Lunatique

Am i the only one who notices Eve's creator in Black cat has Lunatique as in Lunatic as a last name?Lol

The Class yesterday was,pretty good.Was drawing Stick figures and from there make it more human.I say i did quite okay actually,even made a prototype drawing of the Vindicators,a branch of the Legends,serving as the last resort for Total Extermination.I added cross hatches and random lines over lines to add in more detail cause was just bored with a plain stock look.The girl beside me even said it was cute......its funny though,I planned to draw a girl but in the end,it ended up as a guy XD.......

Syam asked me to join him to se Spiderman 3,but i turned him down.Why,well not because of the time or money,cause of the story itself.Personally I hated Spiderman the movie version since its first movie.The Spiderman i knew,read about and played games about was more wise-crack,brains and his webbing wasnt unlimited,which reminded me he was still human lol.The movie version well was the exact opposite...and THEY MADE A SKINNY VENOM?WTF....venom is suppose to be atleast taller and wider than Spidey and when he talks,he says we instead of I or me....and he is suppose to be liquidy- -;;....next thing i know they make a fairy carnage...- -;;..So far the only movie i want to watch is Smoking Aces...but thats...M-18....curse you board of censorship.....

Bought a new PC game,Sonic Heroes...it was meh okay.Just that even if you select different teams or hav different objectives,the story line is still the same....- -;; and everyone attack is nearly the same except for the team blast with team dark being the coolest...CHAOS INFERNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gotten good at GS:Rengou VS ZAFT.Freedom is broken in a sense that his HI-MAT attack(the one where it fire the cannon on his shoulder and at it's hit) is fast to set up and run-away.I prefer to use the Gunner Zaku though with Dearka Elthman as the pilot.Simple and effective.One cannon is all i need.Downside is that it has only one shot and hav to wait for another few seconds for a second shot.Lunamaria custom Zaku has 3 shots and better melee atttack....- -;;...and Forbbiden is pretty fun too when your partner Raider and Calamity are your partners.Raider would go"Ora ora ora esutes!"something like that

JSF is coming to a close soon....thats one less anime that would be entertaining me.....
Seto no Hanayome 2 is even more crazier XD.Like the part where San and Nagasumi where behind a statue,San's legs got turned into mermaid form cause it got wet....and Nagasumi was drying it off.From another angle,it look like they were doing something H XD....and San was saying" Not so hard Nagasumi-kun" hahahahaha and the mother of San,Ren who saw this went"Children these days,they dont mind doing it anywhere" and the father was like.........KILL!KILL!!KILL!!!(Loki is finding it hard to type and laugh at the same time) and later when the misunderstanding was cleared up,Ren said"You werent doing it?That means you arent trying hard enough".
Watched this anime called "Shinigami no Ballad" and it was pretty okay.It was pretty uneventful until the part Momo,the white shinigami showed up to the boy.She even showed him her identity card XD.Pretty nicely done.Like this quote from Momo
"Dead people cant cry anymore,so i cry for them"
Ai no Melody.Simple melodious song that serene and has this love kind of feeling.I hav no idea how i even got the song.The PV was alittle weird cause the Singer seems more to like trying to talk to you than to sing the song....haha

An elaboration of the Vindicators.Even Tempest members do not want to be anywhere near them.They don Vindicar Amour and a frightening helmet.They do not show mercy or compassion for the enemy.They will level the area they are called upon to ashes.They are Amoured and Armed to the teeth.They are very powerful Psisis that they hav a field of unsettling around them.Difference between Tempest(main Legend assault forces) and Vindicators is that with Tempest,they still try to bring the enemy to repent and they do not use excerssive force.Vindicators and Tempest hav been known to clash constantly over style and ethics

killi'n me

Yesterday presentation was...well i think it was okay.Decided to break the script into three so that three people would be reading it.I took the middle part while a girl took the start and another girl took the end.The girl who started first haha was pretty amusing as her pronouciation of certain words was funny and we were all like correcting her.As for me my problem was my voice wasnt clear enough and that i was "eating the words"..the last girl was fine as it is.But somehow,i has this low feeling after the presentation...dont know why..something like a premontion for things to come maybe XD.In any case today HAV another forum....10am-1pm...IMPORTANT,PLS ATTEND blah,blah blah..- -;;...
mou yabete!!><
I am sick of this coming back to school again and again and i dont care if some minister is coming to talk or something.I am getting sick of this whole thing already.Its really tiring me out and been neglecting my drawing skills..- -;;Yeah i want to go to Hong Kong but its like you want to drain the life out of me and then MAYBE you let me go....In anycase I just hav to bear with it for a while longer.Its unacceptable for me to back out now and i wont regret joining it in the first place as i willingly joined in the first place..- -;;....yeah guilty conscience in a way.

To put in simple context on why i am stressed,here is a list.
1.I intend to complete and be good in manga in 3 years,or atleast make a name for myself.
2.In order to do that,I hav to practise everyday.
3.But this student Seminar thing and School is tiring me out.
4.Student seminar is so damm irritating that it insist that i come back nearly saturday and stay back for god knows how long on one or two of the days.
5.I draw at night.
6.Currently in my opinion i am making slow progress in my drawings
See where the stress is?

^^;; How do you put music on the side like a mini music player on the side?Apparently i been so out of the loop something like that i dont even know how to do.Hmm i dont hav friendster or myspace either.Come to think of it,why would one hav one anyway.....the only reason i can think of is that you can view each other's profile and comments.....other than that i think its rather....iffy...as like you add friends and add more friends and add more and more friends to your list...suddenly its starting to sound like an MMORPG.Atleast forums you "talk" to each other.To qoute someone's saying"Myspace is the 13 year old emo girl's playground"hahahahaha.

Liberty Tactica...dont know that word has been playing around my mind for a while....does it even mean a thing?
JSF 24 and 25....in one word,Grim.Things keep taking a turn for the worse as the whole town is taking revenge on each other and Ai gets no overtime pay XD.All the dissappearance is being pinned on the boy,Takuma who had nothing to do with it.More of the nature of the Jigoku Tsushin is revealed to both Brother and sister detectives.Interestingly enough,a book about Jigoku Shojo was written by the previous "hero" from Jigoku Shojo,something Hajime,the decendant of Sentaro.Also his daughter Tsugumi makes a 15 second appearance....which confuses me alittle bit...She was running,and then stopped infront of a mirror,in which Kikuri was in it.After that she ran off and the camera focused on kikuri...almost as if Tsugumi was the one in the mirror....hmmm...In the end,the sister was seen going to enter the poor boy's name as she sees it as the only way out of this mess.The trailer was even more interesting.

"We dont need Jigoku Tsushin,We dont need Enma Ai,All we need is you,Miss"

Considering that 26 is the last ep,probably Ai will think of a way to end Jigoku Tsushin.....and most likely there wont be any more sequels...><

"Anata wa rame harashimas"Your revenge will be exercuted^ ^

Shas'La

Loki seems irregular in posting hahaa ^^;;


Cant believe i showed clare clare my drawings...- -;; ah well at least she said she liked it,thats what is important^^.I rather someone like the thing than say its good cause everyone can say its good.Lol was rare for clare clare to be on too...wonder why...hmmm


I can say i am pretty proud of it and you can see from the ink one that the eyes is rather plain and i didnt trace accroding to the original sketch^^;;(not the pencilled one)
Guess my simple look didnt really go so well ^^;;.

My guessing is that i tend to watch anime more than i read manga....and since drawing anime is different from drawing manga...thats where i hav a little problems like adding detail to drawings cause i am used to seeing stock clean images rather than heavily detailed manga images.

Anyway for viewing pleasure,here are some links to clips from a very funny show,the soup where they make fun of celebs and movies through parodies and such
Sanjaya eliminated
www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvIvp5JLIug
About some spanish show
www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlM3UxFF77Q
There are many others,just type the soup ^^

I hav to present the script today....i havnt timed how long its going to be nor know what is the pics that will be accompaniying my presentation...the plus side is that i only hav to do half of the presentation^^

finally sometime

argh...been busy with numerous stuff lately and been very tired...- -;;.
Managed to finish the Student Seminar script and was quite surprise that they would no problem with it except asked me to edit out"heck","species" and "death"......
As for the projects,came up with this can-crushing-system thing...why that i dont know.Mr salleh says it been done but you can try it out anyways except the key component which is a hydraulic powerpack cost $1000...O_O....so i rethink and came up maybe use water pressure and a pump instead.

Faced with another problem,inking.While i dont hav problems inking,the teach suggested i added more detail like fine lines into the eyes for a more shojo look,but i tend to disagree...cause it looks more like the girl has sore eyes XD.And of course the girl beside me did better again.Its irritating that i cant find one area that i am good at besides of thinking of stories...- -;;.Managed to draw a character that i finally decide upon that be the face of Ciel,the heavy blade dancer and the latest recruit of Legends.Wanted this look of sunny and confidence.Just hav to refine it further.....like make the pupils more rounder.

Sola 3 was the best yet.Matsuri was more weirder but in a way cute.Like the part where she says you werent sick....and thinking of perverted stuff is no good LOL and like every appliance in the house she touch,breaks down.Her answer was"Modern appliances should be more tougher".Cant wait for the 4 ep^^

Seto no Hanayome.Seriously i didnt know this anime nor expected it to be really good.Its really a barrel full of laughs and yet it isnt that exaggerating or irritating.funniest part was the guy just woke up from passing out....and saw the yakuza boss....and passing out again...and the yakuza boss ordered his men to do CPR.The girl has pretty cool hairdo too.

Anyways got to go...this month hav very few free time due to Loki having the energy of a triple A battery.

now now

and the review of the first week of school is..............damm...- -;;
the student seminar thing is really choking me as well "smart"me go and volunteer to be the speaker....and i hav to prepare the script myself too...- -;;
the project...well havnt started yet but i can already forsee alot of work for it.
the examinable subs....well the DC i find it harder cause you hav to really understand what does what.....
mentoring.....glad havnt call me up or anything......
drawing...havnt drawn anything this week so - Loki skill points go down 1000 points-
Xun asked me last week to update AA....which i been neglecting.....
and the golden rule of being loki is
ALWAYS CHECK YOUR TIMETABLE..- -;;
Its like i was late 30min XP cause i thought the lesson on friday started at 9....which actually started at 8.30...luckily they havnt really started anything.
second rule is
ALWAYS MAKE SURE THE BUS NO IS 38 NOT 18.....the reflection of the light made the number 1 look like 3 too me...- -;;...baka loki........
i ended up in bedok....and was late 30mins for the seminar meeting...- -;;..........
on friday there was this grooming session on how guys and girls should be acting or how they should be sitting.For some unknown,reminded of her....ah well the rest of the session was not that interesting.
Watched Tenpo guren lagan something something,and it was pretty okay...watched it out of boredom.Seems like for some reason,people hav become mole people and they dig....for i dont know....maybe expanding the village.This guy Simon found a drill trinket and later found a robot.....that has a big head and small arms and body...- -;;.The Highlight of the ep is the appearance of Yoko...who i figure a bounty hunter or monster extermintator or something...who is clad in just a two piece bikini and sports an anti tank rifle......lol can just imagine the doujin artists making her into a more H version for their stories.....and was laughing when found out that Macdonalds was sponsoring it.........hahahahaha
overall a 3 out of 5 from loki

Still not a good player at the gundam seed game,although i find that using the Blitz,Sword strike,Aegis,Buster and calamity i am pretty good.Blitz and Sword cause of the grappling hook into melee combo,Aegis for a fast getaway from attacks,Buster and calamity for alot of different attacks.Providence is so hard to use.....Yeah it may seem cool in the anime that it has 11 dragoons to attack from every angle....but that is provided any of them hit at all...- -;;....its like i deploy,deploy depoly and all miss,miss and miss...- -;;........Blocking is still hard as the time for me to react to an attack is super slow...yeah i react slow.......and its hard when three mobile suits are attacking and even more irritating to find out one is from a friendly fire......

"Dont believe in yourself!Believe in Me who believes in you!"LOL

okay........

Wow no one tagged in three days?
Lol thats how long i havnt been online this week.ITS so tiring..- -;;....my new timetable is so hectic and evil
Monday 10am - 6pm
tuesday 8am - 6pm....pure evil....
wednesday 8am - 3pm
thursday 9.30am - 3pm
friday 9.30am - 11.30am
and that i hav two examinable subject this year AND a project...- -;;...god....
as i hav been sleeping early this past few days,havnt really drawn anything...sigh....
and seen Faithy's deviant art and is throughly impressed......think will take me 10 years before i can even amount to anything that good.
My class was unequally split into 4 classes and with sheer not good luck...i am stuck with Eugene in my class.........and yeah Rauf and Muk is in the next class....so only left with Juf but i hav no qualms making new members though.Lol everyone in class has started to form Clans already.
And then Hunag called me for some student mentoring.......as if i wasnt already busy enough....- -;;.....but meh i figured it would start on the second term only as there is no sure way to find out who is the weak students now.And noticed that Karina is using contacts more often and hakim was going on and on how nicer she looks now.I was like meh,cause i hav always seen her pics on msn without specs so its not so much of a surprise for loki

Lol i find the student council and the bridge leaders in my school to hav the most stupidest jobs/tasks XD.You will agree after you seen some of the dumb stuff they do like bring a class of new intake students to a sunny hot track just to take a picture before going off.....Seems like my opinion of student leaders havnt changed at all since secondary school...i would normally dub them the lap-dogs of the school as they are NOT paid at all to do stupid irritating things and yet they do it whole-heartedly with no sigh of misery or regret....no offence to people who think its the next greatest job next to being a Creator ^^

Well thinking back,I think i could relate the feeling of never being able to see or experience a through azure sky if you are a "woe of the night".Its like for us Asians never being able to experience snow here.We wonder about it,what it feels like and wish we could experience it but can only suffice by looking at pics or account of people who had experience snow.Although a guy with a facination with the Sky is nearly unheard off,meh it could be worse and its also because we take normal,seemingly untrivial things for granted,like one day Anime would be erased....Anime fans all over the world would go ZOMG!!!!!!!ITS THE APOCALPYSE!!!!!!!
JSF 23....its utter despicable for a man to blame a child for his crimes..- -;;...and the stupid town folk believed the man rather than the child....The child was merely a victim of circumstances...his mother was killed,his father is in the ICU,his only friend Seri was sent to hell and the discrimination of the town people....The next ep...is like WTF....PEOPLE ARE TAKING REVENGE LEFT AND RIGHT....guess the whole town has gone Jigoku Tsuusin mad....wonder how Ai and her gang can handle the overload of revenge requests.....maybe they will be like "please try again later,hell girl is busy at the moment" after they input the name.And Kikuri has mad sash slinging powers lol....Kikuri...the epitome of cute,evil and creepy all rolled into a decievingly little loli....

Played the new Gundam Seed OMNI vs Zaft portable and its hard....dashing is limited and blocking damage is hard as you hav to press up down on the circular analog stick....Gundam Seed was a good anime despite its certain short comings.

If you noticed,J.C from LEgaCY and Noelle from Fate E,hav something in common.They are both disabled.J.C is actually a blind Infomation Surveilance Operative and Noelle is the mute girl who is the Fate Breaker.Its not only the want to be unique,its just that i want to show that people are diverse and that disabled people havnt really been made important alot in Anime/manga...its always the blind client or victim or girlfriend/boyfriend kinda thing.Dont ask me how J.C is able to see a computer screen despite she being blind + Blindfolded though...havnt though of it XP and thats why its important i can draw eyes well to really express emotion in them in Noelle's case.

"Sit down and watch the show before i kick your aS$"a qoute from the movie,"Hollywood homicide

Okay.........

Okay now i realise i hav a problem....i cant draw eyes very well..- -;;....its like the way i picture it and what i end up with is totally different...so i end up getting irritated and erased what i drew over and over again... and end up getting stressed..><...Argh...And at gendou people are forming groups to make their own manga which is pretty impressive...- -;;.......and they hav no real formal training what so ever.......Its like i am struggling..............
I havnt made one decent character drawing...- -;;.....and that bothers me alot....a heck alot

Anyway the First day of school was.......dumb.I did not know where to go or who is in charge of my class and turns out that Jufree is the only other guy i know thats with me in Q class.....there rest are all Only Need To Know Basis.And this term will be harder as there will be two examinable subjects and on top of that a project of sorts...- -;;...and my timetable would be like go in early and go back late.....>_>....and there is also the student project thing....still havnt prepared the speech thingy......................................
DAMM I AM STRESSED OUT...- -;;
Oh yeah had no idea had another friend from East view join ITE simei.......no one tells me anything..found out by bumping into him at my usual bus pick up point.

Usually its pretty hard for loki to find an interesting new anime,but with the emperor's will,i found one new anime thats pretty interesting.Its called Sola and so far there is two eps out on crunchy.Although i wouldnt think Clare clare would find it intersting anytime soon.Its about this guy who has a keen interest in the Sky,and one day while trying to take a picture of dawn,he bumps into a girl who is kicking a vending machine.Talk about uncliche meetings.I give it points for being original ^^ and that it has an Air(Anime) feel to it,as it somehow you know the girl is gonna die or something.The girl...forgot her name is pretty cute although her voice sounds abit older than she looks.

Managed to think of another Story which is titled Fate Mechanisma.Its about a world,being controlled by a system which governs everyone's lives ,fate and death.Its like you are born,it dictates you to be a teacher and you will be a teacher without question for that is your fate and you will be put to death,no questions asked and you be brought to a room,never to be seen again.No one questions the Fate Mechanisma nor rebel against it.The Story centers around a son of a baker,destined to take over the family business.All this while he has never questioned his existance as the Fate Mechanisma has also a form of mild brainwash over its people and its people do not know before hand what their fate are but are guided into their fate no matter what they do.He was ordered to deliver food to a person deemed worthy to be sacrificed to the Fate Mechanisma as its not only a machine,infact to people its a god.He then comes across this girl,who is a mute.A brief stare.The girl however was calm....the girl then touches the guy's hand and a jolt of images is sent into his head....there he learn the real truth of the Fate Mechanisma and that she was one of the remaning who can break the system.Another image was a monstorous being devouring the girl moments later. and another image was that there was a room where everyone's fate was writhen down and plotted,which inevitably lead to feeding the monstorous being.He then rescues the girl,which inevitably changes the girls fate and decided to escape the city he is in,in order to find a way to change his and everyone else destiny and uphold free will.But it seem the Fate Mechanisma was made perfect that the moment someone has gone astray from it,Punishers descent to see that fate is as it has been plotted and that no one knows of such a rebellion.The guy learns that only the girl can change fate...only thing is she doesnt know how and the time of the guy's death isnt far away.....

Sounds like the Matrix............hahahaha

and i really need to change my sleep routine.....sleepy during the day but active at night.....

time

Hey^^
My drawing is slowly getting there ^^;; except i realised that i tend to overcomplicate hair and that most of the time my character hair is pretty chunky and not very human like.Showed it to my little sis and she was alittle impressed so yeah morale when up for me ^^.Now another problem has surfaced,how do i draw a "cute" character?hmm i been drawing for a while and so far in my opinion none of them are what i would deem cute....or maybe its just me....

Now another thing....whats with people saying that i look chinese-y?.It like well i dont look chinese no matter how i look at it.....not that it offends but...its like one of the mysteries of life..
In anycase if you are wondering,Loki is a hybrid,Javanese and malay.It is said that Hybrids are "better" as they hav more different gene thingys...but that remains to be proven lol.

Watched JSF 20-22 and it was pretty interesting cept for the ep about two girls,in my opionon was well stupid as the girls was more like....lovers than best friends..- -;;.Finally learned how Wanyouudo meet Ai...which was pretty weird cause in the past Ai had to walk and walk and walk to put a board around temples or shrines for people in need of her services.Imagine walking from a god knows where dimension to where you want to be.Thank goodness Wanyouudo was her first helper as he became her chariot.Cool exchange of words
Ai"Follow me"
Wan"I am not much of a follower"
Ai"Become my Chariot".
The ep later on was how Hone-onna meet Ai.Among the three helpers,she is consider the only one who had been human as ren was a sword and wanyuudo was a chariot wheel.Pretty sad as she was tricked into prostitution and then was betrayed by her best friend.Argh...disgrace to all men..- -;;
Been seeing this craze about hayate the combat butler...but meh dont know,maybe i give it a try and see how it goes.Not too crazy about any of the new anime coming out as i am more interested in sequels of previous animes like Shakugan no Shana the second and some animes they should make sequels out of it like Black lagoon as its one heck of a cool asian gangster dark grim future anime.Another Sequel i want is that Black cat....dont know how its to be done though.Or perhaps a remake....of Rurouni Kenshin.That would be awesome and they would include the Jinchuu arc....that would be great and show this whelps what a great anime it was back then and still is.
Read about this upcoming anime"Claymore"and i got to say its pretty similar to my story but its set in medival times.Reading through more and realised that only the context of humans are food for another race is the same.Mine is that Humans cant see who is eating them..hehehehe...adds an element of paranoia.

Oh yeah was looking through some stuff and saw this pic of faithy....dont remember how i got it though,she was standing infront of her canvas piece i think.I was like woah,she draw good.....i think it will take me a whole year before i get any real progress.

Made a marble cake yesterday and it still WTFPWNS all the others out there XD.Just that i am not too good with making the swirles ^^;;.

"If you dont believe in yourself,your confidence will falter"-Me..cant believe i forgot what i been telling others hahahaha

3.00am

http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i69/loki_hafiz/Wall2.jpg
well thats a wall i made out of what i hav,low resolution screencaps so haha there is some extraction mistakes here and there but it look cool to me....i think..made it in 2hrs cause wanted to catch CSI at 3am ^^

Irregular sleep and lack of sleep is causing me to be more tired than usual and is sleepy when most people is wide awake.I been staying up late alot mostly to draw or just chill and watch TV.Drawing well i still dont get what faithy is talking about but i hav an idea how to make things look right and i realise that i been trying to be too complicated and obsessed in creating what i want so much so it doesnt turn out the way i want.So i decided to slowly build up my character feature seperately likes eyes first etc.Sound usual but seems like a way to further improve my skills.

anyway will say more later,CSI is coming up ^^

argggggggghhhhhhhh

Ever head of taking one step and falling three steps back?
Yeah thats what is happening to loki right now..- -;;..His drawings are not making any progress..well in his view.Today's lesson was about drawing bodies....and heck it was tough for me as i hav no sense of proportion what so ever,i keep drawing small heads and for some reason it doesnt look or feel right.....><..ended up with a girl who looks like a bodybuilder...- -;;.....at home managed to draw a more meek and slender girl...but her legs...dont know looks off....and i still hav problems like making the pupils of the eyes the same and hair looks not like hair but like wigs...><......The only progress i seen is that i dont really press the pencil,i get the shape of the head right most of the time and i am able to draw circles sometimes.Yeah i know its like only the third lesson but...its like arghhhh frustrating man....plus i sit beside a girl on the left who draws damm well.....- -;; and a kid draws better than me too...so its like @_@..and yeah its like my pride and ego is hurt there...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
in the words of the space marine squad who is under fire
"SQUAD BROKEN!!!!!!!"
yeah so loki is alittle depressed now...the only redeeming quality i can see is that my story is good and that the girl who sits next to me on the right says that my guy looks nicer than her guy...which doesnt really matter since she draw hair damm nice...- -;;
Its like I stare and stare and correct and correct and it still looks off....looks like it will be a long time before i can draw any of my characters......and everyone seems to sketch neat but i on the other hand is very messy.Its like incomparable at all my level of skill with everyone elses.Cant even draw one cute character or a drawing that looks great...>_>..........................
Rewatching Hanbun Ga Suki Wa Sora and still finds it great.....
Must find something to boost morale back...>_>........... and Clare Clare and Faithy havnt been on.......now loki is really frustrated and irritated...- -;; and bloody hell my left knee is acting up again and having a headache
On the plus side....i manage to make a chocolate Souffle....needs more sugar though....
its not the 666 trials of loki...its 999 trials of loki....

9-1-1

Ah yet another sig has been created by Loki,this time decided to make it something like stain-glass-ish.The character is Kikuri from Jigoku Shojo Futakomori and its actually from a screencap so its quality wasnt that good.Would hav put Loli from hell but most people dont know whats Loli haha so when with cute and evil.....actually Kikuri isnt evil but more to mischievous...ah well.

Oh and sorry for some reason my scanner wont scan the full image..- -;;....it keeps scanning a part of the picture...anyway i try to take it using my HP camera...but its barely visible...^^;;...so i think of something.

Before that I hav something to get off my chest...What is it with people and short forms and emoticons....I mean like i had this convo with a girl whom i dont know and she was using short forms and nearly every letter in her speech was an emoticon...so i was like WTF....WHAT YOU TALKING GIRL?not wanting to offend,i tried to dechiper the "code".Theres nothing wrong with using that to be "cute" but heck it gives me a headache as the letter K keeps spinning and some other letters are flashing or something....and the short forms are another thing....- -;;.....found this alot at other people's blog.Its okay if you use short forms as long people who read it GENERALLY understands it......you made your blog for people to read right?Sometimes i wonder why they learn english in schools and not apply it to anything...- -;;

Phew.....anyway havnt drew anything as of late cause caught a cold yesterday and yeah plain lazy..XD...Although the inspiration to draw Ciel is mounting...I did my research and decided Ciel was going to be more of a classic and simple dresser with nothing that revealing.So will be her Battle gear.And i decided to hav her be in more classic attire as i find that miniskirts and tubetops not to be that cute or the standard girl in school uniform that the skirt is way high and the bowtie around the neck thing to be iffy.Havnt seen alot of female characters in Sundresses or those dresses you see in phantom of the opera kinda thing.Same for Lanna...As for Aisyah...hehehe she is more of a trendy kind of dresser,so her hair style constantly changes(not during missions though).Haha why am i talking about clothes anyway when i havnt even drew them out?...Lol i guess i work backwards.Anyway what i am in my manga is a revolution.The breaking of stereotypical stuff.I want to potray more "human" characters in a sense,so it may not really appeal to everyone.Like having the main guy and main girl fight each other to the death for a reason that isnt demonic possesion,being manipulated by the bad guy or some stupid reason you seen in inuyasha....the reason is basically Trust.But my aim is to be different,Unique.Was really inspired by this chef who owns a restraunt named Rain.He constantly try to be different and plays around with stuff.Although cooking and manga is different,the essence is the same.^^

Yeah i sure talk and dream big for someone who cant draw well^^;;...I hav already decided to pursue this path no matter what and i know i hav to really practise and stuff.You must think Loki is crazy and is a bunch of hot air as Loki has yet to prove his mark.

Asked Black hayate and i decided to confirm that Humans cant use magic fully.They can use basic magic but nothing higher than a wall of fire.Humans are more to the technology stuff.

Lol my mother asked me today during lunch"Dont you want to hav a GF?"I paused for awhile and just answered "Having a GF cost money ^^;; and i am broke most of the time".Truth is well...havnt really thought of it...and yeah i still havnt gotten over Mai.I mean how can you...its like she just dissppeared like that...leaving you with thoughts she dumped you get over it and hope that she might come back someday.I still somewhat believed she would call....In any case,i havnt been having crushes like syam lol.Guess i am weird ahahahah XD.Another thing is that I am never good with relationships lol.They always end up.....bad.Like that time with this girl and her bestfriend.....in the end it was a setup to get back at each other by using me..- -;; and the other time it was a psycho girl who messaged me every two minutes...><.....Lol and it was a mistake to hav ever hav a crush on belle..- -;;..really...i am lucky i didnt give her the plush cat...it was so cute XD lol.Anyway i dont think i am even ready to hav one.....I am like the world's most disorganised guy....most of the time i play by ear,meaning i just make things up along the way and forgetting stuff.Lol besides i find every girl cute and i still hold this fact to be true ^^

Basically i am drawing ideas and concepts from Starwars republic commandos,(the team bonding thing)legacy of kain series(Fate cannot be changed thing and time is not constant),Rave(Ciel's weapon),Black Lagoon(Loki's Hati,Skoll and Croasier),Dawn of war(Humans are really the most pathetic lot yet still stand a chance some how)FMP(having a child prodigy incharge of a crew) and some others which i cant remember ^^

Tony Taka is an amazing artist.....although 90% of his work concerns H stuff(not that i really mind lol XD)he really draws them cool and simply stunning.Its like the character is cute but is not really forcing it or empahsizing it.

MGS will be made into a movie.........Sweet......the burning question on every fan's head is"who is going to play snake?"We are used to david hayter voice but he looks nothing like snake....dun dun dun

Faithy should be rejoicing already as the magical nahoha strikers are released already

.......and making a live-action haruhi is just pure heresy...- -;;....the director,cast and crew should be strapped to a imperial hellstorm titan cannon and be blasted with the emperor's righteous fury.Or maybe become Kikuri's play things lol.

"when you start catering to everyone,you lose your personal touch,you lose what it means to be unique"lol the chef dude.