fans due to the lack of Moe characters but,i think a different kind of anime is good for once.And i dont mean Suzumiya haruhi - -;;Biggest mistake made in my life.

Photoshop is at about 53%...after like about...2weeks?So that means another 2 weeks it would be dones..- -;;...god...

Replayed Dawn of War at a higher graphic level and man....It made a world of difference.Although it could lag if theres too many action going on,there were more effects,like necron buildings has green ligthing crackiling about them and the daemon hunters listening posts has disco like lights on them.Necron Lord fully decked out on wargear and upgrade,is the most powerful hero ever....next to the Warboss.Lightning field damages everything once fully charged,Phalentry regenerates your health and Resurrection Orbs bring back all your comrades.

Uncharted:Drake's Fortune seems interesting,although seems alittle short.Not sure when is Haze coming out.Not interested in Assassin's Creed as....well not interested in medivally places that doesnt involve ninja's doing sick stealth kills albeit Shinobido or Tenchu series.

I find House very funny although i cant seem to catch it on a regular basis.The sketch show is also funny,just simple straight to the point comedy although not sure when its showing again.CSI Las Vegas has ended i think,AXN showing re-runs and not interested in CSI new york or Miami.I guess its the Gil Grissom dude in Las Vegas that makes it so cool.

Mazda Ryuga is so cool.2010 would be available.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Burn dude burn



















For some reason,the picture is incredibal-ly Blurry....guess which is Loki ^^

2 weeks and no update..

















BOW DOWN BEFORE DA MIGTHEE PS3!
wow.Hadnt realised Loki has been THAT lazy....
Anyways to start things off.
The Class reunion....hmm..Lets put it this way.Its like putting a Saltwater fish into a Fresh water pond for me.Firstly no one told me where the hell the restaurant was except Marina Square....So one who has never been to Marina Square would expect it to be in the Building....- -;;but no......it was outside the Building...- -;;.Second thing was,i dont mean to be ungrateful or rude but why the F*** was it at Marina Square?I mean Tampines Mall basement has Breek's too...

Lucky for me,i watched a food show that showcased that Breeks was somewhat renowed for its pasta,so i didnt regret my purchase.Lol.I was the odd one out.Because Syam was absent,I was the only one who went to ITE....the rest are all Poly people.....and i didnt understand a word they were talking about,like the people they meet in their course or the teachers.I only spoke to Suhendi and Firdaus throughout the dinner as well.....I am not really sociable.And yeah some of them chase each other in the restraunt like little kiddies.Another thing is that for some reason,yes i admit i am still deftly afraid of Zafirah.I dont know why.Oh yeah met Zahariah and Mr Salleh on the way to the restraunt.

Next week would IRO week.And i get to skip class the whole of next week XD.Mostly South Koreans,Malaysians,Indians and umm Phillipians? would come and do the robo-olympics.If you know me well and in case you are wondering...yeah some part of me hope that there is a small chance that someone would appear...but that remains highly unlikely........
Just bought Raw Vs Smackdown 2008....and...well quite frankly i prefer 2007 cause the controls for 2008 is alittle more iffy.Its more uncomfortable and awkward to use the analog stick to exercute grappling moves.The 24/7 mode is deftly boring....................you fight the same people over and over again and after like....60 matches...i only made like 9% progress....- -;;.The redeeming points are well new moves.....umm......thats bout it
will be writing the next chapter...during my holidays which is in....3 weeks time i think.Mainly cause i am busy being lazy and playing games.Another is that my little sister often stays up late and.....bothers my imaginative mind ^^;;.

Friday, November 9, 2007

boredom

Finally have completed Genji and Ratchet and Clank.
And now back to bored...- -;;
Going to take my Basic Theory Test for Car on the 27,but i still havnt read the book XP.I think i would read it sometime.....later haha.
Recently went out on a Hari Raya outing with friends last saturday,3 november(a little outdated but nonetheless).It was pretty umm,not eventful for my part for most part as i joined them about mid-way through.Honestly,i only joined in for the cash and well to see what has become of my former classmates.Lol honestly i think i look like some Chinese Triad member henchmen due to my really long hair at the back and a beard.All that is missing is a scar on the cheekXD.I havnt got caught for my long hair yet,but it gets kinda irritating like my head gets "over-heated" more easily XD.
and when was told that i was rich to buy the PS3
I said"well i got no girlfriend to spend money on,might as well spend it on games"
which Nazar replied"Thats true,truth is,you shouldnt spend money on girls at all"
i dont agree totally but more or less.

The trip to CMPB for healt check-up was well...very strange for Loki.I got a PES B assesment cause i was too skinny.And they drained blood from loki!think about 10cm worth.....not that painful but...kinda unerving to see a needle entering your main blood vein on your right arm as you feel cold sharp pain of the needle,which is quite large.At first you see nothing,but after he is done,you see your blood in containment......after that boarded a bus....which was loop service and ended up back where i started.A man who sat beside me think i am some drug addict due to plaster on my right arm.Oh yeah....there was a really stupid IQ test after all of that....in which i typed the answer with my right middle finger....which was used to drain blood too...which..yeah i left bloody finger prints on the keyboard.....XD

My photoshop download on Ares is only up to 11%.....in 4 days.....I am dying to photoshop custom PSP themes for myself.My current Theme is Jigoku Shojo which is pretty cool.The other theme is Dizzy from Guilty Gear,which the wallpaper i dont really agree with.Updated my PS3,which toor an hour,now it can use themes too,but arent as many as PSP ones.Kenneth has a cool Shakugan No Shana one with the icons replaced with Alastor.

Ratchet and Clank was fun.I still havnt totally complete it per say as i havnt gotten RYNO IV,all the skill points and gold bolts.The six-axis,motion sensing thing was use mostly for the mini games like breaking a lock,using a lazer,using a tornado weapon and free falling on to the ground from a ship while avoiding missles lol.The last boss fight is pretty epic too although he's attacks some of it is damm cheap....spamming missles all over the place and while you avoid them,he hits you with his other attacks.I must say though,groovitron is the only weapon in the universe that can make bosses dance XD.AND CLANK HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY BY THE ZONI!!!!!HE IS MORE THAN A TOASTER XD

Genji on the other hand....the last boss was sooooo easy.I just had to spam Kamui all the way^^.The fight before that was so irritating and long for stupid reasons......The most enjoyable fight was with Yoshitsune's brother though.The english dubs...were off..it was like a japanese person speaking english for the first time in his life....I like Shizuka's outfit though,she sounded cute while executing her attacks.Didnt realise mini-skirts and thigh high socks already exist in feudal japan.

One thing i like about MGS series is that the characters grow,mature and their ideals change.I want my characters to mature and their perception change over time.I find that most animes lack this kind of things or either that it is used as some plot device to describe why he became so different.People change a little over time and usually it requires no earth shattering reason at all.Think i would start to draw again during the holidays which is in december i think.They may not be too notch but,hey atleast they are characters,not just a drawing ^^

Mami kawada's Joint is the rocking.Inspired to create a scene where Ciel would play nevan at some concert XD.Ciel's costume would be a Dante like coat from DMC 2 and a Top hat like the one undertaker uses.Oh yeah and her bottom would be the zip skirt used in Parfum extrait.

"The battle ahead will be tough,and many will not surive I shit you not.They come in hoards and are unrelenting.We are but only a fraction of their numbers.But we will not lay down and die for them!We are going to give them hell and send them back to which f***ing hole they came from!!!WE WILL MAKE THEM REMEMBER OUR NAMES!!!"
steps down from the podium and dons her helmet.
King asks"thats a little..well..umm unlike you to use those words...who taught you that?"
"TV father,TV"

Friday, October 12, 2007

DAMM!

its 6.06am in the morning and i am already pissed...- -;;
Seems like owning a PS3 automatically having a target over your head.- -;;
I just posted on some forum thread about upcoming games,so naturally i posted PS3 ones.
And then they started to attack.Both of them were Mods too...- -;;
They were some Zealots of the Wii game system and will not take any prisoners.
I didnt even start it in the first place.- -;;
While i liked my PS3,i didnt make comments about the Wii or 360 for that matter.
Now i am standing my ground against two Wii crazed girls who are Mods and is clearly going out of topic....- -;;
If you like something,that doesnt give you grounds to attack something else with pure unfounded reasons...sheesh

Its hari raya morning now,will post more as at the end of the day.

Monday, October 8, 2007

Attack protocol 23

*Listening to Mushiuta by akatsuki*
Only a few more days till Hari Raya!Finally i can view questionable content during the day XP(the see no evil rule).
Whats affecting me now is...the ulcers in my mouth.I have no idea how the hell i got them and they sting like hell.One is on the inside of my lower lip and the other is on the outside of my upper lip.Been applying Bonjela but not really effective.
Its day 9 and still no answer from sony....- -;;.I really hope they call me soon to deliver the blow so that i may lament on what to do sooner.Ifs its repaired...then thats good cause i can return to my not bored gaming life and not stare at the visible empty space beside my TV.

Whats weird is that i dont seem to be like most anime fans.I find it pretty weird.Especially most anime fans seem to not mind the lack of something,the absence of important elements.Its pretty easy to differentiate anime now like thats the grusome anime,thats the weird anime with espers and thats the anime thats damm funny.I find that alot of anime uses hype.Like the bad endings in School days or the weirdness of Haruhi Suzumiya.FLCL,that was an enjoyable anime and safely say no one can ever take the title of weirdness away from it and it wasnt hyped at all.Probably because of my nature that demands things to be different that i discover anime golds that are usually overshadowed by anime i deemed propaganda.Like Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei.The Author won an award for it but yet no one seems to know about him.And it seems i prefer anime that is human like Kino No Tabi or Air.They didnt require alot to tell a nice,moving story and i mostly like it anime that way.Comedy anime i prefer ones that are creative.Action anime the ones that delivers yet doesnt overexaggerate action.Love anime that actually show what love is without the ungodly amount of ecchi scenes and girls.And i mostly avoid Harem or aptly put Trap animes cause well...there's limit to my limit of believing.

Oh and about the rising amount of under 18 murder cases and that gruesome animes may be linked to it...well to me it doesnt really influence but it does in a way affect people who view it.Its sub-conciously.Like the voice in your head.Let say this girl has seen school days or higurashi.She later encounters a series of situations that backs her into a corner and she gets really stressed and riled up.She chances upon a knife.Images of what she seen would be playing in her head and whether or not its strong enough to make her kill is depending on the girl.What started this trend of underage killing is this Japanese novel and movie,Rumble something.High school students are pitted and is encouraged to kill the other until the qouta is meet.I like violence as much as the next guy but.....seeing "kids"as i put it killing is pretty wrong.Like morally wrong.Could be because I am alot more mature that I see things in a more different light but thats just my opinion.Anime is entertainment....and i dont see how teenagers brutally killing each other is entertainment.Heck even Black Lagoon Vampire twins who were under 12 were that graphical.I guess its how its portrayed.

Shakugan No Shana the Second episode 1 was okay for me.Didnt really blew me away.Could be the fact i was watching it without sound.But the feeling"Shana and gang was back!"didnt hit me.
I will finish the series though and hopefully it gets better.
I want my Black Lagoon 3.The series is too good to be ended like that.Revy puts most female hero's to shame by putting her money where her mouth is and then some.
Threads of fate anime would be cool.Too bad the author of Love hina didnt want to.The characters and music is just too immersive to not do it and why Square-enix didnt want to make a sequal of it is just beyond me.

Saw two boys playing Dawn of War at a department store.And it made me laugh on the inside.LOL.the kid didnt group his army together and is slowly getting decimated.

Posted Track 3 and updated Track 1 and 2,cause re-re-re-re-re-reading it makes me think its not plausible or Loki-standard.

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

- -;;

What are the odds of the worst possible thing that can happen to you happen?
Its 0.3%...and it did happen..- -;;
My PS3 broke down...or more specifically,cant detect any discs i put in it....
the next bad new was
It didnt have any warranty....as I was stupid enough to buy it without a warranty,having confidence in the console and well the 0.3% failure rate........
The next bad news is that...
It maybe a parallel import..which means that it is bought from another country and sold here without authorization from the previous country...which means the sony technician here,under some regional procedure cant repair it if its not from Singapore.I did buy it in singapore,from the shop owner that claims that its a local product....Now not entirely sure..
The next bad news is that...
It may cost me alot to repair the thing.But my investigation tells me that it could just be a minor problem...everything else works fine,just that it cant detect discs for some odd reason.
The next stupid news was that...
I left my game disc,Folklore in it when i sent it for repairs at the Sony place at Bugis.
And that about sums up the problems that i could hav avoided if i just purchased the thing at an authorized dealer.....- -;;.
Yeah i overestimated....so go ahead and paste "Loki is a moron" on my head...- -;;
So stressed and worried that i lost sleep....
It may be a small thing to you but,its the first thing i bought with my own money that costs a whole lot...
And it was my scholarship money too....money can be used for other useful things....
and that it may just be for naught.....- -;;
So gomen for halting my projects......>_<

Monday, September 24, 2007

Returner

Just realised that i havnt been posting in a while.
Thats because trying to figure out the perfect recipes and yeah fasting.
Fasting cause well you have to wake up at 4am and have something to eat and recite your intention to fast and seeing that i normally am awake till 3am...well i decided to not sleep until 7am plus.Recipes cause well the cold war between parents and older sister stil goes on and looks like i have to step up to the plate to make the Hari raya cookies,which i never made before and my elder sister has all the recipes.So its trial and error with my first chocolate chip cookies.So far it has been promising.Not the same for my recent attempts on making chocolate pudding and Choclate meringue pie.....both turn out...umm edible but not appetizing- -;;....
Fasting wise,i dont mind the hunger but its more of the thirst and sleepy-ness for me..haha.Whats more i have an irritating cough thats getting worse by the minute.Even doctors medicine isnt working.

As you know i am having my holidays in which......i havnt done anything productive at all.Track 3 is still on hold as i am still undecisive whether or not to include a certain scene.To me its illogical but at the same time,i hav no other ideas how to move on from there.The problems i regularly face when i write is that,the first few entries,i got to like set the stage so that everyone understands what i am talking about,and later add more significant stuff as we go along.Because I lack visual aids and well my style of writing is very visual,its hard for me to explain what i see and what i write may not translate to the exact thing that you see.Its like a grey ball.To you you might see it as a grey ball but to me it a grenade or something XD.Thats why i hav to read evey entry atleast 10 times before officially posting.And then you may hav to re-read it cause i may change a little thing in the previous entries.I wish there was a software where i plug a usb cable into my head and the images just transfer to the computer and it forms a movie and i can just edit it and it becomes anime.....- -;;LOL anime people need not work anymore

Recently purchased Soul Calibur 3 and its pretty fun.Although the characters just get 2 sets of costumes and the customizeds ones repeat the same line over and over again..- -;;.One thing i dislike though is the ring out thing.....which is sort of cheap way of winning.And been wasting ingame currency on irrelevant things like amour although it doesnt affect gameplay...just visually.I must say though,the backgrounds are beautifully constructed....could be because it was on a HD tv and on the PS3.

Today september 25th,Halo 3 will be released and ignite the flame wars it did.Not to say that it will kill the sony PS3 but the fact is that Halo 3 is just over-hyped....i mean its everywhere!Even PS3 advertisements wasnt like this.In anycase,I am not that worried cause MGS4 and other games are coming out next year and that will certainly boost sales.Just that in Gamefaqs...its like pandemonium lol...and when its fanboy vs fanboy...it gets really ugly to the point facts are just words..- -;;
Seen the new MGS4 trailer and i am like....YEAH.Naomi has got better(Hotter) fashion sense,The new fox-hound,rat patrol function,sense and act as one,a chimp and a weapons/magician/soda loving dude Drebin,Metal gear REX VS Metal Gear RAY,biomechanical bosses,the Beauty and the Beast which you can choose not to kill...take that transformers! and a child named sunnyOnly worry is that the gameplay may be overcomplicated.....
DMC4 is equally impressive...still not liking Nero being the main guy.....BUT
Lady got a more cooler updated look which i admit...she looks great,unlike her in DMC3
Trish eats pizza..her hair seems gelled back though.....
Dante's new weapon,gilgalmesh gives him a free mask to equip lol
Hoping to be able to get my hands on folklore today...but seeing its like we-are-running-out-of-money situation...probably get it on the 30th and i plan to buy another controller...the thing is there is a dual shock 3 controller with vibration(the current one is just wireless,not vibration) is annouced and i hav no idea when it will hit stores and i cant wait to fight my younger sister in soul calibur lol.
I admit i been giving the PSP no love cause well,i dont hav a good game libary for the PS3.The plan is that i want to build a good game libary and then focus back on PSP.Crisis core and Dissidia are coming out next year so they are a must get.

Normally i dont pay attention to stuff i want to display..like posters.But really,the posters i want is DJMAX,DJMAX 2,the FF8ones.Ironically they arent for sale and are on display at the gameshop on the last floor of century square.And i absolutely WANT TO GET MY HANDS ON THE 10TH ANNIVERSARY FF7 POTION!.Its soooooo cool and it comes with a booklet...which is in japanese but hey,there's interesting pictures....and the POTION IS DRINKABLE!.Found out on ebay that it cost me about $77 and that dude is in Hong Kong.

Oh on the side note.I really love the mega burger at Swensens...the bestest one i ever eaten...before that was A&W double cheeseburger which was big and nice.Never liked mcdonalds cause.....its not worth your cash...really..for $5.70 you can get like a decent meal which is qually nice,nurtitious and value for cash.And yeah,their burgers hav shrunk.

"How the hell you even survive 10 years?"Snake upon laying the smackdown on jonny after he claimed he is a 10 year war veteran

Thursday, September 13, 2007

R2-RX

Been really busy lately.
Finally my exams are over...YEAH
and the fasting month has just started yesterday.
Soooo things will be alot slower hahaha.
In anycase the exam was well not that hard but yet i was careless lol.Mr rohaizat who happen to be the invigilator,kept walking pass me and telling me to slow down,its a 1 and a half hour paper.I do it fast normally cause I want to go home fast lol.DC paper,well it was the same except i stayed in the hall for the full 1hr30mins and manage to talk alittle to the elusive karina lol.
I will be booking my Basic theory test paper at SSDC(Singapore Safety Driving Center) cause well found out there is a straight bus from tampines from here.Kudos to kenneth for clearing stuff up for me cause having most friends who take the motorcycle license,leaves you with zero knowledge on how to even enter basic theory for car...- -;;...

Managed to talk to an old friend cause she was working late for a project.Dont know but was obligated to share with her my cold war with hider and also the truth bout me.Yeah it sort of sad to have friends but they dont understand you.So I strayed away so that i dont both them.Maybe this year wont go hari raya with them....so dont know..She later mentioned that there was some sort of a reunion dinner last friday,one i wasnt told about by anyone...- -;;.Some reunion.She mentioned maybe a reunion breaking fast but i told her chances of me showing up is 50/50.Cause I hate to be left out and its for the betterment of mankind.

Kinda short cause is lazy.But good news as i am re-re-reading track 3 as of this moment.Sigh wish i could get more people to read and give comments...- -;;

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

60 post

As you may or may not know,today is my birthday..well considering i am posting after 12pm makes that it was yesterday.Coincidentally its the 60th post for my blog too.
The arrival of the new Robo racer had me going.....WTF
The new program for it is a little more complicated as it has alot more to tinker with.And so I posed this question
"YOU WANT ME TO WRITE A NEW PROGRAM JUST WITHIN JUST 3 DAYS??"I cant even make head or tail of the new programs.
Pior to that, few days of staying back resulted with a program to run the track within 42 seconds.
Now the best time i got is about 35 seconds.
Still Mr rohaizat wants it to be under 28 seconds.Possible but very time consuming.....
So the plan is that we give the new one to the 1st year and tell them just to mess with the speed profile.
All this before a week i am going to take my DC and AM exam...- -;;.

Decided to go book my Basic Theory Test for car next week and pay and select the date for the test.I havnt been reading the book and probably would be going for the classes.Honestly cant wait for the pratical lessons.The fear of the accidents is still there though cause I am pretty accident prone.Think my first car would be a Mazda 6.Pretty sporty looking and close to the RX-8.

Bought Amoured Core 4 last Saturday and...guess what....i finished it the next day lol.The gameplay was surprisingly short and the parts to customize,well wasnt that alot.Probably gonna play again sometime soon but decided to limit the number of times i play it cause it will be sometime i buy another game and i dont want to keep selling old games for new ones...it shrinks my game libary alot..- -;;.Waiting for Heavenly Sword now...although its reviewed to be short,well the gameplay is what matters.
And seems that a small number of PS3 owners at gamefaqs are selling their PS3 simply because they couldnt weather the game drought.As of present moment,PS3 doesnt hav many hit titles going for it yet,but its about to change come next year.With games like MGS4,DMC4,FFXIII and other titles,that should create enough momentum,confidence in the system and stuff l0l.I know why they are selling their consoles,cause they are second guessing their choice.I do get it sometimes but,i hav confidence in Sony and its games.Besides even if it fails which wont happen as a games console,its still is a blu-ray disc player and when blu-ray becomes mainstream,i dont hav to get a player ^^

Decided to watch Air the Movie.I dismiss it earlier cause someone said its the summary of the anime with extended cuts..but found out later its a simplified retelling of this great tale.I enjoyed Air Tv alot and i must say its pretty easy to get lost with all the things going on that isnt totally related to each other.Air's ending was one of the endings i cant argue with,or wish that it could be better.It actually brought tears to me hahaha and i am a guy lol.The other anime series/movie that could do that was Samurai X:reflection where Kenshin finally found peace.
Although some argue that the effects and style used for the movie was cheesy,well i liked it to the extend that it was what should be in anime in the first place.Like the sun glares strongly during a summer, during the day,it should be bright and intense.And awww they made a better story for Ryuya and Kanna,although i prefered the TV series one cause they totally excluded Uraha in the movie....which was unforgivable...- -;;.
That brings me to the next thing.If asked my favourite anime girl was,i would say Minagi Tohno from Air.Its because her style is like cold and reticent only its happier and it isnt hurtful at all.Another reason is that she is pretty strong.For years she has lived a dream of another person.Her own mother though she was her younger sister that had died due to a mental illness.Plus points are that she can cook and knows astronomy ^^.Cant name other reasons cause i cant really remember them well.
Watched Ratatouille.Well its good but could be better.I mean Liguini could have been made into a guy who aspire to be a chef but isnt that great....why else did he dump all those ingredients into the soup earlier in the movie?Later on he citied that he wants to be a garbage boy......and what later with remy's help he wants to become a chef again?.....although what attracted my attention the most was Colette ^^.Hehehe she is one tough cool lady.So much so it made me think of the Captain of the Best Cypher team.Havnt though of a name yet but most probably Francisca L'olvel or some believble common name thats french.Superb knife skills and uses knifes beyond the ways one would.Along the lines of Shenhua from black lagoon...minus the money grubbing and lust for the kill part.
Another thing that inspired me was once upon a december from the disney movie anastasia.Its a scene for Lanna.She returns to her ------------- after her -------------was ----------by------- for the first time in----------- and she recalls and supposedly sing that song.
Somehow,thinking back..i think i may get back to drawing after watching Air.Its not really important how your character looks,whats important is that you used them to potray emotions,messages and stuff well and to your story.Whats really important is that the people who read understands the story,is able to relate and enjoys it.Somehow along the way,i lost sight of this i guess.I want a story that doesnt leave out minor details.Like people act like people in the background or a character is wound,he continues to be wounded or a character can actually die(i can see it now,people complaining why the hell is the hero and his gang so effing weak,well its to potray that they are just people with slight powers.Its their skill in their weapons and quick thinking that saves them from the numerous and more powerful Deimos.)
Alot wont agree with me for sure lol.
"Even a warped mind can see its odd stacked against it"

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Crusade

Been thinking alot
I seem to be able to make more enemies than friends.I dont know why.Its like for me,its that much easier.I envy people with lots of friends.Its like their phones ring with SMSes every minute and they will never run out of stuff to do.Hahaha i guess its the same reason i dont hav a girlfriend.
I am a pretty boring guy..atleast i seem so...lets see...
Hmmm my interest include gaming,anime,Cars,random thoughts which bore anyone,cooking.
I dislike people who impose their opinions down my throat.
Dont laugh at lame jokes...mostly.
Have no interest in singing or hav the ability to play any musical instrument.
Have no interest in any sports nor can i play any sports well without any injury.
I think i look alright....atleast i look human
That pretty much seals my fate huh.
Yeah thats why i trouble faithy and neko-pi when i am bored...but yeah they have their own stuff to do and people to talk to so......
Maybe i should pracitice personal isolation like Itoshiki lol...but
Truth is,i hate being alone...hate being left out of something....- -;;.I guess thats partly my own fault.
Yeah feeling sentimental and what not cause turning 18 soon and a look back on my life...so far i havnt really accomplish anything significant nor hav i been of any use.Its like i can do anything but not be great at anything.

SIGH
Mid Life crisis lol
Moving on...
Lol i must be the last person on earth to know that the author of DNangel has stopped DNangel to focus on her other projects first...thats why there isnt a volume 12...- -;;.
Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei gets more weirder each episode and as the class is now filled with the girls who hav been introduce,the opening cinematics changed...which is a pretty interesting concept.
The opening has no random images,parodies of stuff and umm Yuri positions lol.
Although to me the wierdest girl is the girl who has a tail-pulling fetish....
"I dont meant to brag but there isnt a cat in town whose tail i havnt pulled"
"Thats something not meant to be bragged about ^^;;"
and when she tries to put a tail on Itoshiki
"She's a pervert"LOL
The hot spring ep is funny too
"Sensei must be made of pure toxic...."upon seeing that he didnt reappear from the hot spring.

Finally got my PS3 to access the net and do online stuff.Finally Anime and such with sound^^
More importantly been playing Resistance:Fall of man online against other players.
Think i am pretty good really.Got a third out of 11 places.Got first in a match in the beginning but lost the lead due to the game dragging on so long and fingers were tired lol.
Seen the new Crisis Core trailer.....WTF ANOTHER ONE WINGED ANGEL?Maybe thats one of Hojo's more sucessful clones or Sephirtroth's brother.....In any case its great to see Aerith alive but the AerithXZack pairing doesnt seem right to me...look more like Bro and sis

Must get my hands on Photoshop software somehow and regain my moniker as
"GFX'ER OF ALL GFX'ERs"
Yeah right...- -;;
if i was that successful,people would come to me not that heretical witch...- -;;

currently on the 11th level of the 10level depression ladder chart...- -;;

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Death from Above!

"DEATH FROM ABOVE"-Assault space marine

I seriously need more people for review on my stories..- -;;
Faithy and Neko-pi is way too busy pre-paring for their exams thing....
tempted of posting it at SGF....BUT my pride and Ego is preventing me to do so.After all i did decide to abandon that place considering it was a heresy fest.And the fact someone else is there is ugh....- -;;why am i worked up for a person i never see in my life anyway?lol
Hayate liked it ^^ so thats good.

The Ang Mo Kio roadshow seems to hav been infected by my bad aura lol.I was already feverish and panadol wasnt that effective.When i first arrived,they were about to fire up the Blue Robo-lion.....THEN

It was discovered a screw was loose....but this aint some ordinary screw...no...it had to be located in a place where you had to open up the whole thing just to screw in that one screw....and it wasnt easy.I and muk where like surgeons using scissors grips and the soldered components aint blunt either.Then after fixing that,dicovered some of the wires had short-circuited and melted some of the wire components.And as luck would hav it,we had no spare parts.....Some other dude had to run down to Sim Lim to get the components while I,Muk and Juf went down to mcdonalds to cash in free lunches.

It broke my one year fast from Mcdonalds... - -;;

I found asking myself.....has Mcdonalds downsized or something cause the burgers was way smaller than i last remembered it......

When we returned,Mr Tengku was already repairing the Lions and all of them were operational.
The dude returned 2 hours later with ther already uneeded parts lol.Syaid,the voluntary overworked dude came down to do photography and take over our shift which ended at 4pm.Decided to go do to the Odex thing at the youth park.....which either the event was like a 10-second event or there was a no show cause all i saw was a bunch of americans skateboarding.....- -;; heresy

Sayonara Mr Despair gets better in each coming episode.The second episode is really is funny lol.Fuura thought a Hikkikoomori was some kind of a demon and a stalker an intense love.Although i admit the Hikkiko mori girl was cute but the stalker was damm....like a level 100 stalker.As if that wasnt enough,it set off a chain of stalker.

Ever heard of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker?lol.
Third introduces a girl who has a multiple personality.One is japanese the other is foreign.The Japanese one likes the teacher while the foreign one doesnt.Favourite scene is when the teacher thought the overseas student was hopeless and proceded to try commit suicide....with the stalker girl doing the same lol.
The winning qoute is"They arent illegal immigrants,they are returnees to Asia"LOL.

Discovering a new term ROLF(Roll on Laughing Floor).Used as a more exicited ROFL

Hmm my birthday is coming soon...wonder if Neko-pi would send another card lol.But then,i am just another dude on the net.Hmmm lets recap on Loki's personality.
I am Evil..well not insanely harmful evil but more on scheming harmless evil
I am a Devourer...eats large quantity of food
I am Hopeless....
I am stubborn and sometimes impatient...runs in my family
I am not impressed easily...dont know where i got this from
I am WEIRD...never heard of a normal dude running around saying"I hav arrived" in a deep voice right XD

"MCR is a rock band??No way,their lyrics are written by some 5 year old"Some youtube user which i agree with the Emperor's Approval.

Friday, August 24, 2007

Accelerateh

Now at the present moment down with dah flu again.....yeah curse my low immunity system....

Yesterday was a total waste of time as....the whole mechanical block was closed..meaning no lesson....DAMM...As usual no one told me,so i came and no one was there.Honestly wouldnt hurt for people to spread the message or something.



Seedgenesis apparent was back online a while back....somtime early july i think and no one told me.Yeah sure i dont like the place as much as i used too,but i still hover around there.And let me tell you.



CHAOS HAS TAKEN ROOT AT THAT PLACE!

AN EXTERMINATUS BY CYCLONE MISSLES ARE NEEDED!



Honestly,the place is rule by X-bots(people who think the world of the X-BOX 360) who kill every PS3 stuff etc over there....>_>

While i am somewhat biased about the X-box 360,that doesnt give me the liberty to go on an attack another system on do i?

Yeah i admit,PS3 is somewhat on the losing end cause it was released late,has a few AAA titles and is the

most expensive console,but i see it more as an investment.Soon later in the future,Blu-ray disc players would be in demand,more AAA titles would be released and X-BOX 360 has a higher console failure rate.

MGS4 i believe wont be multi-platform as it is Hideo Kojima's last work on the MGS series,and it exploits at least some of the PS3 powers and in the gameplay video it clearly showed a PS3 controller lol.

Another Heresy is that Rin is some kind of incharge person for GFX.And i say....what?

I admit her designs are good and she has improved but....She stills overkill her work and it is still empty.Its like a painting of a rainbow,only its on a white canvas.Now if the painting of the rainbow is set on the backdrop of a forest wouldnt it invoke the sense of serenity?And she tends to use cute scans most of the time.I only the other hand dabble with all sorts of scans and effects.

Too bad my photoshop is gone due to com reformat.....

Another heresy...well its not so much of a heresy.Mai.i decided to do alittle detective work and i found out a number of things.

1)her last time on SGF was set to private,the last time i checked her profile it wasnt

2)Death posted where are you etc on the 9th of August lol

3)Death topic about her dissappeared

4)She conviently reappeared coincidentally when Death's topics about her became popular and she explained herself.

Yeah.....so i dont know.......and her friend passion019 played a ghost on me and changed her hotmail...which isnt so surprising considering i fight with her all the time.



Recently watched this anime"Sayonara zetsubo Sensei" which is damm funny and weird.

I think i am like the dude,Abysmal hopeless-ness

Yes,i tend stray away from the norm,propaganda like anime.

Monday, August 20, 2007

Resistance

Okay the last safe home project was by far the most boring one to me.I was picked out from my team,paired up with a first year and attached to a PUB personel.
My job was just to open the taps,add this thing called a thimble and move on.
The whole thing lasted me until 10.00am.....
Jufree and the others had a difficulty in fixing the door latch as the wood is of the hard kind lol.
And i wasnt there to help hahahaha.
Its my last cause i hav the ITE roadshow next week and i am graduating next year.Yayness.

Finding myself skipping lessons alot more now.Mainly cause well.....the lessons are either boring like Customer Service or well just revise as Exams are coming.
OMG exams are coming?lol
Well cant say it would be easy,but passable lol.Luckily ED and hydraulic has no exams or mark by words,cause of the teacher who teaches my class,we are all screwed.

Finished Resistance : fall of man last saturday.Enjoyable but wish it was longer.Now replaying it at a harder difficulty seeing as i hav no other game to play.DMC 4 is delayed to next year...damm..well atleast WWE smackdown VS raw 2008 will be coming this late september...and buying Gundam seed Destiny: Rengou vs ZAFT plus II seems very out of the question cause it cost $109...dammmmmmmm
and Bioshock is a FPS and it wont come to the PS3,get over it.....not that i even like FPS alot in general.
and yeah no one around me has it.....so borrowing is out of the question
And dont worry the PS3 is just having a slow game intake for now....

Oh yeah...teacher's day is coming.Been awhile since i came back to East view.Not that i plan too but wonder about my fomer teachers.I only know Mr Aww is on some sabbatical to new york.Yeah not going back to avoid the dredded where loki has ended up question and to avoid last time classmates at all cost.Hehe recently hav been doing some classmate research.Some hav changed into a more emo version.Elie still looks as fine as ever XD.some cant really understand their blog as its in like either too much cute stuff,work stuff or written in a level of english incomprehenable by the common dude.Come to think about it...havnt met up syam and the rest for a long while now.not that i miss them or anything hahaha

And about the whole odex thing....hmm..well i cant say downloading anime is a right thing to do...but we all arent rich pompous kids to some rich parents....so i take a neutral stance.As long as well anime is available on youtube,crunchy-roll etc by legit or illegit means i wont get so cranky lol.As for the so called odex disc cracking ceremony lol,well....lets just say its a waste of money just to crack YOUR own disc to express displeasure.Make pod-castes or something.Just dont riot or protest as well you can end up in a lock-up haha

In the process of writing LEgaCY chapter 3.Strange,no one gave feedback on the first two chapters...which is very worrying....Initially wanted to continue where i left off,but the excitement of introducing the dynamic duo Rinz and Kai made me decide to put it off later in the chapter.Wanted to make Rinz like some Flaming Yakuza heiress while Kai like a wallstreet stock broker lol.And please leave feedback once read cause...need them to know where i need to improve.

Hayate drawings once again left me....OMFG THATS DAMM GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think i need a special teacher who just teaches me and no one else.........

"Words have power too,they chain and effect you in every way..so be careful what you say"XXX-holic

Monday, August 13, 2007

Gun Kata

Ah yes
I managed to drag myself here to post on the misadventours of Loki
Went to KL from 8 Aug to 11 Aug
Found a few laws of the concrete jungle of KL
1)The road condition is way different from Singapore,Look 4 ways before crossing any road
2)The traffic light actually tells you to run across the street when the green light is on
3)Motocycles are king and can make any pavement their road
4)Traffic police are just people who direct traffic and not give out summons
5)Taxi drivers overcharge despite having the sign"Metered Taxi"
6)Taxi drivers will take any road to reach your desitination albeit a construction site
7)All malaysians are under the impression all tourist is rich....
8)Some anime tend to hav fake crossover titles such as Air the blue movie...- -;; heresy
9)Its not as nice as you see in the TV folks
10)....most of you hav cars and wouldnt hav experience what i experience...- -;;

Bought a Spinner belt(very cool),two foil like shirts(one a green skull,the other a decepticon logo)my Hari raya outfit and a HDMI cable lol.
DEEPLY regreted no picking up Shakugan No Shana DVD at Sungei Wang Plaza...><...argh

Currently is in a stupid boredom situation.Sold Ninja gaiden sigma,but currently dont hav cash to buy a new game,so stuck with wangan midnight.Thought of buying Gundam seed zaft vs omni plus but the copy in tampines,someone beat me to it,hav to travel to ang mo kio to get it at a price of $108.....HERESY.....and DMC4 has been delayed to next year....so that leaves me with nothing...- -;;.....boredom....

finished Ninja gaiden sigma and i was like....meh....not much worth my toil and sweat.You cant carry over stuff you gain to a new game and there is no incentive to play it again.The last boss wasnt that awe-inspiring.WHERE IS MY DMC4?????????MGS4??????????

Ah now is you are wondering,where is track 2?well i forgot to put it up for download and re-re-re-reading it again,i missed out one major point.I forgot that the main operation is on the airship.Ah well,while on the subject,i might aswell elaborate more on Loki's gunsmanship.

It doesnt at all resemble dante's style in DMC although it looks alot like it.
It is heavily influenced by Gun Kata,a term used in a quite good movie "Equilibirum" and it is used by Cleric John Preston
.Loki for one has limited ammunition and hav to reload after emptying 15 rounds per magazine.Both guns although look alike hav different effects in terms of bullet magic.'
Like Hati allows bullets to explode on contact while Skoll allows the bullets to be more amour piercing.Add this with bullet manipulation like throwing the magazine at opponents like a hand grenade or using bullets around and control them like dragoons in Gundam Seed destiny.That hasnt include what loki does with the guns it self.Loki will tend to block attacks with the gun side facing the opponent(example is to make an L shape with your right hand,pointing up).This is very uncommon despite to me its more effective than to use the barrel of the gun(eg your index finger).Another thing is that he could use it to attack like tong-fas(umm nightsticks).
I deliberately didnt name the Axe,cause well the reason will be known later on.
Crossix function as a chain mostly to bind but could be used as an offensive weapon like how ghost rider uses it.I guess his main weakness is he cant really block all kind of attacks especially if the attacks like a fireball is way larger than him

Ciel style is way more simpler and straight forward as she only has one weapon,that is Alister.In the beginning she starts out with two hands but as the story progresses,she is strong enough to handle it with one hand.Amazing feat and I dare say no anime female protagist has every handle a sword that weights as much as two person with one arm and does it well.Her attacks are pretty much what you expect out of a big sword,with one exception and common misconception at first glance,it is damm fast.Especially her"Sword of Illuminati"(obviously she wont shout it out),the stance is like Destiny gundam about to charge at the enemy with its sword attack.
Hehehe,wont describe "Godsend"here as it is made out of pure pawnage and it would ruin the surprise as how powerful it can be ^^

Erisyiah style is more long ranged and laid back.Her sniper rifle doubles as an anti-tank rifle and that is pretty much all she needs to wipe out all Deimoses.Other than that she has an extenable electrical baton like reno in FF7 advent children.

Kai and Rinz will be added on later on.
Lanna style would be the most hardest as it incorperates 3 elements.Iaido,Kodachi and Psychic on the level rarely seen but is used frequent in horror films.Just a small spoiler,she is not talking to herself,rather to herself.She isnt just a pretty face,bookworm smart,clumbsy commander people,or some philosohipcal songstress that knows nothing about war...She is the real deal....almost like that last boss you dont want to fight ill prepare hahaha.She isnt the Scion of time for nothing.

Oh and recently bought this manga called"World Embryo".Its the next manga series written by the author who brought one of the most in my opinion great anime"Chrno crusade".
Although the story frequently makes me lost interest as i dont know what the heck are they talking about and for some reason,i keep on expecting to see Rossette pop out somewhere hahahaha.Its okay but well the female lead tends to remind be alot of rin tohsaka and the cool at the begininng but open up to people at the end syndrome.

and is watching this anime called Mushi-uta which is pretty cool.But its pretty illogical to be happy at the person who shot you in the beginning.........

Ey the troubles of having a Singapore PS3....Hayate has an American one and she can virtually PLAY ALL PS2 GAMES AT THE MOMENT....damm you region locks!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Doujin

Despite having no sound...well Loki was too anime deprived to bother anymore.Decided to watch something that caught my eye recently,that is Doujin work...
AND LOKI INQUSITIONAL JUDGEMENT IS....
its Damm funny XD
love the train scene in episode 1 and 2 and the ending at episode 2.
"Young lady,did you drop your porn?"
XD hahahahahaha
and the ending one was
a pretty cool guy walks up to najimi
"here you drop this back there"
*gives adult game,which had an evil glow to najimi*
*najimi stones while tomoko besides her go*
"Hey i can see it ^^,that must mean i am special woo hoo!"
Not going to elaborate on what the story is about,but it does features small parodies of various animes like in the opening,some were from Galaxy angel and Jigoku Shojo.
Although it seems that after Melancoly of Suzumiya....it seems mandatory that every anime character must do some funky dance in the ending....- -;;

This week is officially Loki relaxes week ^^.Decided to not to go to school on tuesday and wednesday.Wont be missing anything significant anyway.And would be going to KL with family from 9 august onwards to sunday i think.

Well,so far Ninja gaiden is surprisingly not that hard anymore once i possesed the vigoorian flails(nun-chuck like weapons) and dialabhro(huge sword).And yeah i still die every now and then.I prefer DMC combat style cause,1)it discourages using the same combos or attacks over and over again 2) you can switch weapons on the fly,encouraging combo madness 3)Dante's quotes during attacks are just cool 4)And face it,once you used Nevan...all weapons pales in comparisson XD

As for the Wagan midnight racing game..............still griping that i cant choose my own car,choose my races,customize my ride and the visibilty of driving at night on an expressway forces me to restart race often.....

AA.....sigh.yeah i know all the suggestions i received are invalueble but....heck i am scratching my head over what to do.I dont want to implement a change only to see that its in vain and the lack of manpower restricts what options i hav left.

LEgaCY chapter 2 is due out this week^^,the main plot has been laid down,just hav to Loki-ised it abit more and proof read it again and try to react the scene in my head so that it doesnt sound or appear iffy.Been told my style is more of an anime rather than a manga lol.Thats cause the story is already in motion form in my head,rather than random images.
Can I get a show of hands who is interested ^^

The Bourne Ultimatium and DayWatch interests me.....

Thursday, August 2, 2007

Okay

Legs are sore....
apparently thats what the lack of exercise and not stretching before playing floorball does to your legs...- -;;
Lol the bad neko, clare asked me to soak them in lukewarm water......i dont hav a bathtub.....
applied some medicinal balm and my legs feel like hot water is being poured on them....minus the second degree burns of course lol.
my little sister laughed at me as i climbed down the stairs....funny-ly lol.
the worst part is my left knee...i knocked into Asyik,in which my right knee knocked into my right side of my left knee...almost like a hammer...- -;;
Yeah loki is very accident prone in any sports ...- -;;
Oh yeah and being an evadesman...doesnt help in being a goalie as i tend to evade the ball not block and that results in a goal.......
Oh yeah......i hav a somewhat sensitive back^^;;...a slight poke on my back will result in my body moving as if i had a bad scare...- -;;...yeah there were a few people in the past who used to bother me once they knew about it.Even to the point pinning me to a table and rentless poking ensues...- -;;....hope they rot in hell or something
Was planning to put my stories at a different blog....and picked out a Jigoku Shojo skin at first...but when i pasted the XTML codes on the blog.....it resulted in an error.....so screw that,i chose a nice Shana skin...which again resulted in another error....in which i am this close to delete that accursed blog........anyway i named it Croseux...pronouced as CROSS-SUES...name of a weapon i thought of..a sword(how typical)....dont know where to include it.Maybe I post it at AA....AA is currently filled with all manners of heresies.....I should create a new RP to draw away Kura from that ugh....well as a guy yeah thats..umm interesting but its not right in a way and its violating some board rule in which i agreed to when i made the board....a TOS violation i think.But the problem of creating a new RP is people....in which i dont have........millions of users on the net and i cant rope in enough people to sustain my board....

I HAVE FAILED AS DA HEAD HONCHO....

currently hoping there is some PS3 crack that allows me to play all PS2 games cause i really want to play games like radiata stories and Sword or mana or Odinsphere............................
The Lights of the Warp mod is pretty fun,although the removal of hard cap and squad limits...well removed the fun of the game....I can spam tier 3 units ...which gets bored real fast/....although there was no new units for Tau and the Orkz.....Cant wait for the farsight enclave mod for the tau......

I miss doing GFX work...ever since my com crashed and had to reformat...the program and all my scans,brush and works poofed.I guess i am only good at making current pics better but not good at drawing the pics it self.....Ironic.....

We live for today, knowing our demise tomorrow,filled with memories of yesterday... that alone is a promise to fight for the future,thats is why "we" dont regret.Erisyiah

Monday, July 30, 2007

Alright,LETS GO!!!!

Drum roll please
*drum roll*
Loki has gotten his hands on a PS3!
rejoice ^^!MGS4 and DMC4 will be released soon
His days of RPG gaming shall return
....my only gripe is my PS3 is an NTSC-J....meaning i can only play NTSC-J PS2 games......and currently most PS2 games are NTSC U/C....sucks....Xun seems to have the same trouble but atleast he has a wireless router and a PS2....rich....
Havnt written an entry in awhile cause i fell sick last week....cough and flu got the better of me ><...had to go to doctor in which doctor gave me free MC ^^.Hayate sounded real sweet hehe ^^;; or maybe she is like that with everyone....lol
August is shaping up to be a busy month for me.RoboGP is one.Safe home is another.The ITE roadshow is another another.Helping out Mr Rohaizat is another another another.Going to KL with family is another another another another.On top of that exam is coming...- -;;....real fun party.

Have decided to not continue on to advance class as one i am still well whats the proper word....not that good...mediorce....Decided to do my own time,own target drawing until i get good then maybe i rejoin advance class.The teacher was hinting at me throughout the previous class...with quotes like"See darilyn can draw well,i am impressed...you will join the siti,yilling,cheraliyn at advanced class".- -;;....and yeah i know,i am getting pwned by a primary 6 kid........as if i wasnt feeling bad enough.........

Oh yeah..forgot to say something.I like Faithy costume....just that i didnt think the headband part was necessary...was never a big fan of them lol.Caught a glimpse of the maid cafe(it actually opened lol) with a maid outside and it somewhat made my day ^^ lol...well would love to see more but i was in a bus and is going somewhere so....one thing though....what the hell was the french people thinking when they made maids wear those outfits in the past.....perverse people lol XD

Ninja gaiden Sigma is a bad first game to buy when you only hav 1 game to play.......i died constantly and i absolutely hate the system.There is no lock on and its like you cant mash the buttons...HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO RELAX AND PRESS THE BUTTONS WHEN MY LIFE IS LIKE 1/8 LEFT????!!!.And unlike DMC,if you fight a boss and die...you dont end up at the door before you fight it...oh no....you START all over from where you last save....and if you forgot to save....you got to curse and swear why didnt you save.......

Customer service and Sport and wellness lesson is not as fun as the ones i had in the previous year as the teachers arent that engaging and hav a dont care if you come or not attitude and well the class i hav now is not as fun.I got punked into coming when there isnt for the past two weeks and is feeling like not going tomorrow....- -;;

I apparently hav to do the medical booking for NS.....damm....anyway if i hav to go in next year and cant be deferred...i will go in anyway...I mean its like irritating man...the goverment controlling you...- -;;...girls have it easy as they can study all the want........lol and i am in no shape to enter NS....i am damm unfit....lol i think i come back as a skeleton after NS XD

"Even the smartest of minds can be fooled by the simplicity and innocence of the cardboard box"Gamefaq board member-Simply genius that Kojima used inclueded a cardboard box as a hiding tool lol

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Legend killer slayed?

ey carumba.....
After seeing what Karei though of Cheraliyn drawing....my morale dropped like....into a bottomless abyss.Yeah if Karei though she felt downgraded....i feel like i am nothing...- -;;
If its one thing i particularly emo-ey about is drawing....its seems like an obstacle that i cant over come and making no real progress.I am sick of it..><..i draw and i draw and its still the same...I am perpetually stuck in a trap in cant get out off...and my mind keeps telling me that its a lost cause and i am starting to believe it.....
Its not like me as i never quit...even though it seems stupid or there nothing in it for me,i still try to accomplish it.....but i dont know....this challenge is seriously killing me.
*Sigh*
Anime says i draw not that bad and karei keeps telling me to just keep on drawing but.....damm it... ><
I know all manga artists hav problems and such but...heck atleast they come up with nice stuff despite when they were still amatuers...

- -;; feel like banging my head against something and drown my sorrows in green tea....

LEgaCY ep 2 is alittle delayed as i find it hard to write

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Another day

As for the mircomouse competition....lets say it was a bust...- -;;
It was so infurating and irritating as it was performing well on friday but on monday and today...it just sucked....>_>....went to Ngee Ann poly which i give the award of the most inaccesible poly among all the polys lol.And bumped into an old classmate - -;;...great
"Hey you are hafiz right?"she went
"Errrr yeah ^^;;" i replied
"You now what school ah?Oh ITE simei right?"She went
"Err yeah ^^;;"
"You playing this competition ah?"
"Err yeah ^^;;"
She later went off lol
Hahaha...i am that lame i know lol
The main reason i try to avoid old aquaintances from East View is that well i ended up in ITE while the others are in poly or JC.....
Decided to skip afternoon lesson and go home....I DID train hard last week after all hehehe

DJ Max 2 is aesthetically nicer but there is two things that i find abit off.....that their songs is way easier,the fever button is almost hard to press when in a button pressing frenzy and when i press and hold a button,sometimes it breaks for no reason(combo-wise)

Just realised that i havnt watched any anime in a long while now the main reason being my com cant play any sound and i find that highly irritating as one i cant tell how good the V.A of the characters are,music creates atmosphere and....i cant tell if i want to download the OP or ED if its good....><....

Everyone seems to be moving on to greater things...like one of my old aquiantances is a taekwondo/musician guy and hav accomplished quite alot.....and another one is studying aeronautical engineering....So i was like....am i moving at all?Its like me last year is the same as me this year.....even clare and faithy seems to be moving to greater things...that i am sure of whether they believe in it or not.Sigh...my future is real hazy as of now....i dont know whats going to happen later on in Poly.....Manga wise i am still the same so much so i hav no current motivation to practise and advance class starts in 4 weeks......my elder sister's messy predicament...my little sister's future.....my weird health and that i may be suffering from some sickeness(touchwood)......yeah may not seem like significant but they all are on my mind constantly and me not moving serves to make it worse....

The younger generation these days are arrogant in my opinion.....during my time,i only got my first handphone when i was in like secondary 3 and it was a hand-me-down one....now a primary 5 kid can hav the latest handphone and use it for god-knows what.....and its funny to hear them talk about love which is equilivant to buying the nicest candy in a cnady shop....and the fact that some of them brag about what ice-cream they ate or what secrets they know is highly irritating...Yeah i do get the Legend-Killer syndrome once in a while but i dont like flaunt what i know or have...sheesh....

its weird but i forgot when the last time i could feel my heart emotionally...currently to me like its empty and nothing was ever there.The last time i could feel it was with...*huge SIGH* with Mai.....and after she pulled the ghost on me,it dissappeared.Now i find it hard to even get interested in a girl...i meant interested enough to date etc ^^;; and i dont believe there is a girl interested in me hahahahahahaha....."she would hav to be blind"as my mother ept quotes lol

Destiny is said not to be set in stone and can be changed....but how do you now if you changed destiny?

oh yeah,i reworked the first ep of LEgaCY and now is working on the second ep.I take along time cause well i cant remember details exactly and i try to make it as interesting ^^;;....what i think would make my story if animated unique as 1) it has the most hardest love journey ever to the point you would be begging me to hav they atleast together doing couple stuff lol....2) is the breaking 4 th wall thing.....3) is how sometimes Ciel,Rins,Loki and Kai talk to each other...example is how Danny and Rusty talk to each other in the Ocean 11,12,13....hehehe...4) is that i would make all the story link to each other somehow like LEgaCY may be the prequel of another story or merely be a TV show in another story but this fact wont be so apparent of course.The other story i am also working on is "Tales"...about Pirates and that they are caught inbetween two warring nations although may not write it at all as i havnt figured a reason strong enough for countries to fight each other and why these pirates want to get involve in it anyway lol

"Its either you believe or you dont,there is no grey spots or what ifs...as it is possibility that clouds clear judgement and slows down the thought process"Loki-me hahaha

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Inquistional Tribunal

Is it really?Yeah i am back,after battling the KL trip,the Hong Kong Seminar and my com dying on me.....
I wont be talking about the trips just yet,i will in later post.
As for now,i will be talking about
COSFEST
Yeah i went there today and it was pretty great.I wont be uploading the pics as i am quite tired as of now.
It was a two day event so i went there on saturday first.It was a heck of a scary experience for me at first cause i am alone and so many people with costumes walking around me.....><.I compared it to walking into a room with ghost roaming about.After awhile it grew on me....and saw a replica of sephitroth sword,masamune....and ITS FREAKING LONG.I had no idea it was that long...its 198cm....no one on earth has the arm strength to handle such a sword....^^;;.After awhile clare and faithy arrived and played find-loki-among-the-crowd with them....and decided to meet them.Hahaha although clare isnt as short as faithy says lol.She didnt say a word to me though...- -;;...managed to make small talk with faithy,and she is pretty cute lol.She then had to be wisked away for the karaoke competition.The competition was well quite okay with the heretical song "god knows" being choosen quite a few times although the one who sang"eternal snow" i got to salute as thats one difficult song.Faithy sang quite nice...just that she wasnt looking at the crowd so no interaction thingy.Managed to see her performance before running off to meet parents at far east for dinner.

The second day was even more shorter for me as i had manga class at 3...so i went there earlier.It was bigger and i actually took some cosplayer pics.Then faithy arrived in a goth-ish lacey costume which was well nice but loki isnt into that kind of clothing as to him its very over the top....and thinks the yukata she wore was nicer.Actually managed to make proper coversation with faithy this time lol and she managed to draw something which was nicer than what i can ever come up with...- -;;.....then yiling and cheraliyn showed up....Yiling pointed at me with her camera and my ninjitsu-like instince hit the camera lens with my palm XD....then she proceeded to hit me and said if the lens is spoil,i had to pay for it...>_>...when its her fault to begin with.Then at 3 i ran off to manga class.Manga class today was a re-run for dynamic poses....i drew a dude doing a handstand while his legs was doing the helicopter thingy....yeah its not that nice....- -;;.....

In other news,my motorola E1 ROKR handphone officially when insane and i had to downgrade to a used nokia phone with no infra red,blue tooth,camera or mp3.The plus side was that it was easy to use for messaging purposes.My com now is a mute as after the reformat it lost its voice......making finding music alot more harder....

My drawing skills is so far...well so-so....not that OMG fantastic and not that OMG THATS CRAP either....so in a limbo and seeing better drawings at the cosfest serve to demoralise me further.....- -;; they draw nicer without attending any classes while i attend class and produce 5 year old kind of drawings...- -;;....yeah if its one thing i emo about its my drawing....sigh.....

Thinking back,me,clare,faithy and some others has come a long way from being mere board members at SGF....hmm if i remember right i was introduced to faithy at the SGF Ball which rocked under me and Frozen command XD.Then everything later on was mostly msn chatting.While all my SGF sisters went missing,I gained somewhat permanent friends in Frozen,Faithy,clare,anime and hayate.Its amazing that they havnt mysteriously vanished due to loki's relatively boring and uninteresting aura lol ^^;;

i will post more during the weeks to come
currently tired and tomorrow i hav to train for my micromouse competition that will take place on tuesday.....- -;;

"Until i kill you,you are all i think about"-Sniper wolf,MGS

Monday, May 21, 2007

>_>

Wow no one tagged?Its like me at a maths convention....Quiet and cold....- -;;
-Blogging morale went down -1000 points-
In anycase,i managed to draw out Ciel ^^.Pretty good,well to me anyways.If you wanna see it,well its too large to be uploaded to photobucket so you got to catch me on MSN.I drew her in a well....what do you say semi-ballroom-ish kind of outfit.Thought i deviat from the weapons and uniform drawings for a while.Oh and at class i drew this Professional grim reaper.Pretty niffy too ^^,he comes complete with name card too lol.

Now my problem is that how to look a drawing "human" and more natural looking....and not awkward or automatas...

In order to learn how to draw the standard average girl,I had to look at more questionable sources ^^;;...cause well most decent pictures comes with the girls fully clothed and well its hard to draw a body without knowing whats underneath it^^;;...get my drift?And yeah Loki is a guy so he doesnt entirely mind this form of research XD.I shall repent from my ecchi-ness once i hav made my mark^^;;*twists his fingers behind his back*
Funny thing was that after my usual "research" this morning,during Customer service lesson i kept thinking of maids in very short skirts in very innocent yet seductive poses..XD...okay Loki stop now XP...

But yeah my drawing is still very amatuerish and lack soul which i constantly look for in my renders....will take 10000000000000000000000 years before Loki masters this...- -;;

I hav about 5 years to convince myself and my parents that i can do this and i can still somehow support the family with it too....My father is getting old and seems like he has only 5 years of work left in him until he can no longer work.My elder sister...is unreliable as she is as stable as water boiling.Her nightlife apparent shorted out her logic circuit or something..>_>.And i still hav a younger primary 5 sister.......
*Scratch head*
See my unforeseen problems.....

Starcraft 2?Well if it was 2 years ago i would be stoked but....I hav seen the new light which is Dawn of war.As it turns out Relic and blizzard in the past worked together on the Starcraft game...but they fell out and Blizzard took the already 50% finished game and vaguely changed certain things.I seen the Starcraft II trailer and is really unimpressed.A Space marine from DoW is way more cooler,disciplined,deadlier and proficient than the Terran space marine.....- -;;
Dow 2...just wait...it will be the best there is...

Times hav changed.And was pretty surprised that Hermi smoke and Syam probably went back to it too.Apparently if you are surrounded by people who smoke,chances are you would too.
Hahaha i think i am allergic to certain people.My stomach gets real uneasy when ever she is around....i already gotten over her believe me.Is is possible to develop people allergy?hahaha
Another thing is that i hav a pretty good sense of smell...so much so that people smoking or the smell of people who are stinky can send me coughing like a TB patient.

Well thats it for today....<_<...where is my loyal surbodinates for me to rant on....sigh

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

tired

Seems pretty quiet in here.....the chibied one and faithy must be real busy....hmm their exams already has finished...must be their CCA...lol hmm back then i hav already quited Military band.

Caught a cold and an acheing headache...- -;;...and is too tired to trial draw an exam piece....Despite school being ITE and all,second year is not really slack like last year.This year its pretty heavy stuff that i am learning.Recently re-learned logic circuit....its really irritating.There is only two numbers in a binary ciruit...1 and 0....and just those two numbers can give you one hell of a headache......

Damm..........the wireless keyboard just died on me - -;;........so much for comfort.....now typing using the mouse and on screen keyboard...which is real awkward.

To say the least,i am not really a GFX as i dont follow rule number 1 which is to accept request from people.I create in accordance to what i see in the render and base on feel.Thats why i cant make them on whim....sure i can make on but to me,it will be just another empty GFX.

I hav to pratice somehow......in all i got only 5 years to get good.......cause thts when my fatherwould be too old to be working and i hav to work for income.Chances are that i may hav to give manga up......but i dont know......i dont want to as it i my dream after all.......in a dilema...sigh......i really hope that faithy get good and get her work published someday.Atleast in the end i am happy to know one of us made it^ ^.......
As it stands i have 4 and 1/2 stories and all original stories.Just havnt typed them all out yet.Another problem i that when i draw them out,i see them in anime form not in manga form..(yes loki's head is like nan animaion machine......
LEgaCY
Aerith
Fate E
Got Game
Retribution
would be pretty sad if my stories never to be read.........exceptionally proud of LEgaCY and Aerith as to me it destroy typical anime stereotypes and storylines.....and there is a hidden twist in all my stories......a small hint is that they are all connected...hehehe....in what way?that up to you to figure out my matanteis out there^ ^.

Typing using the on screen keyboard is a bitch........

Sunday, May 13, 2007

dip dap dip dap






































Yeah Loki has still the touch^^.Made this PSP wall for a friend.Otherwise wouldnt hav used the render....

Had a weird dream...someone kept shouting"SEPIA"........
Next two weeks from now would be my Manga Exam.....
^^;; stressing already...despite this being a beginner course and that whether its perfected or not is not important,but yet Loki wants it to be great.


Surprisingly today i had very little trouble drawing hand and feet which i normally thought it was hard.The only thing that bothers me is that fingers arent normally straight and they are sort of hav little curves here and there.....


Inking is still irritating for me as despite transfering an already drawn image....it still looks different....haha i cant transfer an image right...- -;;.....although the end product does look okay though.


Now somehow i can feel alittle confidence in me to go through it all.Last night,i kept questioning myself is this really what i want....and the voice in me kept saying its too hard,give up.....Ah well i see how it goes ^^.I really want this.I want my story to be read.I want to be the first singaporean successful manga artist and all shall bow before my might!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Finally the stupid project is done.My prediction was correct,we didnt get selected.That means less work for me in Hong Kong ^^.I decided to give up presenting forever cause,well its just not my thing.I dont exude confidence and charisma like most people though and my voice is monotonous and uninteresting.So that was my swan song so to speak.


Seems that my rewrite wasnt that well accepted.Okay for the last time.I made major changes so much so that if i continued from where i left off,there would be alot of incosistences and paradoxes....>_> like the whole deal about magic,i removed it so much so only Astrales,Deimos and demons can use them.>_>....Tsk no "good job" or "keep it up" fot typing this up at 2am and being tired from all that crap...>_>....
and for that
NO STORY FOR ANYONE TILL LOKI FEELS LIKE IT >_>

Finally finished Onimusha 3.It was hard,but Nobunaga fell and i was victorious.It was nice although the cinematics was cheesy and irritating to me....made me kept pressing the space bar to skip the movie.Maybe gonna try psychonauts next.Wait...maybe the PSP game Gurumin....hmmm.The PSP doesnt hav in my opinion a decent RPG.I wish creators of Grandia 2 would make one for the PSP.Seriously,the battle engine is off the hook.

Seto Hanayome 4.Made me wonder....japanese people either dont hav locks on bathroom doors or they are that dense to not lock the bathroom doors.Still funny however and the spiral shell maki is really irritating...Made me wonder,if i suddenly had a wife...what would i do...First thing i thing i would faint for 7 days and 7 nights.Next once I met my father-in-law,i would faint for another 7 days and 7 nights XD...hahahaha.Seriously i wouldnt know what to do.

Bought a Tifa advent children chibi keychain.Its so cute XD.I am like addicted to keychains now ever since buying the Yuki one from Vivo City.Its now part of my PSP along with the straps.I think i hav the most pimped out PSP among everyone in my school XD and Jufree said"dude you like lost your macho-ness by putting on a cute keychain like that.Hahaha i dont really care really.I even hav a pink pencilbox XD,cause well it looked cute.Next maybe buy a cloud one....hmmmmm.

Cant wait for Ocean's 13..........june 8................................Its better than the heresy of spiderman 3......- -;;

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Fire in your eyes,burn in your heart

As promised i rewrote my story into a better version that i hav thought up,hope enjoy you do ^^.
Honestly,I do not like the presentation as..well it doesnt feel right or natural.We all hav to follow the music...which i found irritating as the music isnt that important and the people who are watching the presentation will not notice it as its not that distinguishable....mataku(geez...)..><...
I nonetheless must dance to this tune atleast until tomorrow..if we are selected more of this crap...Another thing is that no one seems to notice that the music doesnt feel right with the script.I didnt hav mission impossible and oh fortuna in mind as i wrote the script...- -;;....ah well atleast if we arent selected,that proves my theory that it is just like Rin's GFX....flashy and overated,lack substance and feel.

Everything i do i base it on feel especially on GFX or when making something.It can look flashy or hav a dozen gimmicks....i rather a more natural look.

The egg project was disapproved.So we sent a paper shedder compactor as a second project...which is alot easier to do.As a backup plan,we plan to make a sumo robot for competition purposes....

Found out that i be going to Malaysia as part of ME club activity.It will be 5 days before i go to Hong Kong if i am selected.After the Hong Kong trip,i think i be having the manga exam....dun dun dun...................doesnt seem well for loki....

I named my story instead of chapters,into tracks and the title sound more like song titles...neat isnt it ^^..another thing is that...since i am telling the story...should it be in past tense or present tense?i havnt had english lessons for like 3 years...haha so not very sure so decided to mix it up jsut cause some sound nicer than the present tense counterpart.



First track:The symphony of gunpowder and blood
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~Play some creepy ominous music,preferbly kuroki neko from black cat~
Lightning streaked across the dark purplish sky,making shatter patterns across the motionless sky.Rain poured heavily and unrelentingly.The winds were roaring fiercely like jet engines.Yes ,it a symphony of an ominous storm which bode and exudes a sense of impending doom.
A hysterical laughter filled the the canyon in which this dark symphony was held.A figure was standing,steadfastly near the end of one of the ridges,which bottom seems to lead to a bottomless abyss.Her blond hair flowing in wind provided contrast to the dark setting.Her sword illuminated with every lighting that struck the area.Rain soaked her face,almost seems like she was shedding tears,but her eerie eyes showed murderous,malice intent.Her clothes was drenched,but she wasnt even shivering in the roaring winds.Her shoulder plate was shimmering.Her gaunlet on her left arm had an evil glow.She threw a smile...Her smile was sadistic.It was like staring at a beautiful devil.
"Dont stop weakling........,continue,SHED MORE BLOOD FOR ME!"She cried as swung her sword.Arcane energy crackled through the ground,seeking the enemy of her summoner.It found her enemy and exploded into a sphere of arcane electricity.A brief scream of pain disturbed the symphony.
A man was on his knees,and was being supported upright by his sword.His body was filled with slash wounds and blood stained his tattered clothes.He was breathing heavily and was bearly even concious.Dead bodies surrounded him like weed around a flower.....but they were all dried up to the bone.Their blood and souls hav been completely drained.The man stood up and charged towards the apparent murdress.His eyes was filled with anger.He positioned his sword for a sword thrust.The sword penetrated the lady.More than half went in....but no blood was pouring out.Instead there were fine crystals disintergrating from the wound into the air.She returned the favour with an upward slash of her own.The man fell like a sack of potatoes.She glanced at her tool of murder and licked the blood of it.Her eyes instantly was filled with lust,lust for blood.
"BLEED MORE FOR ME DARLING,MORE!!!!!!!"
The man got up to his feet again.The slash that was given to him wasnt deep...and it wasnt by accident either.She wanted to torture him more.
"Please...stop this.."
His faint voice didnt reach her.The girl he knew was gone.In her place was the very same monster he killed.
"MORE!!!!!!!!"
She charged towards him.He closed his eyes as he twisted a key on the hilt of his sword like the ignition switch of a car.His sword burst into pure energy and was vibrating strongly in his right arm.
"DIE FOR ME!!!!!!"She yelled out as she leapt towards him hungerily,like a lion after a gazelle.Steel met flesh and blood.Blood spurted out like a fountain out of the man's left shoulder.
"BLOOD!!!!!!!!!BLOOD!!!!!!!!!BLOOD!!!!!!!!"
The man's face was twisted in pain.He slowly,shakyily raised his sword,to the point of where her heart should be.He opened his eyes...finally coming to a conclusion that...she cannot be saved.
"Sorry...."
He looked away as he twisted the sword handle.
*BOOOOOOOOOOM*
The bottom hilt of the sword shot out flames like a rocket taking off.
*Sound of 500 degree flames burning intensely*
The sword,flew out of his hand,instantenously pierced her heart and sent her flying into the dark skies.Something shone.Was that stars peeking out of the dark sky,No....They were tears was streaming out of her eyes...a small final sign of humanity.
*3,2,1 some funky techno music plays*
~the whole screen shatters~
The same man awakes,in the sancitity of his own room.It was a nightmare,or more appropriately,a recollection fo his hated memory.His phone was ringing.He searched his bed for his phone with his half opened eyes.He grab hold of the phone under his pillow and flipped it open.A blurry face appeared on the phone screen.A 3G call.
"Wake up already,thats the 5th time i am calling you....you could hav more manners and answer it the first time"The face resolution becomes more clearer.It was a girl but she has a white blindfold on and a headset.Her blue hair was neatly center parted.Her faced turned into a more annoyed version when the man didnt answer her.
"LOKI!!!!!!!!"her irritated voice became an alarm clock to Loki.
"Yes i am here...wide awake...see....- -;;.Its only 7am and you are already nagging J.C."
J.C never changes..always had to be so right about things and never seems to realise that she is nagging and never realise that she is nagging.
"Well,you are already late for school Loki,and Lanna wont like it if you are late....."her gleefully grin grew wider.
"PAYCUT....!Muhahahahahaha"J.C let out an evil laugh.
"Okay,okay J.C get off my line so that i can go already shessh"
"Oh and investigate the park near your school after school...there was a sudden spark in arcane energy thi......."
"Hai hai,bwye"Loki flipped his phone down before J.C could finish.He got up and grabbed his towel and went into the bathroom.
*light switches on,but the bathroom was pink in colour*
The tapwater runs as she wet a towel and wiped her face with it,carefully going through every features on her face.Her eyes was heavy as she did it....she then lazily pressed her tube of toothpaste onto her toothbrush.She attempted to put the toothbrush but misses her mouth several times.Lack of sleep apparently messed up her coordination and sense of direction.She finally brushed her teeth and proceed to shower...with her sleeping clothes still on(XD).
*goes back to Loki*
Loki was already dressed in a neat white shirt and black pants,his school uniform.A pair of guns,one black,the other sliver was hanging from its holdster from his coat.The coat was jet black and had an insignia on it that read "TEMPEST" on the left and "LEGENDS" on the right.It was hanging behind the door to his room.His room was pretty undecorated and plain.
He grabbed his bag and headed for the door.He noticed his apartment was already empty.....as he didnt hear his riotous mother anywhere in the house.
"Mother must hav gone to the hospital early again"
Glances over to the table on the kitchen.
"And forgotten to fee her son again..- -;;...."
Noticed that the clock on the wall read 7.20am....
"WTF????????????LATE!!!!!!"
Loki wore his shoes without tying up the shoe laces and proceeded to dash to school which coincidentally wasnt that far.
*goes back to the other girl*
The sky was light orange as the sun is making its way out from the previous night sky as Hati resumes his job of chasing after the sun.Clouds were puffy and wind was calm.The makings of a beautiful day.
She was also making her way to school.Her walking was.....not steady as it was more to swaying side to side.Her uniform was same of that of loki's.Same school.
"I,Ciel Yamato must not stay up late again......It would be bad if i fell asleep in class...i am a model student*Picture of her holding an award and people cheering for her in the back ground* after all^^"Ciel said to herself
"Not my fault last night horror movie was so addictive......"Making excuse for her own fault....
Loki bumped into her as she swayed to the left,causing her to spin and fall.
*the sound of glass shattering*
"Sorry,already is late i am"Loki shouted as he continued to dash.
Ciel landed flat on the floor on her butt,although not bothered that someone knocked into her.
"Was that the headless ghost rider?"
*Waved at the figure in the distance*Apparently still half awake(XD)
A sense of coldness envelopes her.What is this feeling?She wondered.Its strange..she felt that there is something..but couldnt make sense what it is as it was a new sensation.She just noticed her watch read 7.30am.
"hehehe hey i am late....."
a few moments of slience as reality sinks in....
"I AM LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!"She dashed to the school gate that wasnt so far off.
"oooo...she make a delicious snack....young girl's blood taste soo sweet...and they are so tender and soft to touch...and their screams...hehehehehe..makes its so fun...."A being was observing Ciel as she ran.He licked his lips in ecstasy at the thought of his prey.

(Note that the being in the end is a possessed so therefore he is visible to normal humans and they then to go overboard in feeding than normal Deimoses)
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