Dance with the devil

I walked through the valley of the shadow of death
and danced with the devil with no regrets

Oh
Just gimme a sign~
let the world fall apart
Just gimme a sign~

taken from kevin rudolph's song

I think this picture pretty much sums up how close and how much luck i have left,if you can see lol.
I escaped taking the sub paper for GMAPS...BARELY.
And now empty-ness

I got no ideas on how to repair my story,cause well its alittle disjointed right now and cant think of a way to tie it back together.Its hugely cause what I thought was awesome back then,didnt really give me the awesomeness later on.So much so I had to change a character's weapons cause his original weapons were too weak.Oh but recently I thought of something awesome.Its called the Hood Of Defiance.It helps the user hold or pass to the user his/her weapons with arms and it comes with a cool emo-ish hoodie.I cant draw it out though.......

I guess I will release the new version by June when people are actually free enough to read it...........................

In any case my sister and her nephew are taking refugee at my house(okay my parent's house) cause she cant stand her mother in law and now is thinking of going back soon.Its been bout 5 days i think.My nephew is pretty smart for a 5 month year old.Although he has a nasty habit of trying to bite everything.Lucky for us,his teeth havnt grown yet,so its just a wet and warm feeling of tongue on skin with his gums clamped on you lol.His name is Aqil i think sp?


Recently I got in touch with Farid.Apparently Syed,according to him has quit his course as he couldnt take it anymore.He's the last person I would have thought of who would quit.Cause he was so sure of himself and was the smartest dude back in my ITE class.I guess I would too,as the older you are,the thoughts of cutting your loses and just going straight to the work world to earn a decent living is always at the back of your mind.

Try finding kevin rudolph's other songs like great escape or welcome to the world as its pretty nice.His most known song is Let it rock which in my opinion shouldnt have lil wayne in it cause he just spoiled the song.....

Crunchyroll now is pay per view for membership?WTH.....It used to be cool...but now I must find a new source to view anime online.Someone suggest something and a few titles to watch.I will try to restrain myself from shooting down what you suggest with extreme prejudice

Burn boredom

Strangely enough,I was so bored,I actually read what faithy wrote on her blog(usually i just skip past the threatening parts lol).Since she in on the subject on the origins of her sisters etc,lets do mine ^^

In the past i did have a few of this kinds of sisters but in the end,i ended up on the ignore list cause well its only interesting in the beginning and then later it gets boring lol.My mentor,FA even when to the extend of changing his msn and his forum user name.He was at one time,at least i thought was a great friend.I guess those who are left from the SGF era is faithy and zero.I even witness the evolution of Faithy and I am scared lol.Zero-ey,well i think she should be atleast alot taller now.Dark alpha has gotten alot creepier......he apparently been playing too much eroge games.

Oh have I told the story of how I came about using Loki as my nickname?
I came across it reading Matantei Loki Ragnarok.I decided to use it cause I can indentify with the main character.No one knows who you are and you are all alone.Then over the years I decided to stick with it.Only one girl ever called me Loki in public,which was oddly my cousin's girlfriend.She yelled"LOKI!"I and my little sister was like wtf and waved hi.

I am thinking of changing my msn,but its troublesome to re-add people.I want my list to be less cluttered.Maybe revert to my early days M.O. Mr deja Vu lol.Sounds alot more mature and cool.

Okay back to the Boredom of Loki Loki(had no idea what to replace suzumiya)
I am now pretty stressed.The results would be released this thursday.I cant help but to feel that I failed........Roy who may be in the same boat as me also not answering me on msn.I want to sort of talk this out but dun want to talk this to a guy....but the girls in my list are either
1)Crazy
2) Unavailable
3)Cant be bothered
4)will just go oh okay and then ignore.

Yeah sadness is Loki.

If Toh Da Jun calls me,I am going to say."Is your refrigerator running?"lol.


Well atleast life going great for syam,save the least the training of being a CD is tough.He may just become the next Solid Snake.

Due to boredom again,I somehow watched Leah Dizon's music videos.With video,her songs is pretty cute and energetic.Without it,its sort of lost and like there's no identity.I guess she is still finding her own niche,that is her debut album after all.

I watched finish the first season of Eureka.It is great.Has elements of sci-fi,humour and the special effects atleast arent cheap.Who want this can call me and I give it to you somehow.I finished watching reaper but for some reason the torrents on the net is 1-10 for season 1 when its actually 1-17.So i am missing 7 episodes......

Black Lagoon,the current plot is alittle too drawn out for my liking.I have no idea why hotel moscow is now involved and the americans seem too reminisce about ideals alot.Well atleast fabiola is still alive.^^and that kid seriously.Needs.To.Die.

alittle history note

Before i start my usual mad rantings of the past few weeks,lets start with how this blog began.
This is not my first blog,rather my second one.I made one during my sec 3~4 years as sort of a journal for my english teacher.From there i guess i found myself writing was quite interesting.My first blog named was http://www.lokimasteroftricks.blogspot.com.Dont bother looking it up,its gone lol.I deleted it.The reason why i abandoned that site cause it was too filled with hate and emo stuff.I guess when you are at that age,this sort of phase kicks in.I repicked it up and my this blog during the long O level result period holiday.And here it is,3 years later,still alive.I thank you for being my audience.^^

Soon my ex-classmates would be graduating and enter either work or NS.I am sort of.....feel left behind in the race of life.They may say"Its okay"and stuff,but its not okay.I feel incompetent and other things which i cant exactly describe.Thats why I try to avoid them if possible.

Okay my CMSY exam was a synch so no problems there.The only thing that is worrying me is GMAPS.Roy calculated and told me I atleast need a 44% out of 100 if I got a B for my assignment or 55% out of 100 if I got a C.I am not sure about my assignment and I am pretty sure my exam paper i get less than 44%....The only saving grace is the sup paper which is both math and physics.I dont think I can even pass that.I been dreading phone calls and the sup paper revision is on the 13th.So it means soon,i hope someone wont call me about the sup paper....Worse come to worst, I have to retake the subject...which is not good at all....So yeah I am stressed in a way.


Oh yeah,I met the most paranoid people and its apparently contagious.I went to my local supermarket to buy cheese and a few bottles of pepsi.I reached the counter and saw detergent powder on the counter.Seeing it was just alittle around the area where you place your stuff,I just put my cheese on the area where there is no detergent powder.

Then I got the shock of my life.The philipino woman infront of me shouted"BOY DONT PUT THERE,ITS POISON YOU KNOW!".Then the cashier also joined in so after recovering from my shock,I retracted my cheese and tried to carry two bottles of pepsi at the same time.She even when to the extend of holding her 6 pack of lemon tea over the counter while the cashier scan the thing....- -;;
Later it was my turn to pay.The cashier asked me if i wanted to change for a new one.I said it was okay and she proceeded to wipe my packet of cheese with a dirty wet rag like she was polishing a shoe for the next 2 minutes.I just stood there,stunned lol.I went home and told my mother this and she said they are all crazy.If I have food poisoning,I bet its the rag....- -;;

I finally bought Dawn Of War II and its amazing.I liked the single player campaign which I am almost done...in 3 days.Playing the multiplayer though,feels sort of empty.Its what people describe as the proverbial game of cat and mouse.I bought it cause out of the respect I have for relic,the people who developed the game.

Yuna ito's new song"Trust you"is pretty epic.Somehow its used in the ending of gundam 00 and the most stupid comment has surfaced.
"The long version is different from the short version 0_0"
Dude,people make the long version first then the short version to fit the time space allocated.
And oh yeah,give Kevin Rudolph a try.His songs are pretty nice.And yeah thanx for telling me I dun appreciate music....- -;;