7.01am

7.01 am........yeah thats right i am typing that now............why?Cause i couldnt sleep..again.Been happening this past few days and its seriously tiring my brain...><.....okay to begin with what happen at the student thingy.

Lol it was hilarious.I was cranky cause of lack of sleep,so i keep making comments when the teacher started some game....which i overheard some girl saying that"he sounds serious but what he means is otherwise".Yeah...as you may or may not know,I hav a pretty low voice...and yeah my uncles keep saying that i should be a bass vocalist for a rock band..- -;;.Anyway with a low voice,its pretty hard to make a happier tone without making an effort too...Its like you are trying to sound happy when angry that sort of thing.Yeah so when i talk its pretty monotonous unless i laugh or something..- -;;...and my group project seems easy enough so much so that we dont really need to do anything at all.

Drawing wise...hehehe i am pretty proud at my recent creation.I decided to try to incorperate some of Rossette from Chrno Crusade into my drawing...which was pretty cool although end result looks nothing like Rossette....maybe if Rossette was 30 years old hahaha.Proud cause hey at least it looks more decent than the last few ones^^.Still having problems like one eye is different and higher than the other eye..I SWEAR HOW DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP THE EYE LEVELS THE SAME?I spent like 30mins just trying to make it atleast look leveled..- -;;....And another unique problem i seem to face is that.......I cant draw characters that is already created...meaning i cant draw Kira yamato or Spica ...- -;;...which is in my opinion bad....><
I am not sure how to scan it into my com though.............lol so too bad XP

Looked at the recent Daemonhunters mod and was alittle dissappointed...Its like the Grey Knights dont really look cool anymore....- -;;..........sigh...........oh well atleast they posted a date....before June....thats long.......
Watched JSH 15-18 and it was pretty awesome.Learned the history of ren and that he was actually a tsukumogami.Which they made a no event ep though to show Emma's other side,to show that she isnt always the direct to the point,its business no hard feelings and lets just get it over with type.Found lots of interesting Screencaps so there may be a JSF sig soon....oh yeah....

Dont kill me for this but IMHO i think Suzumiya Haruhi is nothing but a Selfish and egomanical maniac who spares no thoughts about others but herself like what she does to Mikuri,other people etc.Honestly...i hav no idea why she is so famous...Shana or Misuzu should be more famous...- -;;I did mention this to Anime fan and her answer was..."Of course she is....But thats what makes her cool~".Honestly...the fact is true but its the matter of how it is precieved.I think its because of how the anime is displayed and the atmosphere that lessens the degree of we outbursting"THATS PURE EVIL or THATS SEXUAL HARASSEMENT AND IS PUNISHABLE BY LAW!!!!!!!"each time Haruhi manipulates people.Okay seeing my fair share of anime and such,anime tends to cut out the consequences of such actions like movies...like...there are 100 over bad guys the heroes fight against but....WHO ARE THEY?AND WHO DOES THE BADGUY AQUIRE 100 HENCHMAN?and the heroes kill them like ants....DONT THE HENCHMAN HAV FAMILIES TO FETCH THE BODIES ETC?The only anime that seems to resolve this part is Black Lagoon and JSF and i commend it for doing so.And i for one is not a Haruhi fan despite long ago i hav promoted this anime....

Ah well i foresee people coming to defend their goddess from my slander....Ah well the truth isnt alwasy nice to hear or nice to know.

"FEEL THE POWER OF THE EMPEROR MAILED FIST"-Davain Thule-Dawn of War

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Decided to make this real simple sig.Nothing fancy or showy.Looking at the pic i sort of wanted to go real simple so i went for an old,polaroid film effect and used a thick font to somewhat show that the Black cat gang actually signed it.Also looking at the pic,cant help to see the warm of together-ness ^^.And Eve looks so kawaii...XD...the effect really brings out their eyes.....want to be able to draw Eve or something like Eve(Lanna XD) one day.Wonder when it will be.

Oh and went researching around and stumbled upon TFH....and saw rin's whole collection,which i admit are pretty good....but alot of them which i hate..>_>.....like the fullmoon ones....ugh....and the fact she has godfather's support is heretical and amusing.

The word of the day is heretical or heresy.For some reason i like to keep using that word...sort of replaces words like"wrong" or "evil".


Managed to draw my two portraits for my manga hw....and they are okay....well sort off ^^;;...dont know whether i should display them here or not as well they arent that good at all....I seem to hav the trouble of leveling the eyes and duplicating the eye on the left to the one on the right.....and i find its harder to draw guys ^^;;...yeah weird....the guy that i drew sort of look like kino lol....well i plan to draw more later on to further improve my skills....


- -;;....and tomorrow hav the student project meeting too.For some reason i lost my enthusiatic-ness over time...dont know...somehow i pictured a research -> plan -> exercute kind of plan but for my group...seems to be just do it....not that i complain but.....seems illogical and well its no longer "fun" as all the meetings seem to be limitless time of talking and talking and tomorrow i be there like from 9am - 5pm.....yeah a real fun time i be having...- -;;.......................


been looking around to fill my head with design ideas for me to draw....and the more i look,the more harder and complex it is to draw ^^;;....and yeah i went around other forums to look at what they drew....i can say that i am not bad atleast...sort of....i think.And i sort feel better looking at drawings that arent so good...yeah its mean but kinda lifts my spirit atlittle as the thought"hey i draw much better comes to mind."Hahaha but its the reverse in the case where i look at better drawings...- -;;..and another thing is that i hav no idea how to improve.....maybe i try to draw out whats already there


and such begin is the 666 trials of loki...DUN DUN DUN

Looking around my ex-classmates and people who i knew from East view....i realised something..I havnt made much friends during my time in East View.Yeah noticed it when i see their blog has dozens of links and such.I guess during my time there...i wasnt a very sociable person ^^;;.....but hey thats the price i pay for pursuing what i liked.Hmm put it simply,i am like Lilo and the rest of my classmates and such are like murdle(you know the one who always calls Lilo,weirdlo).When you hav really different and a really weird personality,you tend to umm scare people away.Yeah that is me....I am not very good at expressing what i want to say and describing something to people sometimes takes alot of effort for me so i dont bother.And if its one thing...people never really stick with me long....its like they move on to other people once they get to know even more interesting people.But if its one thing i dont regret it...since it has already happen i shall live with it.And yeah its pretty weird that i havnt had a best friend in like...5 years.Haha i dont sound like a human now do i....humans need friends then they can be happier.I guess the closest thing i hav to good friends are my gang from ITE and faithy and clare clare lol.Although i hav msn...i seem to only talk to them as well they seems to understand me most of the time bout what i am talking about ^^;;...

So i sincerely thank you for even bothering to talk to a person like me ^^;;

"hey Jimmy,you letting a woman stand up for you"
*Jimmy looks around*
"hey she's a pretty special aint she?"Jimmy answers
got this off cinderella man..pretty cool ^^

Tired

Faithy asks and she sees.The other one was done for Kawaii Heavens sig competiton and i won ^^.....and nah it was nothing really.

- -;; argh realwork this time is a killer so much so that the whole of my left side hurts after finishing it and now my back is like an old man when it rains lol.Had to clean the work shop.....easy..........NOT.Poured in water through the firehose and cleaned the workshop....which was hard as we had to push out the dirty water constantly.......which quickly became the subject of my irritance....IT WAS ENDLESS....its like using a cup and trying to drain the a pool.Ah well atleast get $35 which...i dont know seems not enough for the stupid work we did.

Read at the DOW:DC boards and heck nearly half the board was pissed at what the new patch changed.Apparently every other race had a slight buff/nerf except Imperial guards which got a major nerf and the Tau Firewarriors had their damage removed.....Which was crazy!Tau are like pathetic now....People who made the patch obviously didnt put into account that Tau FW were also expensive and they come in a squad of three with 6 being the max.And the devilfish is capped at 3........- -;;....god....whats worse was that the Chaos and necrons got a major buff....which is bad....glad i dont play online anymore ^^;; and when is the daemon hunters mod coming out??????my grey knight blood is screaming to slay daemons with the powers of the ordo malleus!

><....ah i draw crap compared to the others in class......i was like WTF..................................................................and compared to their mine was like....kindergarden...and they are younger than me.....><.............Seems that i got my work cut out for me...as i cant even draw an effing circle right!!!!!><.....................................minor setback....loki will recover and become victorious muhahahahahaha.Oh yeah i did join a manga class and its on sunday 5.30 to 7.30.The only older guy...T_T surrounded by secondary school girls....with the exception of one i think is about my age and the other is about 20++.Must draw more to improve.....><.......I got WTFPWN'ed by girls.......unacceptable......

That bring me to another situation.If i eventually succeed this thing i got to make a choice.Either this or become something engineering,which are worlds apart.If i be one,its pretty hard to be the other.I was hoping this manga thing to be part time and the engineering to be my day job....but somewhere along the way its pretty hard for them to co-exist....so maybe i go into game-designing when i am in poly....then maybe i can get both to work....Its hard to choose between two loves....><.........

JSF 14.In one word,Tragic.Although the kid didnt pull the string,he was accussed of being the killers of his parents...which undoubtably be cleared up by forensics by his reputation will be affected as the public wont accept"he didnt do it,really!!!"quickly.The guy who went to hell should be tortured throughly...>_>.And Kikuri was pretty meddling in this ep.She drew a dead man with his arms and legs apart from his body...and when asked why she drew it......

"Its fun!"

Although she was pretty cute in a snow cap and pink dress

"If you think that will be the outcome,chances are that will be the outcome as you hav seen the it just like you hav seen the future"-Me haha cool ne.

OMG

Damm wikipedia is sure good for something.Found out alot,and i mean alot of useful info like there will be another Kino No Tabi movie.Something about the land of the sick and Kino now sports a more mature look and seems that her googles are gone and now she has another firearm,a shotgun.Yuna Ito has another new single!!!,I'm Here which is so cool and awesome.And turns out,Linkin Park didnt disband much to the rumours around here but are working on their latest album,Minutes to midnight and is slated to be released on May.And yes due to dim chibi clare's request,i will post my Sig.....a sig i made out of frustration cause of two times straight i was rendering another pic and was almost going to complete it...............then it jammed up and it was lost....yeah loki is an idiot for not saving it...- -;;

Haha Loki envies faithy cause well she has the support of her parents in pursuing her anime-ish passion.Where as i well is a alittle different.My parents wouldnt support me cause well its not a very good future despite you enjoy what you are doing and yeah i am also burden with other stuff like i do hav to get a good job to help support the family.Yeah i guess they are like most people here"its a cartoon etc etc etc...dont waste time on it etc etc etc its childish etc etc etc" and no i dont hate them for that,its their opinions and i respect that.Ah well i am sure i can work something out ^^.

As you may or may not know Loki has several passions.
He is interested in
-Anime
Was interested in it when was in primary 5...thanx to Fauzie,my old time friend.He would rant about Samurai X and i would debate him^^
-Games
Mostly RPG games but so far.....Loki is saddened as there isnt a great RPG game out there now in his view as they all lack either story or a good game engine that isnt lame or too complex.So he plays RTS games most of the time now.
-Mechanical stuff(Car/motorcycle related)
Yeah I love Cars as its considered the guy's second wife.I just like the feeling of driving in a full manual car and stepping on the gas and releasing the clutch while the engine roar.Yeah would hav maybe tried out to be a race car driver if there was an F1 circuit here.
-Cooking
Cooking wise is the most unpreditable one cause haha each time i try something out,it turns out into something else.Like the time i was trying to make a S'ouffle.....it rose..........and then it fell flat XD.....and my scones were harder than rocks XD hahahahaha.And there was this one time i used rootbeer as a marinate for chicken and damm it was good,due to the vanilly-pepper taste fusion...although it wasnt the same result when i used marinda green apple XD.
I would say i am interested in music but am not a whole lot.I dont enjoy going to gigs or jams but enjoy to playback the song in my head and try to remix it alittle.

Yuna Ito.....damm....I dare say she is the Fullmoon from Fullmoon wo sagashite of real life.Why i say that?Cause unlike every other singer out there,her songs are really emotionally powerful and her voice is simply angellic.And her outfits in each MTV are simply stunning and beautiful and not overly cute or trying to potray/force cute or sexy-ness.I really like her song Endless Story and Truth...Especially the line"Give me your loneliness.....and i will give you my tenderness".And also her videos arent"weird" in a sense that most of they hav breathtaking scenery.Cant find her newest single anywhere........damm hav to stick to the MTV then...T_T

Kino No Tabi.Sigh such a good anime and anime that actually potrays the human emotion and the quote "the world is not beautiful,therefore it is".Although there is only two main characters,Kino and Hermes,its good enough to get the point across.I admit some eps are abit on the dull side as Kino doesnt always show kino's gunning prowess which involve mostly creative use of her persuader.

"round and round and round it goes"Kikuri-JSF

Sigh Sigh and more sigh

Hey2 been a real long while since i last posted....been busy with alot of stuff like the doomed Robo GP competition and the math exams and partially cause loki is real lazy.

Anyway first off is the doomed robo Gp competition.Went to funan again chaffuer driven by mr anuar who apparently changed his car....i could hav sworn it was a toyota wish although jufree said it was just a different colour honda trajet.And made a new comrade in arms.Muzakir.Yeah had a real ball with him around.Too bad his partner didnt come cause of work stuff.It was ridiculous.You hav to come early to register and caged in....but you hav to wait 5 hours before your competition even start.....So I,jufree and Muzakir walked around....and walked somemore and talked and stuff.We really walked....try walking from raffles place MRT station to Bugis MRT station...near but nonetheless tiring to walk.Then I even wrote a new program and called it MAUT cause it has a 70% speed profile.Now i called the competition doomed didnt i?well it's doomed cause my robot was spoilt or rather defective as it didnt accept any new program i re-downloaded into it.....It was like a total lost of face...- -;;...later the secondary school was like totally owning us with record
times.....
i was like WTF....decided to stick around for "moral" support and came back home at around 8++pm...a total waste of time.The leader called jufree to ask people to come down for another competiton tomorrow...and as it turned out only i was available.So i came down to funan...AGAIN at 10am and there was only two other members...Suspension and his assist...okay i thought we can make this work.....then dun dun dun!Mis-informtation.As it turns out its not a competition where you program on the spot and then run....rather its you compete head to head with another team on a different track..and that you hav to program it way before that competition.....with that..the other two guys forfeited and went home...as for me well since i was part of their motley team i had to quit too...and decided to roam around funan rather than to go home straight as i be dammned that i woke up early only to do nothing and go back home.
Now the interesting bit.As fate would hav it,i had my first run in with cosplayers.Its weird to see three cosplay girls at funana...which is an IT mall....electronic computer stuff.I was walking around the top floor when this pink,black and white maids appeared out of nowhere.I was like shock(say shock in a cute accent like Ayu in kanon 06... only the ker part say it real fast XD).Not to embrass myself or umm appear awkward,i calmly walked past and didnt try to look at their faces.But to no such luck.I tried again after walking halfaround but hahaha my heart was like dont know...scared i guess.Then i remembered something....there was a maid cafe near by at CHIJMES.So i went down there but it was closed....so i went to raffles place and went into a shop that sells Dawn of war table top stuff and i was browsing closely like a fan.I did went back to the maid cafe but it was closed...ah well loki will go down there again sometime to check it out.
The maths exam was well pretty easy but i dare not make such a claim as weirder stuff has happen before and with that,come to the end of my first year at ITE.Feels sort of nostalagic.But then comes another thing.Remember the trip to HK?Well as it turns out I and my team hav to "fight" for it rather than we are confirmed to go.We "fight" in terms of student projects and we hav to make presentations out of it....which was..not good...firstly we are short handed at the moment and currently we hav no heading in which what to do.I hav so far come up with the plan i like to call the "rolling-show" plan XD.
You know something,i dont believe in affinity,you know the "thing"(imagine me doing the inverted comma sigh XD) where a guy and a girl met under incomprehesible circumstances and hav a whirlwind romance and such ahahaha.I rather believe such a thing only exist in love stories and thats why they are love stories in the first place.I used to believe but yeah i grew out of the idea i will "bump" into some girl in which "she" will "drop stuff on the floor" and i "help" pick them up and we are like "bewitched" by each other.Notice the alot of inverted commas.Wish i was like syam...basically "in love" with every girl he sees ahaha~wait that sounds like almost every other guy i know..hmm if in terms of magnetisim i guess they would be N/S poles and i would be aluminium.

Dawn of War...really i been made into a fan of it...I mean in terms of background and story....its way better than any star wars saga or lord of the rings.So much so that i like to say quotes from the game to my little sister...XD irritated the heck out of her.They should really make a movie out of it....preferbably the Horus heresy...now thats epic.Space marine VS Space marine..
Weird enough i hav ran out of anime to watch......maybe because i am choosey....anyway recently watched JSF and Kikuri is slowly becoming a factor(the part where she revived a comatose girl) in the gang....although her childish-ness and cute-ness never ceases to amaze me.
Decided to watch ghost hunt...and it wasnt half bad.Although the lead heroine name kept reminding me of someone...well i dont know...kinda leaves me with a question...why is it that the lead girl always almost in two eps fall in love with the lead guy that damm quickly...if the reason is that"that is because its anime" i dont accept it.I rather something like Air or hanbun suki was sora where its not apparent but slowly they start liking each other.

Decided to temporarily stop my story...why?cause i decided to hav draw out my main characters first then work on my story so that i dont keep forgetting what loki or lanna looks like and keep making incoherent changes.Haha although if i were to make it into an anime...i want to make it a revoloution type.No sterotype anime or cookie-cutter ones.Its like the second season isnt exactly a second season at all...its more like second season side A and second season side B in which they both are related to each other but hav the same ending.Sounds complicated ne?but i hav worked it out somehow ^^

As for the organisation of Legends..its like this
ELCHEON
They are the ones who issue orders to the tempest and operate on the Airship,Visage of fury.
Lanna,Washio and Maria organise,plan and exercute missions for the Tempest.They watch over Earth and the demon world.Tempest members may call upon Maria for artiliery bombardment for example.
Lanna
Scion(meaning the head honcho of all operations like missions,diplomacy etc)
Washio
SIC &Tactical analyst (Second in command and care taker of Lanna)
Maria
TIC & Weapons officer(Third in command and also care taker of Lanna)
J.C
Communications and Visual Expert and Advisor
Sy
Communications and Visual Expert and Advisor
ARmX/Lia
Pilot and Navigator
Cid
Co-pilot


From here foth remaning members are broken down into different teams for different tasks.
TEMPEST
They are task to do the basic task of Legends.They are basically the police,the military and the specialist.Although they maybe a team,most of the time they are broken into teams of two or go solo into missions.Advisors monitor their progress and update information to them all the time.They are also peace keepers as they hav to mediate demon living on Earth problems.They also hav the Job of waving.Waving is done on Earth forthnightly at places where the dimension is collapsing due to the lack of remaning Scions undeimonaised.They all earned their nick names and hav it engraved on their battle armour and during mission they rather are called by their nicks.
Aisyah(Alluring hell)-due to her preference of fire magic and holds the record for the most spells incantations with hell in it.
Leader
Members
Loki(Magic Bullet)-due to his antics with guns and over stylish display of gunsmanship
Kai(white wind)-due to his fast attacks and his white hair
Sasha(Cute Fury)-due to her short tempermental and close combat style
Winston(Rocking Star)-due to his odd weapon and his real job of a rock star
ARmY/Amyr(Ice Queen)-due to her being a marionette lol
Ciel(Blade Dancer)-due to her preferance of trying to dance with her huge sword blade
ENAMOURS
they are the background workers of Legends.Their job is to restore destroyed places and fake deaths.They restore places that are damaged by tapping into the memories of locals and rebuild the place into the exact building as the locals remember it.They are also tasked with the jobs of covering deaths.Like for example two people has their blood and soul completely drained from them.They dont die immediately...slowly they become weak and collapses day after day.The Enamours will make their deaths look like an accident as that is a better fate to know that your loved one died through an accident not knowing that they were actually ravaged by monsters.As the restriction on how to cover their deaths,depend on the Enamours entirely.
Lilith
Resha

I havnt though of their last names yet and there is still 4 places left to fill...maybe more into the research aspect.20 members

"Brothers!Strike for the chapter and the inquistion"Grey Knights.

18

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Shana looks sad/lonely/cool desho?

yeah wanted to give depth to the pic,originally wanted to add tears but that wouldnt really make any sense,kinda wanna show that shana was pretty lonely before meeting yuuichi and also wanted to add embers to the japanese writing but nah would look pretty iffy.

In any case the speech competition in my opinion was........one-sided.Although i and a few others put on a valiant effort,it was more about quality then quantity.Its like 6/8 finalist prepared speeches was under the minimum 5 min.....their reedeeming quality was that their voice made it interesting........which was supposed to be agaisnt the rules....which the judges didnt say anything about it.....and yeah i screwed up my impromtu speech.....partially cause i was out of breath as they were telling me to hurry and i was practically running up the stairs.....forgetting everything..- -;;.IN any case the upside is that i can not care about this for a while ^^ while the finalist hav to improve on their speech alot more.....dont think the under 5 min trick would work again though.Now....robo gp...havnt even started yet....doubt Eugene had started too....Mr anuar houding me when to start....- -;;.....i planned to hav a step up plan....hav a basic normal run and a fast run....I WONT resort to using another team's program again....i want to win but i want it my way.Just now played Taboo in commskill class....Although my english is good....Loki sucks at any word games.....dont know,seems like those kind of games are like unwinnable in my hands haha.

Sometimes i wonder....whats the use of being smart when you cant solve anything?whats the use of being good when other people constantly take advantage of you?whats the use of being great when there is no audience?sigh............................

Watched Trick recently on crunchyroll.And no it was not an anime.Its a live action drama.I watched Trick 3 on Channel U a year ago and was thinking maybe cruncy had the earlier seasons.Indeed it has.Except Trick 2 is unsubbed......bummer...Trick is so cool.Its the unique cast and plot which drives the story and the chemistry between ueda and yamada...its like a fighting couple and comedy is aplenty...Yamada's laugh is so cute hahaha although there is plenty of body parts jokes.

Just watched Jigoku Shojo futakomori 10....and its was Awesome!!!!!!

Kikuri again was so kawaii...she was in a frog raincoat and was flying around like mary poppins.

Even Enma was cool,after making a short movie of torturing the potential hell resident,the screen became black and white and it became a slient movie of Enma delivering her famous 3 lines(after she says it,the words appear on screen)

The tyranid mod was just release and i got to say its pretty good.Except some models was not included and a unit didnt hav animation...meaning you dont know whether its attacking or not....Its really a force to be rekon with...pure melee army with a few shooty units....although its pretty hard to play them...why?because they depend solely on requestion...which is harder than necrons depending on power....as you hav to capture requestion points to earn more....which means all the enemy has to do is control most of the requestion points and you be starve of the points as tyranid units arent that cheap and they hav alot of upgrades....despite having req pools....they arent as good.

Limewire died on me....Xun said the main branch got caught....so i downloaded ares which i heard most of my friends was using.Its not as fast as limewire...but what the hell,i need the knights of cydonia in my PSP XD.

been a while since i last talked to faithy and clare clare...must be real busy..........

finally hav an idea how to draw out Lanna and her weapons...hehehe its real unique her style,never been done and its omnipotent WTF SHE PAWNS skills ^^....problem is that....Loki cant draw well...- -;;....gets more demoralissed at his lower skills than kindergarden kids drawings.....

"Give a man a lighter,he be warm for a day,light him on fire he be warm for eternity" - some quote from some guy on the gamefaqs board.