I havnt been updating because since the start of school,its been hectic and tiring..well mostly tiring and I been busy trying out some games here and there.
Oh yeah,the O level must be over for most and the time between now and the next step in your life,well savour it since you wont know when is the next time where you can actually not think about your life or future lol.
Its been hectic because its block learning.Its basically instead of learning 4 subjects at once for 6 months,its 2/3 per 3 months.It may sound and look good on paper but,learning is accelerated and assignment deadlines are way too close.I have submitted the first assignment for game AI and I am fearing the random partner that I will get for the second assignment. I am no code genius and chances are i would take a while. I dont expect to be partnered with a genius, just that a guy who knows more or less more than me ^^;;. I sure hope i dont get one among the dammed 4 though lol.
I been sleeping outside as my sister and her kid came over again.This time under circumstances she fought with her husband again,over i dont know what and yeah the usual"lest divorce etc".This time however it got alittle more out of hand as the husband came at night a few days later and demand to take his kid. My father and him were like tigers and I had to bring the kid inside.The husband proceeded to kick the gate several times making a big scene and mess up my mother's laundry outside.My sister finally called her in -laws to come down and the police too.They later went back home.A week or so the husband called up to meet down stairs and I am pretty sure my sister is thinking of going back.My parents leave it up to her but strongly advise against it,since he obviously has no respect for my parents.
For me well,Its her choice.This wasnt the first time the husband pulled the kick the gate stunt.Back when my sister was dating him,he did the same thing when they fought. On another ocassion my mother fought with him underneath the void deck and even a taxi driver uncle join in since I was abit too scrawny in case anything happens lol.
I think its best to actually know the person before committing.All this notion about love on first sight is b.s to me - -;;
I am still sleeping outside since akeel sometimes roll around,a sign he wants milk lol.And I got to go make it.Aside from that when the mother goes to work,I am sleep beside him since I usually go to school alot later.And he usually wakes up pretty early.He likes to play though lol.One task I dont enjoy is when he poo poos lol(I cant think of a better phrase XD).
Like I once told my mother,our life is like a long drama serial.
Like I told my younger sister why our life is so drama,"Its because its in our blood"
Monday, November 16, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Holidays
Let me tell you,holidays with nothing to do is extremely boring and mind wasting.
And now i have absolutely no idea when my school actually starts cause no one knows and havnt received any email bout that.
Recently my elder sister and her son stayed over for a week cause she had a fight her her husband so she takes refuge at my father's house.And I got to say,it was a pretty fun week with her son.I mean I have played with him once or twice but never for such a period of time.He's seriously growing up and recently turned 1 year old.The bad thing is,he has grown teeth and is still growing teeth which explains why he goes around biting people.He's very active to the point even I am tired going after him sometimes.He likes to touch and grab things which he ends up biting.So got look out for what he puts in his mouth.He also has keen eyesight..- -;;,in which he may find cookie crumbles or etc on the floor.One of his habits is that when its milk time,got to make it fast as he will cry if you give it to him slow.I ended up making most of his milks and carrying him when he was to be carried.Not that I mind,but he has gained weight.
And yeah my elder sister eventually had to go back to her husband's place and had to say goodbye.Its sad cause of the bond you had formed with him and him being a small child,may not even remember it.
As I said before,Its amazing seeing a child grow and discover things for himself.Its almost like watching yourself back when you where that small.
Last week i think,my secondary school friends asked me out for a hari raya outing.I was fine with it until she mentioned this line which I decided to make a stupid excuse to not go.It was
"bella and her bf will be driving etc etc etc"
Okay to keep you up to speed,I used to liked bella but over time it turned to hate.
The stupid excuse I made?
I had Hands,Foot and Mouth diseases.
Syam laughed his head off when i told him.I didnt want to go also because syam or hermi or atleast Naz wasnt there either.I needed a buffer or friend so that i dont get bored.
I guess I dont make a very good friend huh?People rarely remembers me when they have outings,or my birthday.Sure they talk,but it just ends there.There is no real exchange or the feeling they have your back sort of thing.
Honestly I been looking for a friend ever since I lost my good friends back in primary school.The only one I can truly call a friend during secondary school was Syam while during ITE was Jufree.I guess its because we went through alot and in that process I believe.Dont get me wrong,I dont demand alot.Just that when we talk,there is a sense of the person knows you.And you can virtually can talk bout anything.
Found out about Ueta Aya.Amazing stuff.
Been watching Russell Peters,he is amazing.MIND BLASTING.
And now i have absolutely no idea when my school actually starts cause no one knows and havnt received any email bout that.
Recently my elder sister and her son stayed over for a week cause she had a fight her her husband so she takes refuge at my father's house.And I got to say,it was a pretty fun week with her son.I mean I have played with him once or twice but never for such a period of time.He's seriously growing up and recently turned 1 year old.The bad thing is,he has grown teeth and is still growing teeth which explains why he goes around biting people.He's very active to the point even I am tired going after him sometimes.He likes to touch and grab things which he ends up biting.So got look out for what he puts in his mouth.He also has keen eyesight..- -;;,in which he may find cookie crumbles or etc on the floor.One of his habits is that when its milk time,got to make it fast as he will cry if you give it to him slow.I ended up making most of his milks and carrying him when he was to be carried.Not that I mind,but he has gained weight.
And yeah my elder sister eventually had to go back to her husband's place and had to say goodbye.Its sad cause of the bond you had formed with him and him being a small child,may not even remember it.
As I said before,Its amazing seeing a child grow and discover things for himself.Its almost like watching yourself back when you where that small.
Last week i think,my secondary school friends asked me out for a hari raya outing.I was fine with it until she mentioned this line which I decided to make a stupid excuse to not go.It was
"bella and her bf will be driving etc etc etc"
Okay to keep you up to speed,I used to liked bella but over time it turned to hate.
The stupid excuse I made?
I had Hands,Foot and Mouth diseases.
Syam laughed his head off when i told him.I didnt want to go also because syam or hermi or atleast Naz wasnt there either.I needed a buffer or friend so that i dont get bored.
I guess I dont make a very good friend huh?People rarely remembers me when they have outings,or my birthday.Sure they talk,but it just ends there.There is no real exchange or the feeling they have your back sort of thing.
Honestly I been looking for a friend ever since I lost my good friends back in primary school.The only one I can truly call a friend during secondary school was Syam while during ITE was Jufree.I guess its because we went through alot and in that process I believe.Dont get me wrong,I dont demand alot.Just that when we talk,there is a sense of the person knows you.And you can virtually can talk bout anything.
Found out about Ueta Aya.Amazing stuff.
Been watching Russell Peters,he is amazing.MIND BLASTING.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Festivities
Hari raya came and fortunate enough I didnt have to go to malaysia,did go a few days before that. In any case its the standard fare of forgiving and stuff and my family visited 3 houses and thats it.
Primarily because
1) my faternal grandmother passed away this year and so I now no longer have grandparents to visit
2) My mother side,my mother have a cold war with them so not visiting their houses.
Although its a season for forgiviness etc,humans being humans its not always easy to forgive someone because of either hate or anger or the heart not fully satiated.No amount of religious sermons or people talking or begging will turn it around.Only when time has healed the heart only it will be ready.The only question is,will it heal in time before the person draws his or her last breath.
I guess thats why being a parent is the toughest job in the world.
My nephew,Akeel has now learn how to walk,although he walks similar to chucky,its pretty cute to see.Its amazing thats hes already going to be 1 year old soon
In any case,the money i got from visiting house,I bought inFamous.Been playing it for awhile as EVIL as thats how I am and gonna replay it as good later as evil and good has different powers with minor differance in story.
Oh and in the end I didnt go to GCA.Surprised that Zero-ey didnt go either so I cant see pictures...- -;;...Karei hasnt been on so I cant see anything.
Primarily because
1) my faternal grandmother passed away this year and so I now no longer have grandparents to visit
2) My mother side,my mother have a cold war with them so not visiting their houses.
Although its a season for forgiviness etc,humans being humans its not always easy to forgive someone because of either hate or anger or the heart not fully satiated.No amount of religious sermons or people talking or begging will turn it around.Only when time has healed the heart only it will be ready.The only question is,will it heal in time before the person draws his or her last breath.
I guess thats why being a parent is the toughest job in the world.
My nephew,Akeel has now learn how to walk,although he walks similar to chucky,its pretty cute to see.Its amazing thats hes already going to be 1 year old soon
In any case,the money i got from visiting house,I bought inFamous.Been playing it for awhile as EVIL as thats how I am and gonna replay it as good later as evil and good has different powers with minor differance in story.
Oh and in the end I didnt go to GCA.Surprised that Zero-ey didnt go either so I cant see pictures...- -;;...Karei hasnt been on so I cant see anything.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Potential Calamity
It seems that I made a slight miscalculation or rather unaware on when exactly Hari Raya was suppose to be on.Because its usually a month and it started on august 22,I assumed it ends on September 22,but no..- -;;
For some reason its on the 20 of September,which since my parents is again gone emo this year,are planning to go to malaysia to i dun know do what there cause since its MALAYSIA and its HARI RAYA most shops are closed so....- -;; Its also the same date GCA is held(seriously,these guys set the most "great" dates.) I didnt become last year's and this year's usher because I am fasting and I am the lazy. So before hand I may or not be able to go to GCA so I gotta say sorry to karei cause i sort of wanted to see her there..- -;;.
On another note,my nephew had high fever and had to go to hospital for a while.I dont know much of the developments as its late at night.
Another thing that well bothers me is how frequently my father gets into these anger phases. Do your fathers get angry for no apparent reason or the reason is unknown to you and he doesnt spell it out for you?
Its becoming increasingly frequent recently. He normally gets angry when
1)my mother wakes up late,thats also cause my mother has insommia
2)over sensitive issues like beliefs and friends
3)reasons beyong my understanding
Dont get me wrong,he's a great guy,just that he is highly impatient to the point of unreasonable sometimes and like most guys,we think we are always in the right even when wrong.I still feel though he's still angry at me for still not getting the driver license.
And now we go to the driver license issue.
After I turned 18 and passed my Basic theory and Final theory tests,my father reccomended me a private instructor that he found for me.At the same time i also found one that my friend kenneth was learning under.Trusting that my father knows better,I went with his.
This uncle assured me confirm pass etc,plus he picked me up near my house.I learned under him for about half a year i think and it was about a week before the driving test.I never entered the circuit(training and test area) before so its natural I would feel alittle dioriented and lost.But the uncle keep railing at me instead of helping me out so my performance went down from there.
The next day I stayed positive but again,it was too hard for me to take in under 2 days with the test being tomorrow.So I didnt take the test in the end and didnt engage that instructor again.This same instructor also allowed me to make a mistake on purpose to vent his frustration.
My father nagged at my mother who nagged at me to go learn driving again after about 6 months.I took the instructor kenneth gave me.
This time it was alot different as alot of the mistakes that werent adderessed when i learnt under the first instructor,became apparent with the second one.Weeks go by and now I am 20,and I still have difficulty.I feel as if I am stuck in a rut as I feel that I am not improving at all.When I feel stressed,I make mistakes and forget things,and leaving me to do it on my own just adds on more mistakes.
So an alternative would be maybe to go learn under a driving school,since its more systematic but it costs alot more ard $70.I been meaning to bring up this subject but I have no idea how to bring about it cause contrary to what you might think,my family isnt rich.
So i dont know....kinda lost.At the moment I havnt booked any future lessons.Maybe the first instructor was right, I am the worst
For some reason its on the 20 of September,which since my parents is again gone emo this year,are planning to go to malaysia to i dun know do what there cause since its MALAYSIA and its HARI RAYA most shops are closed so....- -;; Its also the same date GCA is held(seriously,these guys set the most "great" dates.) I didnt become last year's and this year's usher because I am fasting and I am the lazy. So before hand I may or not be able to go to GCA so I gotta say sorry to karei cause i sort of wanted to see her there..- -;;.
On another note,my nephew had high fever and had to go to hospital for a while.I dont know much of the developments as its late at night.
Another thing that well bothers me is how frequently my father gets into these anger phases. Do your fathers get angry for no apparent reason or the reason is unknown to you and he doesnt spell it out for you?
Its becoming increasingly frequent recently. He normally gets angry when
1)my mother wakes up late,thats also cause my mother has insommia
2)over sensitive issues like beliefs and friends
3)reasons beyong my understanding
Dont get me wrong,he's a great guy,just that he is highly impatient to the point of unreasonable sometimes and like most guys,we think we are always in the right even when wrong.I still feel though he's still angry at me for still not getting the driver license.
And now we go to the driver license issue.
After I turned 18 and passed my Basic theory and Final theory tests,my father reccomended me a private instructor that he found for me.At the same time i also found one that my friend kenneth was learning under.Trusting that my father knows better,I went with his.
This uncle assured me confirm pass etc,plus he picked me up near my house.I learned under him for about half a year i think and it was about a week before the driving test.I never entered the circuit(training and test area) before so its natural I would feel alittle dioriented and lost.But the uncle keep railing at me instead of helping me out so my performance went down from there.
The next day I stayed positive but again,it was too hard for me to take in under 2 days with the test being tomorrow.So I didnt take the test in the end and didnt engage that instructor again.This same instructor also allowed me to make a mistake on purpose to vent his frustration.
My father nagged at my mother who nagged at me to go learn driving again after about 6 months.I took the instructor kenneth gave me.
This time it was alot different as alot of the mistakes that werent adderessed when i learnt under the first instructor,became apparent with the second one.Weeks go by and now I am 20,and I still have difficulty.I feel as if I am stuck in a rut as I feel that I am not improving at all.When I feel stressed,I make mistakes and forget things,and leaving me to do it on my own just adds on more mistakes.
So an alternative would be maybe to go learn under a driving school,since its more systematic but it costs alot more ard $70.I been meaning to bring up this subject but I have no idea how to bring about it cause contrary to what you might think,my family isnt rich.
So i dont know....kinda lost.At the moment I havnt booked any future lessons.Maybe the first instructor was right, I am the worst
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Okay wat happened
Okay i messed up my old blog beyond repair so i had to export my old post and import them to a new blog so this is now my new home...of sorts.The current template maybe temporary or permanent as the new tagboard seems to only work with the updated template?
Whats left of my readers anyway.....- -;;
In anycase I am now experiencing total boredom at home....2 Months of no school may sound great but its not if you have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO....
I spent the first 2 weeks playing dragonica,which now i have no idea why i played it in the first place.
I am typing now with a permanently broken backspace button as my newphew.......pulled it out and its now beyond my repair..- -;; So people,appreciate your backspace button.
And now we get down to what has happened thus far.
My exam on C# wasnt the best and the most confident that i could do but,i am guessing I more or less pass the subject as a whole
The cause for concern now is GRDV as I submitted a game where you cant die,have no collision detection and you cant win the game either.I think I passed the lab test and I hope that with my first assignment with what measly marks i get for this one combined I can pass.
On my birthday.....there was no cake.Elder sister called for help to settle a debt so no cake which was a first for me,which was no a real big deal except it was a bit strange that there was no snackage.
Although I did get a new phone that I quite like. Although the software,my laptop seems to not like it as it cant detect my phone so I got to use old dusty(my desktop). I call my phone Bloody rose ^^.
This year again maybe another not so great Hari Raya since because of incidents I am not very sure what happened the maternal unit had conflict with the relatives on her side and yeah this hari raya would suck again like last years..- -;;.Its not like mine was any special,just that the feeling is different when the parental unit does not want to celebrate it.
Anyway I been watching Kamen rider Kiva ande Kamen rider Decade and I for one am surprised for a kids show,its pretty good.But because its a kids show,there were plenty why he didnt do something else and loop holes in bound.I tried reccomending it to others but they all scoff at it cause its a kids show..- -;;I for one am glad i watched it because now I know the genius of every millenium,Otoya kurenai who was pretty epic.Kiva had some pretty nice songs like destiny's play and lighting to heaven.A shame though its a limited band so no chance to hear future songs like that.Oh I got to admit,even for me as a guy,I found Seto Koji...cute....- -;;....WTF.....
Oh btw one of my classmates got his hands on the miku volcaloid software. Save to say,her voice irritated the hell out of me more than the wonder girls song.Same goes to black rock shooter etc. I did my research on youtube as well and it was more or less the same if not more irritation.
Songs I reccomend marie Digby as she just had an album breathing underwater and breaking benjamin has the new single"I will not bend"
Whats left of my readers anyway.....- -;;
In anycase I am now experiencing total boredom at home....2 Months of no school may sound great but its not if you have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO....
I spent the first 2 weeks playing dragonica,which now i have no idea why i played it in the first place.
I am typing now with a permanently broken backspace button as my newphew.......pulled it out and its now beyond my repair..- -;; So people,appreciate your backspace button.
And now we get down to what has happened thus far.
My exam on C# wasnt the best and the most confident that i could do but,i am guessing I more or less pass the subject as a whole
The cause for concern now is GRDV as I submitted a game where you cant die,have no collision detection and you cant win the game either.I think I passed the lab test and I hope that with my first assignment with what measly marks i get for this one combined I can pass.
On my birthday.....there was no cake.Elder sister called for help to settle a debt so no cake which was a first for me,which was no a real big deal except it was a bit strange that there was no snackage.
Although I did get a new phone that I quite like. Although the software,my laptop seems to not like it as it cant detect my phone so I got to use old dusty(my desktop). I call my phone Bloody rose ^^.
This year again maybe another not so great Hari Raya since because of incidents I am not very sure what happened the maternal unit had conflict with the relatives on her side and yeah this hari raya would suck again like last years..- -;;.Its not like mine was any special,just that the feeling is different when the parental unit does not want to celebrate it.
Anyway I been watching Kamen rider Kiva ande Kamen rider Decade and I for one am surprised for a kids show,its pretty good.But because its a kids show,there were plenty why he didnt do something else and loop holes in bound.I tried reccomending it to others but they all scoff at it cause its a kids show..- -;;I for one am glad i watched it because now I know the genius of every millenium,Otoya kurenai who was pretty epic.Kiva had some pretty nice songs like destiny's play and lighting to heaven.A shame though its a limited band so no chance to hear future songs like that.Oh I got to admit,even for me as a guy,I found Seto Koji...cute....- -;;....WTF.....
Oh btw one of my classmates got his hands on the miku volcaloid software. Save to say,her voice irritated the hell out of me more than the wonder girls song.Same goes to black rock shooter etc. I did my research on youtube as well and it was more or less the same if not more irritation.
Songs I reccomend marie Digby as she just had an album breathing underwater and breaking benjamin has the new single"I will not bend"
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Again
Err I guess my tagboard has expired or something cause I cant see anything....
In any case again now I am busy.Seems the older you are, the busier you get. I dont like being busy, I rather a care free life.
Curently I have these to work one
1 presentation on CMSK(have to add some stuff)
1 Role-play for French(memorize lines)
1 presentation on Public Speaking(memorize speech)
1 game (havnt started)
1 animation(more of less done,need polishing)
1 GDD(drawing of game characters)
1 exam but thats a bit far off
add daily school work to the mix too.
About the GDD, I know I am delaying the thing, but I have the above list breathing down my neck so progress would be slow. Its another thing to tell me HOW TO DO MY FKING JOB. Thats just......Thats it,after this project is done,this so called group,I am going to find another group for future projects as I cant work with people who have no faith in me.
And my cool watch,one of the clock stop working...- -;; and now I have to rely on the other clock(It has two clocks in one).And my stitch keychain,he lost a leg so he's now captain stitch hook..- -;;
Wow,long chain of bad luck,so does that mean eternal good luck for me?^^
So far I have read a couple of good manga's that I would reccommend
Rabbit doubt was good,only I hated the ending.Maybe cause I hate overpowed lolis.
Wolf guy is getting interesting.Same authors as Akumetsu
#C was okay,just that it seems to lean to shojo as in the guy look like girl and err...for some reason they seem to like always gonna kiss or something..><
Akatsuki is nice
Trying to read Veritas next.Maybe going to stop fairy tail as to me,it lost a reader once it went
"dragon slayer is the answer to everything" and plain reuse of oracion seis.
In any case again now I am busy.Seems the older you are, the busier you get. I dont like being busy, I rather a care free life.
Curently I have these to work one
1 presentation on CMSK(have to add some stuff)
1 Role-play for French(memorize lines)
1 presentation on Public Speaking(memorize speech)
1 game (havnt started)
1 animation(more of less done,need polishing)
1 GDD(drawing of game characters)
1 exam but thats a bit far off
add daily school work to the mix too.
About the GDD, I know I am delaying the thing, but I have the above list breathing down my neck so progress would be slow. Its another thing to tell me HOW TO DO MY FKING JOB. Thats just......Thats it,after this project is done,this so called group,I am going to find another group for future projects as I cant work with people who have no faith in me.
And my cool watch,one of the clock stop working...- -;; and now I have to rely on the other clock(It has two clocks in one).And my stitch keychain,he lost a leg so he's now captain stitch hook..- -;;
Wow,long chain of bad luck,so does that mean eternal good luck for me?^^
So far I have read a couple of good manga's that I would reccommend
Rabbit doubt was good,only I hated the ending.Maybe cause I hate overpowed lolis.
Wolf guy is getting interesting.Same authors as Akumetsu
#C was okay,just that it seems to lean to shojo as in the guy look like girl and err...for some reason they seem to like always gonna kiss or something..><
Akatsuki is nice
Trying to read Veritas next.Maybe going to stop fairy tail as to me,it lost a reader once it went
"dragon slayer is the answer to everything" and plain reuse of oracion seis.
Friday, July 10, 2009
HUH?
Okay,Blogger just messed with me.There was suppose to be a post before this and i realised...IT WAS NEVER PUBLISHED...- -;;........
I have to revert back to using my desktop and my noisy old keyboard as my laptop committed suicide. Thats right suicide. Its suicide cause it ran a game when it knew it couldnt, causing the motherboard to crash and killed it self.
I wish computers have this message"I CANT RUN THIS,DONT MAKE ME PLS ><".That makes things alot more easier.
So I had to venture to the area around Vivocity(okay not exactly around there) to the HP service center...which I have no idea why they dont have a branch in the city or something.Anyway the service was good and I thanked god when the person told me my warranty is until july 2011.
In any case, take care Sin Claire(My laptop),you be in good hands till you are ready to be my aid again..T_T
I just realised my sister has a blog.....
And that my blog is now akin to me talking to the wall lol.
Oh yeah I have a new skill
Called ruining people's songs ^^
like for example MJ's song
"Kill the world, Make it an Evil place"
"Not for you but for me and my army in outer space"
Akumetsu's origin werent so straight forward after all. It was supposedly a method for world domination but failed and the shous were purposesless. The only thing they havnt explained was why was the mask shaped like that.And
People
READ AKUMETSU.I cant stress how great it is even though the hero doesnt have a bankai or flashy powers or a moe partner,he has accomplished more than all of them compared. Yeah its alittle gory but nothing like Rambo 4 gory
I have to revert back to using my desktop and my noisy old keyboard as my laptop committed suicide. Thats right suicide. Its suicide cause it ran a game when it knew it couldnt, causing the motherboard to crash and killed it self.
I wish computers have this message"I CANT RUN THIS,DONT MAKE ME PLS ><".That makes things alot more easier.
So I had to venture to the area around Vivocity(okay not exactly around there) to the HP service center...which I have no idea why they dont have a branch in the city or something.Anyway the service was good and I thanked god when the person told me my warranty is until july 2011.
In any case, take care Sin Claire(My laptop),you be in good hands till you are ready to be my aid again..T_T
I just realised my sister has a blog.....
And that my blog is now akin to me talking to the wall lol.
Oh yeah I have a new skill
Called ruining people's songs ^^
like for example MJ's song
"Kill the world, Make it an Evil place"
"Not for you but for me and my army in outer space"
Akumetsu's origin werent so straight forward after all. It was supposedly a method for world domination but failed and the shous were purposesless. The only thing they havnt explained was why was the mask shaped like that.And
People
READ AKUMETSU.I cant stress how great it is even though the hero doesnt have a bankai or flashy powers or a moe partner,he has accomplished more than all of them compared. Yeah its alittle gory but nothing like Rambo 4 gory
Thursday, July 2, 2009
1 month update
wow this is the longest since i updated.It was primarily because
MY WHOLE FUKKEN HOLIDAY WAS SPENT DOING ASSIGNMENTS...T_T
Yeah all 2 weeks of it.Maya too most part of the time cause it was modelling and i had to model a city with textures and animation etc.The details of submission were vague too so I assume i get a C- at most for that.
The least amount of time taken was surprisingly was Sprites.I am very proud of them as they turn out to be cute and cool too.I will upload the sprite sheet soon
C# programming well....lets just say i did the basics and I had to take someone's code to help me out.><>_>
I still dont get transformers though.I loved transformers as a kid and bought their toys. But movie transformers.....seem alot more macine-y than the normal transformers. It makes their transformation alot more unbelievable. I guess this is wat normally happens when lore of a fiction gets a movie and is holiwood-dized.
This is a relatively short post cause I am sleepy nowadays.Sorry
MY WHOLE FUKKEN HOLIDAY WAS SPENT DOING ASSIGNMENTS...T_T
Yeah all 2 weeks of it.Maya too most part of the time cause it was modelling and i had to model a city with textures and animation etc.The details of submission were vague too so I assume i get a C- at most for that.
The least amount of time taken was surprisingly was Sprites.I am very proud of them as they turn out to be cute and cool too.I will upload the sprite sheet soon
C# programming well....lets just say i did the basics and I had to take someone's code to help me out.><>_>
I still dont get transformers though.I loved transformers as a kid and bought their toys. But movie transformers.....seem alot more macine-y than the normal transformers. It makes their transformation alot more unbelievable. I guess this is wat normally happens when lore of a fiction gets a movie and is holiwood-dized.
This is a relatively short post cause I am sleepy nowadays.Sorry
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Loki outake 1
Okay after a long while of busy(LIES! Loki was playing games all the time) I finally have the chance to update.
If my life were to be a drama series,It would be a blockbuster hit and have 11 seasons.LOL
I will begin with some news.
I am now officially,grandparent-less.My fraternal grandmother passed away last Friday due to cancer of caecum(a part of the large intestine).It was kinda sudden as my parents just visited her a few days ago.Again,it reminded me of my maternal grandmother a few years back and the same question came to mind.
I never really knew my grandparents and i guess was never really close to them.I guess part of it is my fault for not making an effort to get close.My maternal grandfather passed away when my mother was in secondary 2 and my faternal grandparent passed away when i was 2,so i cant recall his face.
Interesting enough,there was strange coincidences leading up to my grandmother's death.The friday before,I got an impromptu test and the question was values my grandparents taught me and usually i would have a driving lesson on a friday but for some reason I couldnt get through to the uncle this time.
When I arrived at the cememtry,it somewhat dawned on me.The number of graves out there is staggering and it makes you feel that you re insignificant.Cause when you die,the only thing is left is your headstone and no one other than your family would know that its you.
OH!
and I meet my lost younger brother.And I got to say,I am much more of a handsome devil than he is XD.He is like a cross between me and my sister and plus teenage ache lol.
He didnt even acknowledge me as his brother and my sisters either when he was leaving.What could possibly his foster mother been feeding his mind....
My sis and her husband came to the burial site too after much miscommunication bout the location(The cemetry is freaking big,no kidding,its like vivocity).She looked like some village girl on a motobike.
My nephew,is seriously getting smarter.Last i saw him,he could barely stand up to a table on his on but now,he could crawl and stand up to a table on his own.But he does have a curious habit.He likes to bite and lick stuff.Like your hand or even a table edge ^^;;.I will post pictures in future.
My little sister has a drama production today...I have to go since my mother is busy.Should be interesting.Never been to a play before.
As it stands I got 3 assignments to finish
1)IN3D-make a city-30% done
2)DSAG-Make a sorting thingy-well the code is in pieces...
3)GRDV-Make sprites....ummm i dont know how to make one
And wat happen to my challenges suggestion...only wat a kick a dustbin in public is it lol.Nevermind,I went ahead and got a challenge.I held an albino python ^^
Pictures would be in next post.
If my life were to be a drama series,It would be a blockbuster hit and have 11 seasons.LOL
I will begin with some news.
I am now officially,grandparent-less.My fraternal grandmother passed away last Friday due to cancer of caecum(a part of the large intestine).It was kinda sudden as my parents just visited her a few days ago.Again,it reminded me of my maternal grandmother a few years back and the same question came to mind.
I never really knew my grandparents and i guess was never really close to them.I guess part of it is my fault for not making an effort to get close.My maternal grandfather passed away when my mother was in secondary 2 and my faternal grandparent passed away when i was 2,so i cant recall his face.
Interesting enough,there was strange coincidences leading up to my grandmother's death.The friday before,I got an impromptu test and the question was values my grandparents taught me and usually i would have a driving lesson on a friday but for some reason I couldnt get through to the uncle this time.
When I arrived at the cememtry,it somewhat dawned on me.The number of graves out there is staggering and it makes you feel that you re insignificant.Cause when you die,the only thing is left is your headstone and no one other than your family would know that its you.
OH!
and I meet my lost younger brother.And I got to say,I am much more of a handsome devil than he is XD.He is like a cross between me and my sister and plus teenage ache lol.
He didnt even acknowledge me as his brother and my sisters either when he was leaving.What could possibly his foster mother been feeding his mind....
My sis and her husband came to the burial site too after much miscommunication bout the location(The cemetry is freaking big,no kidding,its like vivocity).She looked like some village girl on a motobike.
My nephew,is seriously getting smarter.Last i saw him,he could barely stand up to a table on his on but now,he could crawl and stand up to a table on his own.But he does have a curious habit.He likes to bite and lick stuff.Like your hand or even a table edge ^^;;.I will post pictures in future.
My little sister has a drama production today...I have to go since my mother is busy.Should be interesting.Never been to a play before.
As it stands I got 3 assignments to finish
1)IN3D-make a city-30% done
2)DSAG-Make a sorting thingy-well the code is in pieces...
3)GRDV-Make sprites....ummm i dont know how to make one
And wat happen to my challenges suggestion...only wat a kick a dustbin in public is it lol.Nevermind,I went ahead and got a challenge.I held an albino python ^^
Pictures would be in next post.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Methods to madness
I been looking around for a new skin for this blog...again....
But so far I came up with nothing as....90% of the skins out there are....emo or are made by rabid fan girls of a star,anime that i dont like or some stuff.
Seems like I got to MAKE one although my skills are rubbish.....
I am falling back into the same tired and sleepy routine again.Today in class I was about to fall asleep when a teacher asked me a question which I could answer thanks to some help.She went on to comment that even though I was in the clouds about to sleep,I was still paying attention lol.
But atleast I am saving money again,god knows how long that will last lol.I am aiming for an mp3 since my psp is filled with games and the triangle button is sort of....stuck.Sort of heavy to carry around too.I like to travel fast and like.Like ninja lol.
My french class is alot more enjoyable now,although she has a tendency to mess with you^^;;.I been listening to some french coaching audio to help the learning process.Its strange that I am always alone in learning something new.Why's that.Here is a list
joined east view secondary- came there with no one i knew,emo-ed for a while
was in my secondary school band - alone was why i quit,also was lazy
went to ITE simei - alone
went to hong kong - alone as in no classmates
took up manga drawing - alone but atleast met cheraliyn
took up archery - alone was why i quit
took up story telling as a CDS - alone but fun
took up french - alone but okayish
took up public speaking - alone and fun
Okay I am going to come up with something called the Achievement list.Its a list of random stuff that I set out to achieve.Post some on my tag board and I will try to do it if its within my means or you have a way for me to do it.Its inspired by bucketlists old people in the states write down the stuff they want to do before they die.So far I only thought of one stuff which is
to cosplay as something..- -;;...maybe Akumetsu or something
I thought of that as being around cosplayers is my fear.I am not joking.If one touch me,I will jump.The touch will burn my flesh like acid on a wooden table.Hugging me will give me a seizure as if I was electrocuted...XD
So when I accomplish it,I take a photo and its on to the next one.So people think away!Note that I am only collecting for now.
In any case got to say the new x-men origin's movie...well if you arent a fan of the comics,you wont be so affected.But if you are,you will be pissed as I am as they butchered deadpool.....
It was the same with resident evil, dragon ball etc. If you cant make a decent movie out of it...by god please dont.
The recent vgcats.com comic strip,that i agree with. Casual games are....its slowly making future games more easy and causing most developers to go mainstream to cater to this crowd.It used to be cool and where beating a game actually means something..- -;;Now with games like cooking mama etc,the feeling is not the same and since games are getting easier,the levels and amount of time spent is shorter in a way.
I can honestly say the last good game i played was Metal Gear Solid 4 for the PS3 and some others for the PC.
I seen the game examples catered specifically for the female casual gamers. The games are so easy that you dont need even 1% of your brain.Not that its anything wrong,just that its painful to watch cute graphics with simple actions and they are satisfied with that...
I am someday gonna work in that industry,I just hope I am not part of some bastardization of a series.
The same can be said about anime...I hate moe as it causes a series to be dumbed down just for some otakus to enjoy.A little is okay but when lolis start to be omnipotent,act tsundere and have a brother complex OR all girls like one guy for no reason OR the art is cute and some are moey(albeit K-ON),thats where I just stop watching and wish more anime like black lagoon or manga like Akumetsu is out there.I get irritated when my classmates talk about a moe filled anime...just a natural reflex i guess.
Can someone think of a word that means ANTI-POPULAR STUFF?
lets see a trend of popular stuff in Loki's life that he didnt like
1) My Chemical Romance - Hate
2) Harry Potter -Hate
3) Twilight -Hate
Cant think of anymore.
But so far I came up with nothing as....90% of the skins out there are....emo or are made by rabid fan girls of a star,anime that i dont like or some stuff.
Seems like I got to MAKE one although my skills are rubbish.....
I am falling back into the same tired and sleepy routine again.Today in class I was about to fall asleep when a teacher asked me a question which I could answer thanks to some help.She went on to comment that even though I was in the clouds about to sleep,I was still paying attention lol.
But atleast I am saving money again,god knows how long that will last lol.I am aiming for an mp3 since my psp is filled with games and the triangle button is sort of....stuck.Sort of heavy to carry around too.I like to travel fast and like.Like ninja lol.
My french class is alot more enjoyable now,although she has a tendency to mess with you^^;;.I been listening to some french coaching audio to help the learning process.Its strange that I am always alone in learning something new.Why's that.Here is a list
joined east view secondary- came there with no one i knew,emo-ed for a while
was in my secondary school band - alone was why i quit,also was lazy
went to ITE simei - alone
went to hong kong - alone as in no classmates
took up manga drawing - alone but atleast met cheraliyn
took up archery - alone was why i quit
took up story telling as a CDS - alone but fun
took up french - alone but okayish
took up public speaking - alone and fun
Okay I am going to come up with something called the Achievement list.Its a list of random stuff that I set out to achieve.Post some on my tag board and I will try to do it if its within my means or you have a way for me to do it.Its inspired by bucketlists old people in the states write down the stuff they want to do before they die.So far I only thought of one stuff which is
to cosplay as something..- -;;...maybe Akumetsu or something
I thought of that as being around cosplayers is my fear.I am not joking.If one touch me,I will jump.The touch will burn my flesh like acid on a wooden table.Hugging me will give me a seizure as if I was electrocuted...XD
So when I accomplish it,I take a photo and its on to the next one.So people think away!Note that I am only collecting for now.
In any case got to say the new x-men origin's movie...well if you arent a fan of the comics,you wont be so affected.But if you are,you will be pissed as I am as they butchered deadpool.....
It was the same with resident evil, dragon ball etc. If you cant make a decent movie out of it...by god please dont.
The recent vgcats.com comic strip,that i agree with. Casual games are....its slowly making future games more easy and causing most developers to go mainstream to cater to this crowd.It used to be cool and where beating a game actually means something..- -;;Now with games like cooking mama etc,the feeling is not the same and since games are getting easier,the levels and amount of time spent is shorter in a way.
I can honestly say the last good game i played was Metal Gear Solid 4 for the PS3 and some others for the PC.
I seen the game examples catered specifically for the female casual gamers. The games are so easy that you dont need even 1% of your brain.Not that its anything wrong,just that its painful to watch cute graphics with simple actions and they are satisfied with that...
I am someday gonna work in that industry,I just hope I am not part of some bastardization of a series.
The same can be said about anime...I hate moe as it causes a series to be dumbed down just for some otakus to enjoy.A little is okay but when lolis start to be omnipotent,act tsundere and have a brother complex OR all girls like one guy for no reason OR the art is cute and some are moey(albeit K-ON),thats where I just stop watching and wish more anime like black lagoon or manga like Akumetsu is out there.I get irritated when my classmates talk about a moe filled anime...just a natural reflex i guess.
Can someone think of a word that means ANTI-POPULAR STUFF?
lets see a trend of popular stuff in Loki's life that he didnt like
1) My Chemical Romance - Hate
2) Harry Potter -Hate
3) Twilight -Hate
Cant think of anymore.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
The 7 day trial
Okay I survived my first week and is here to break down each sub in my opinion.
GADS cant remember what the letters stand for is so far the easiest sub.
DSAG is the most heaviest sub
GRDV is 1/3 of the nightmare that was OOGP
IN3D is the most fun subject but kinda technical too
French had a bad start to it...
Public Speaking is the second most fun.
I had a bad start to French as I came late...and the teacher proceeded to grill me with questions in French..- -;;which was evil.....I hadnt gone to the lecture either so....
Public speaking,the teacher was damm nice and easy to talk to.Are all Americans or British people these fun to talk to?And for once...my god,I got into a conversation with a girl,well alot of them actually.Now I can confirm I am not freaking gay lol.And I sort of am interested in one ^^
Its another year with the same class....which...well I dont really like my class quite frankly.Save for a few people,the rest i would leave them in a burning building if i had a choice.
Since friday is a public holiday,I was suppose to find and attend a makeup class.So far I decided to skip the pub speaking one and attend the french one cause I couldnt find the timetable for that subject.
wow i am getting worse this term ^^;;....
Oh and I have to include this question
Eh Syam,what was the date you got injured?I want buy 4D.Confirm kena.
lately I been reading
Akumetsu
This is how superheros should act instead of think they can make a difference by saving one person at a time.
Yankee-kun to Megane-chan
Her logic is...simply incredible
Ocha something
Learning about tea ceremony is pretty cool
Deadman Wonderland
Something like black lagoon only friendships are more treasured
Deadman was reccomended by Cherily which turned out to be good considering her other reccomendations were....
Yankee-kun was reccomended by some forum member
Akumetsu and Ocha I found myself.
I have watched both Akagi and Kaiji.Akagi is an imba genius while Kaiji is well just plain unlucky.
Akagi could get away with his death match while Kaiji lost his fingers and an ear.The difference was simply Akagi did not panic,did not even entertain that thought while Kaiji panicked when his trick backfired.
GADS cant remember what the letters stand for is so far the easiest sub.
DSAG is the most heaviest sub
GRDV is 1/3 of the nightmare that was OOGP
IN3D is the most fun subject but kinda technical too
French had a bad start to it...
Public Speaking is the second most fun.
I had a bad start to French as I came late...and the teacher proceeded to grill me with questions in French..- -;;which was evil.....I hadnt gone to the lecture either so....
Public speaking,the teacher was damm nice and easy to talk to.Are all Americans or British people these fun to talk to?And for once...my god,I got into a conversation with a girl,well alot of them actually.Now I can confirm I am not freaking gay lol.And I sort of am interested in one ^^
Its another year with the same class....which...well I dont really like my class quite frankly.Save for a few people,the rest i would leave them in a burning building if i had a choice.
Since friday is a public holiday,I was suppose to find and attend a makeup class.So far I decided to skip the pub speaking one and attend the french one cause I couldnt find the timetable for that subject.
wow i am getting worse this term ^^;;....
Oh and I have to include this question
Eh Syam,what was the date you got injured?I want buy 4D.Confirm kena.
lately I been reading
Akumetsu
This is how superheros should act instead of think they can make a difference by saving one person at a time.
Yankee-kun to Megane-chan
Her logic is...simply incredible
Ocha something
Learning about tea ceremony is pretty cool
Deadman Wonderland
Something like black lagoon only friendships are more treasured
Deadman was reccomended by Cherily which turned out to be good considering her other reccomendations were....
Yankee-kun was reccomended by some forum member
Akumetsu and Ocha I found myself.
I have watched both Akagi and Kaiji.Akagi is an imba genius while Kaiji is well just plain unlucky.
Akagi could get away with his death match while Kaiji lost his fingers and an ear.The difference was simply Akagi did not panic,did not even entertain that thought while Kaiji panicked when his trick backfired.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
A new dawn
Tomorrow I will finally go back to school.Not that excited but not that dreading it either.
The junior briefing was i dont know,the usual psycho to get you work better to be top 10 or on the director's list,which isnt that motivating to me.There was however new developments like the stipulation where I can skip exam provided I pass the coursework.
The university talk however did get me thinking.It is highly unlikely I would go on to get a degree as....I am not rich to pursue studies abroad provided my current gpa is 2.32 and to apply for local university is atleast a 3.5.....which is impossible.
The same talk too,will lift up your spirits and make you believe that you can do anything,like become the next Kevin Mcnick or take on Erza the titania.
My timetable is....evil.It has long breaks before lectures,so in a way,its tempting you not to go for it.
My CDSes this time were random....I got Public Speaking and French.I will be honest,I choose Japanese as a lower choice primarily because I have lost the reason to learn it....in a way.And of course my friends start to bullshit about french..- -;;Thats why I sought chibi zero's help which proved invaluble.
Thank you Chibi-ed one,you are wise as you are short XD.
I do plan to do better this term and I am starting to work out alittle bit to improve my health.
When Loki is sick,he is sick like terrible sick.So I want to be less pathetic ^^;;
The junior briefing was i dont know,the usual psycho to get you work better to be top 10 or on the director's list,which isnt that motivating to me.There was however new developments like the stipulation where I can skip exam provided I pass the coursework.
The university talk however did get me thinking.It is highly unlikely I would go on to get a degree as....I am not rich to pursue studies abroad provided my current gpa is 2.32 and to apply for local university is atleast a 3.5.....which is impossible.
The same talk too,will lift up your spirits and make you believe that you can do anything,like become the next Kevin Mcnick or take on Erza the titania.
My timetable is....evil.It has long breaks before lectures,so in a way,its tempting you not to go for it.
My CDSes this time were random....I got Public Speaking and French.I will be honest,I choose Japanese as a lower choice primarily because I have lost the reason to learn it....in a way.And of course my friends start to bullshit about french..- -;;Thats why I sought chibi zero's help which proved invaluble.
Thank you Chibi-ed one,you are wise as you are short XD.
I do plan to do better this term and I am starting to work out alittle bit to improve my health.
When Loki is sick,he is sick like terrible sick.So I want to be less pathetic ^^;;
Saturday, April 11, 2009
The last week
I havnt updated in a while cause,since i am at home 90% of the time,there isnt much stories to tell ^^.So i have gathered my thoughts and stories so far.Ah yeah I am sick too.
Lets start with the class chalet,which in my opinion......one of those ideas that seems really nice on paper,but when you actually do it,its like watching a monkey do the square dance.I mean really,in the message they gave you the time to either go there at 10am or 1pm.So one would think those who went there at 10am would have sent up the stuff or start cooking or something.So i went at 1pm,which is actually 3pm because the chalet wasnt open or something.
- -;;
And I had to make the journey into the deep parts of pasir ris which was surrounded by rich bungalows.Only to discover there was a shuttle bus service.And then it rained.And then I had to pay $15 for food which I dare say I could cook better and they havnt even set up a damm thing.
It was bloody boring too.Luckily Zul was there and it alleviated the boredom for a bit.So I and Zul split after an hour or so there.This incident sparked off 2 seperate incidences.
One of the incident is that Zul was suppose to bring his vista recovery disc cause my sis com had crashed.But he forgot.Okay fair enough,I go to his house then.But little did I know,its one of the most time consuming journeys i took on a bus which I could have avoided...^^;;.He lived in Chua Choo Kang,so I took the bus there,after warnings not to take the bus there....and yeah the warnings were not unfounded.It was a 2hr bus trip.The bloody bus keep going around bukit timah.So i managed to finally arrive at his house and stayed abit to transfer stuff.Then I had to go to Haig road cause that's where my sister is living.Oh and I did all of this while wearing my boots cause my cat shoes were sort of damaged.I managed to fix the problem and went home at about 11.30pm.
Another incident is more of a thought rather than an occurance.During the chalet,Rosanne and John were talking about their recent trip to Japan.Of course they would talk about what they encountered and what not.To me though,I would go to japan only for 3 things.That is
1)go to a Yuna Ito or Anna Tsuchiya Concert
2)See sakura flowers
3)See an Iaido tournament or demonstration
Thats it.No trip to akihabara or what ever it is that most people want.Almost everyone who have watched anime would want to go to japan for some unknown reason and they would do what tourist do.Rosanne and John fit in both categories.I agree with what Anthony Bourdain has said.
"Be a traveller,not a tourist"
Another reason is that I already have established because they are one of the most stressful cities to live in,they have also cultivated some of the most disgusting criminals known to man.
Why I say this?read about the schoolgirl encased in cement(type in wiki) case which is about the sickest thing one could do to another,and they are all minors,which the justice system only gave them only 8 years of prison.For gazette fans,their song Taion was a tribute to the girl who had suffered.
As evil as I think I may be,I wouldnt kill even if my survival was at stake.
Faithy had mentioned on my tagboard that we all changed,just look at the years before posts.She's right.My style and thinking process had drastically changed.Its alot more random,matured,and more of my thoughts are able to be worded in a way.I guess this comes with age huh.It slowly shows how I deviated from the mainsteam animes to cult or animes that actually has some moral,issue or social/psychological effects.
Recently I have been readin Bakuman,which I swear is trying to tell me to draw a manga....its like a sign from the dude up there to do something.But its not as if I can draw....or I know a person who can draw much less he/she is willing to pour all the hours and energy into it.I am willing,just that its hard to find a partner thats as passionate as you.
Oh and on the same topic,Bakuman also shows more about the manga making process etc.I didnt know that it was that strainous ^^;;.
I have also been watching Akagi.Its basically an anime about Mahjong.Its pretty good but its quite hard to follow if you havnt been able to play mah jong before.I would love to play but I no no one to teach me how to.Its the first anime also that has no girls at all,which is pretty good considering it was considered a success.
My baking skills are okay to say the least as only my marble cake,which my aunts have tasted,they say its good enough to sell lol.So far my other attempts to make other cakes are well not that successful.Most of the case is either it doesnt rise up or it does rise up,but it falls flat and it doesnt look very appetizing...- -;;
My aunt still doesnt believe I still dont have a girlfriend.Probably cause her son has one and she considers him useless.
Lets start with the class chalet,which in my opinion......one of those ideas that seems really nice on paper,but when you actually do it,its like watching a monkey do the square dance.I mean really,in the message they gave you the time to either go there at 10am or 1pm.So one would think those who went there at 10am would have sent up the stuff or start cooking or something.So i went at 1pm,which is actually 3pm because the chalet wasnt open or something.
- -;;
And I had to make the journey into the deep parts of pasir ris which was surrounded by rich bungalows.Only to discover there was a shuttle bus service.And then it rained.And then I had to pay $15 for food which I dare say I could cook better and they havnt even set up a damm thing.
It was bloody boring too.Luckily Zul was there and it alleviated the boredom for a bit.So I and Zul split after an hour or so there.This incident sparked off 2 seperate incidences.
One of the incident is that Zul was suppose to bring his vista recovery disc cause my sis com had crashed.But he forgot.Okay fair enough,I go to his house then.But little did I know,its one of the most time consuming journeys i took on a bus which I could have avoided...^^;;.He lived in Chua Choo Kang,so I took the bus there,after warnings not to take the bus there....and yeah the warnings were not unfounded.It was a 2hr bus trip.The bloody bus keep going around bukit timah.So i managed to finally arrive at his house and stayed abit to transfer stuff.Then I had to go to Haig road cause that's where my sister is living.Oh and I did all of this while wearing my boots cause my cat shoes were sort of damaged.I managed to fix the problem and went home at about 11.30pm.
Another incident is more of a thought rather than an occurance.During the chalet,Rosanne and John were talking about their recent trip to Japan.Of course they would talk about what they encountered and what not.To me though,I would go to japan only for 3 things.That is
1)go to a Yuna Ito or Anna Tsuchiya Concert
2)See sakura flowers
3)See an Iaido tournament or demonstration
Thats it.No trip to akihabara or what ever it is that most people want.Almost everyone who have watched anime would want to go to japan for some unknown reason and they would do what tourist do.Rosanne and John fit in both categories.I agree with what Anthony Bourdain has said.
"Be a traveller,not a tourist"
Another reason is that I already have established because they are one of the most stressful cities to live in,they have also cultivated some of the most disgusting criminals known to man.
Why I say this?read about the schoolgirl encased in cement(type in wiki) case which is about the sickest thing one could do to another,and they are all minors,which the justice system only gave them only 8 years of prison.For gazette fans,their song Taion was a tribute to the girl who had suffered.
As evil as I think I may be,I wouldnt kill even if my survival was at stake.
Faithy had mentioned on my tagboard that we all changed,just look at the years before posts.She's right.My style and thinking process had drastically changed.Its alot more random,matured,and more of my thoughts are able to be worded in a way.I guess this comes with age huh.It slowly shows how I deviated from the mainsteam animes to cult or animes that actually has some moral,issue or social/psychological effects.
Recently I have been readin Bakuman,which I swear is trying to tell me to draw a manga....its like a sign from the dude up there to do something.But its not as if I can draw....or I know a person who can draw much less he/she is willing to pour all the hours and energy into it.I am willing,just that its hard to find a partner thats as passionate as you.
Oh and on the same topic,Bakuman also shows more about the manga making process etc.I didnt know that it was that strainous ^^;;.
I have also been watching Akagi.Its basically an anime about Mahjong.Its pretty good but its quite hard to follow if you havnt been able to play mah jong before.I would love to play but I no no one to teach me how to.Its the first anime also that has no girls at all,which is pretty good considering it was considered a success.
My baking skills are okay to say the least as only my marble cake,which my aunts have tasted,they say its good enough to sell lol.So far my other attempts to make other cakes are well not that successful.Most of the case is either it doesnt rise up or it does rise up,but it falls flat and it doesnt look very appetizing...- -;;
My aunt still doesnt believe I still dont have a girlfriend.Probably cause her son has one and she considers him useless.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Dance with the devil
I walked through the valley of the shadow of death
and danced with the devil with no regrets
Oh
Just gimme a sign~
let the world fall apart
Just gimme a sign~
taken from kevin rudolph's song
I think this picture pretty much sums up how close and how much luck i have left,if you can see lol.
I escaped taking the sub paper for GMAPS...BARELY.
And now empty-ness
I got no ideas on how to repair my story,cause well its alittle disjointed right now and cant think of a way to tie it back together.Its hugely cause what I thought was awesome back then,didnt really give me the awesomeness later on.So much so I had to change a character's weapons cause his original weapons were too weak.Oh but recently I thought of something awesome.Its called the Hood Of Defiance.It helps the user hold or pass to the user his/her weapons with arms and it comes with a cool emo-ish hoodie.I cant draw it out though.......
I guess I will release the new version by June when people are actually free enough to read it...........................
In any case my sister and her nephew are taking refugee at my house(okay my parent's house) cause she cant stand her mother in law and now is thinking of going back soon.Its been bout 5 days i think.My nephew is pretty smart for a 5 month year old.Although he has a nasty habit of trying to bite everything.Lucky for us,his teeth havnt grown yet,so its just a wet and warm feeling of tongue on skin with his gums clamped on you lol.His name is Aqil i think sp?
Recently I got in touch with Farid.Apparently Syed,according to him has quit his course as he couldnt take it anymore.He's the last person I would have thought of who would quit.Cause he was so sure of himself and was the smartest dude back in my ITE class.I guess I would too,as the older you are,the thoughts of cutting your loses and just going straight to the work world to earn a decent living is always at the back of your mind.
Try finding kevin rudolph's other songs like great escape or welcome to the world as its pretty nice.His most known song is Let it rock which in my opinion shouldnt have lil wayne in it cause he just spoiled the song.....
Crunchyroll now is pay per view for membership?WTH.....It used to be cool...but now I must find a new source to view anime online.Someone suggest something and a few titles to watch.I will try to restrain myself from shooting down what you suggest with extreme prejudice
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Burn boredom
Strangely enough,I was so bored,I actually read what faithy wrote on her blog(usually i just skip past the threatening parts lol).Since she in on the subject on the origins of her sisters etc,lets do mine ^^
In the past i did have a few of this kinds of sisters but in the end,i ended up on the ignore list cause well its only interesting in the beginning and then later it gets boring lol.My mentor,FA even when to the extend of changing his msn and his forum user name.He was at one time,at least i thought was a great friend.I guess those who are left from the SGF era is faithy and zero.I even witness the evolution of Faithy and I am scared lol.Zero-ey,well i think she should be atleast alot taller now.Dark alpha has gotten alot creepier......he apparently been playing too much eroge games.
Oh have I told the story of how I came about using Loki as my nickname?
I came across it reading Matantei Loki Ragnarok.I decided to use it cause I can indentify with the main character.No one knows who you are and you are all alone.Then over the years I decided to stick with it.Only one girl ever called me Loki in public,which was oddly my cousin's girlfriend.She yelled"LOKI!"I and my little sister was like wtf and waved hi.
I am thinking of changing my msn,but its troublesome to re-add people.I want my list to be less cluttered.Maybe revert to my early days M.O. Mr deja Vu lol.Sounds alot more mature and cool.
Okay back to the Boredom of Loki Loki(had no idea what to replace suzumiya)
I am now pretty stressed.The results would be released this thursday.I cant help but to feel that I failed........Roy who may be in the same boat as me also not answering me on msn.I want to sort of talk this out but dun want to talk this to a guy....but the girls in my list are either
1)Crazy
2) Unavailable
3)Cant be bothered
4)will just go oh okay and then ignore.
Yeah sadness is Loki.
If Toh Da Jun calls me,I am going to say."Is your refrigerator running?"lol.
Well atleast life going great for syam,save the least the training of being a CD is tough.He may just become the next Solid Snake.
Due to boredom again,I somehow watched Leah Dizon's music videos.With video,her songs is pretty cute and energetic.Without it,its sort of lost and like there's no identity.I guess she is still finding her own niche,that is her debut album after all.
I watched finish the first season of Eureka.It is great.Has elements of sci-fi,humour and the special effects atleast arent cheap.Who want this can call me and I give it to you somehow.I finished watching reaper but for some reason the torrents on the net is 1-10 for season 1 when its actually 1-17.So i am missing 7 episodes......
Black Lagoon,the current plot is alittle too drawn out for my liking.I have no idea why hotel moscow is now involved and the americans seem too reminisce about ideals alot.Well atleast fabiola is still alive.^^and that kid seriously.Needs.To.Die.
In the past i did have a few of this kinds of sisters but in the end,i ended up on the ignore list cause well its only interesting in the beginning and then later it gets boring lol.My mentor,FA even when to the extend of changing his msn and his forum user name.He was at one time,at least i thought was a great friend.I guess those who are left from the SGF era is faithy and zero.I even witness the evolution of Faithy and I am scared lol.Zero-ey,well i think she should be atleast alot taller now.Dark alpha has gotten alot creepier......he apparently been playing too much eroge games.
Oh have I told the story of how I came about using Loki as my nickname?
I came across it reading Matantei Loki Ragnarok.I decided to use it cause I can indentify with the main character.No one knows who you are and you are all alone.Then over the years I decided to stick with it.Only one girl ever called me Loki in public,which was oddly my cousin's girlfriend.She yelled"LOKI!"I and my little sister was like wtf and waved hi.
I am thinking of changing my msn,but its troublesome to re-add people.I want my list to be less cluttered.Maybe revert to my early days M.O. Mr deja Vu lol.Sounds alot more mature and cool.
Okay back to the Boredom of Loki Loki(had no idea what to replace suzumiya)
I am now pretty stressed.The results would be released this thursday.I cant help but to feel that I failed........Roy who may be in the same boat as me also not answering me on msn.I want to sort of talk this out but dun want to talk this to a guy....but the girls in my list are either
1)Crazy
2) Unavailable
3)Cant be bothered
4)will just go oh okay and then ignore.
Yeah sadness is Loki.
If Toh Da Jun calls me,I am going to say."Is your refrigerator running?"lol.
Well atleast life going great for syam,save the least the training of being a CD is tough.He may just become the next Solid Snake.
Due to boredom again,I somehow watched Leah Dizon's music videos.With video,her songs is pretty cute and energetic.Without it,its sort of lost and like there's no identity.I guess she is still finding her own niche,that is her debut album after all.
I watched finish the first season of Eureka.It is great.Has elements of sci-fi,humour and the special effects atleast arent cheap.Who want this can call me and I give it to you somehow.I finished watching reaper but for some reason the torrents on the net is 1-10 for season 1 when its actually 1-17.So i am missing 7 episodes......
Black Lagoon,the current plot is alittle too drawn out for my liking.I have no idea why hotel moscow is now involved and the americans seem too reminisce about ideals alot.Well atleast fabiola is still alive.^^and that kid seriously.Needs.To.Die.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
alittle history note
Before i start my usual mad rantings of the past few weeks,lets start with how this blog began.
This is not my first blog,rather my second one.I made one during my sec 3~4 years as sort of a journal for my english teacher.From there i guess i found myself writing was quite interesting.My first blog named was http://www.lokimasteroftricks.blogspot.com.Dont bother looking it up,its gone lol.I deleted it.The reason why i abandoned that site cause it was too filled with hate and emo stuff.I guess when you are at that age,this sort of phase kicks in.I repicked it up and my this blog during the long O level result period holiday.And here it is,3 years later,still alive.I thank you for being my audience.^^
Soon my ex-classmates would be graduating and enter either work or NS.I am sort of.....feel left behind in the race of life.They may say"Its okay"and stuff,but its not okay.I feel incompetent and other things which i cant exactly describe.Thats why I try to avoid them if possible.
Okay my CMSY exam was a synch so no problems there.The only thing that is worrying me is GMAPS.Roy calculated and told me I atleast need a 44% out of 100 if I got a B for my assignment or 55% out of 100 if I got a C.I am not sure about my assignment and I am pretty sure my exam paper i get less than 44%....The only saving grace is the sup paper which is both math and physics.I dont think I can even pass that.I been dreading phone calls and the sup paper revision is on the 13th.So it means soon,i hope someone wont call me about the sup paper....Worse come to worst, I have to retake the subject...which is not good at all....So yeah I am stressed in a way.
Oh yeah,I met the most paranoid people and its apparently contagious.I went to my local supermarket to buy cheese and a few bottles of pepsi.I reached the counter and saw detergent powder on the counter.Seeing it was just alittle around the area where you place your stuff,I just put my cheese on the area where there is no detergent powder.
Then I got the shock of my life.The philipino woman infront of me shouted"BOY DONT PUT THERE,ITS POISON YOU KNOW!".Then the cashier also joined in so after recovering from my shock,I retracted my cheese and tried to carry two bottles of pepsi at the same time.She even when to the extend of holding her 6 pack of lemon tea over the counter while the cashier scan the thing....- -;;
Later it was my turn to pay.The cashier asked me if i wanted to change for a new one.I said it was okay and she proceeded to wipe my packet of cheese with a dirty wet rag like she was polishing a shoe for the next 2 minutes.I just stood there,stunned lol.I went home and told my mother this and she said they are all crazy.If I have food poisoning,I bet its the rag....- -;;
I finally bought Dawn Of War II and its amazing.I liked the single player campaign which I am almost done...in 3 days.Playing the multiplayer though,feels sort of empty.Its what people describe as the proverbial game of cat and mouse.I bought it cause out of the respect I have for relic,the people who developed the game.
Yuna ito's new song"Trust you"is pretty epic.Somehow its used in the ending of gundam 00 and the most stupid comment has surfaced.
"The long version is different from the short version 0_0"
Dude,people make the long version first then the short version to fit the time space allocated.
And oh yeah,give Kevin Rudolph a try.His songs are pretty nice.And yeah thanx for telling me I dun appreciate music....- -;;
This is not my first blog,rather my second one.I made one during my sec 3~4 years as sort of a journal for my english teacher.From there i guess i found myself writing was quite interesting.My first blog named was http://www.lokimasteroftricks.blogspot.com.Dont bother looking it up,its gone lol.I deleted it.The reason why i abandoned that site cause it was too filled with hate and emo stuff.I guess when you are at that age,this sort of phase kicks in.I repicked it up and my this blog during the long O level result period holiday.And here it is,3 years later,still alive.I thank you for being my audience.^^
Soon my ex-classmates would be graduating and enter either work or NS.I am sort of.....feel left behind in the race of life.They may say"Its okay"and stuff,but its not okay.I feel incompetent and other things which i cant exactly describe.Thats why I try to avoid them if possible.
Okay my CMSY exam was a synch so no problems there.The only thing that is worrying me is GMAPS.Roy calculated and told me I atleast need a 44% out of 100 if I got a B for my assignment or 55% out of 100 if I got a C.I am not sure about my assignment and I am pretty sure my exam paper i get less than 44%....The only saving grace is the sup paper which is both math and physics.I dont think I can even pass that.I been dreading phone calls and the sup paper revision is on the 13th.So it means soon,i hope someone wont call me about the sup paper....Worse come to worst, I have to retake the subject...which is not good at all....So yeah I am stressed in a way.
Oh yeah,I met the most paranoid people and its apparently contagious.I went to my local supermarket to buy cheese and a few bottles of pepsi.I reached the counter and saw detergent powder on the counter.Seeing it was just alittle around the area where you place your stuff,I just put my cheese on the area where there is no detergent powder.
Then I got the shock of my life.The philipino woman infront of me shouted"BOY DONT PUT THERE,ITS POISON YOU KNOW!".Then the cashier also joined in so after recovering from my shock,I retracted my cheese and tried to carry two bottles of pepsi at the same time.She even when to the extend of holding her 6 pack of lemon tea over the counter while the cashier scan the thing....- -;;
Later it was my turn to pay.The cashier asked me if i wanted to change for a new one.I said it was okay and she proceeded to wipe my packet of cheese with a dirty wet rag like she was polishing a shoe for the next 2 minutes.I just stood there,stunned lol.I went home and told my mother this and she said they are all crazy.If I have food poisoning,I bet its the rag....- -;;
I finally bought Dawn Of War II and its amazing.I liked the single player campaign which I am almost done...in 3 days.Playing the multiplayer though,feels sort of empty.Its what people describe as the proverbial game of cat and mouse.I bought it cause out of the respect I have for relic,the people who developed the game.
Yuna ito's new song"Trust you"is pretty epic.Somehow its used in the ending of gundam 00 and the most stupid comment has surfaced.
"The long version is different from the short version 0_0"
Dude,people make the long version first then the short version to fit the time space allocated.
And oh yeah,give Kevin Rudolph a try.His songs are pretty nice.And yeah thanx for telling me I dun appreciate music....- -;;
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Say I dun want to be in love
Unlimited Loki Arts
Random,socialess,inquisitive,evil,fool
Those are some masks I don
For no reason or for any reason
What matters is what I gain
No one has been able
To navigate the labyrinth
So deep
So many dead ends.
That is Loki
My heart was murdered
My feelings erased
Friends for now are tools of life
Nothing more,Nothing less
Mercenary,but that has always been the way
Is this the fate of the one
No one remembers his acts
No one remembers his birthday
No one remembers to ask him out
Is this the fate of the one
Err that's random stuff I just thought off. Its sort of the same with most people with the feeling why no one has understood you or etc. I'm not a very good poet or have good English for that matter.
And for some reason I can sing it out....0_o....
And apparently sometime ago,they celebrated suhendi's birthday which was cool to me.But the fact that Izzati had to bring it up and say she forgot to ask me if I was coming really stung.It was better if she never told me - -;;.It sorts of reminds me of how i was in the group.I was an outsider looking into the box everyone was in.Although she did give a weird vibe.I dont know if thats just the way she is talking online or something.I dont find myself an enjoyable person to talk to.Too many philoshipcal random thoughts in my mind.
Monday would be the last exam for semester 1.CMSY.Looks like I got to burn the midnight oil again.
I am abit concerned with my situation.My GMAPS paper is currently something like russian roullette. I could answer the first question and maybe the last question. 2 and 3 were alittle......wild card. I hav a feeling i may fail that paper, so a sub is maybe in question. Now that brings me to the question, is doing a sub paper enough to make me pass the whole subject?or did my assignment do enough?. Currently I think its I have to do the sub,I just hope a pass would pass the whole subject. I think its that cause I failed my term test which was 30% and my assignment wasnt that stellar. Roro thinks otherwise but I really dont know. I really did study, just that I forgot some stuff during the paper.
I am currently working on how to draw in photoshop.With any luck,you would get to see atleast a face of a character from LEgaCY(Yes I havnt forgotten my writing).I realise that you cant write something after seeing something awesome cause it would seem really cool at that time,but later on it would suck and leave plot holes.I did earlier want to make a small trailer with flash but i figured i get around this drawing thing first.So far drawing eye is a pain due to I having a sucky mouse pad....- -;;
It also sucks that faithy,zero-ey and A7X-ey are busy with being sec 4 and all. I would be really honest with you,if you have faithfully done practices for the past 8 months,O level is nothing,dun even need to study.
I got no one to read my stories and be a grammar nazi(Looking at you A7x-ey).
I was thinking of penning down my family history.I can safely assure you,if you thought that nonya show was awesome,You aint see nothing yet.Its as epic and its as long as the days of our lives drama(Its not on channel 5 anymore).
On the subject of sucky mouse pad,I recently went to vivocity's challenger to find a mouse pad,but I could not find one...0_o....no one use mousepads anymore?are they extinct?
On another note,my sis came over with her child earlier.She came cause she wanted to escape her mother in law.Seems the women in my family have the same probs no matter what generation lol.Its really interesting to see how a child gets aware and learns.His name is Aqil(spelling i think) and is only bout 3-4 months.He's pretty active and could be the next Danish.Danish is the smartest 2 year old i know.Seriously he could practically talk to you and he can pick up words fast...which is a bad thing ^^;;.I havnt seen him in a while cause each time i come over,he's either somewhere else or sleeping.
On a sadder note,my aunt's shop has been having bad business.From my view,its because it's location is its prime problem.Its virtually unseen,low human traffic,high rent,the fact that a seafood stall is at end where most people are walking pass(sort of a deterent) and its plagued with probs .These probs which i dont know true or not.Apparently the previous prata man used a black supernatural thingy to make his business better.After my aunt took over,this prata man worked with her for awhile before upping and leave.After he left,it seems like the business left with him.So my aunt consulted my father's friend to do a good supernatural thingy to boost business but has no luck.Dont ask me about the supernatural part,I dont full understand either.
Now there's a shop at hougang and they all plan to go there instead.Which is bad for me and my mother cause its damm....bloody.....far.
My friend told me"You arent an anime fan"
I just replied "I am the anti anime fan anime fan"LOL
I hate all things moe....period
Recently have been finding songs by Abingtion Boys school(I finally got around to them cause of the sweetest coma was awesome),Gazette(I didnt know they were awesome,but some songs were a miss to me,they shouldnt rap) and now finding base ball bears(They have the electrico sound but they sound better)and angelo(used to be Pierrot,which i only know 1 song from them).Currently looking into LM.C but the only song i liked so far is juliet.
Random,socialess,inquisitive,evil,fool
Those are some masks I don
For no reason or for any reason
What matters is what I gain
No one has been able
To navigate the labyrinth
So deep
So many dead ends.
That is Loki
My heart was murdered
My feelings erased
Friends for now are tools of life
Nothing more,Nothing less
Mercenary,but that has always been the way
Is this the fate of the one
No one remembers his acts
No one remembers his birthday
No one remembers to ask him out
Is this the fate of the one
Err that's random stuff I just thought off. Its sort of the same with most people with the feeling why no one has understood you or etc. I'm not a very good poet or have good English for that matter.
And for some reason I can sing it out....0_o....
And apparently sometime ago,they celebrated suhendi's birthday which was cool to me.But the fact that Izzati had to bring it up and say she forgot to ask me if I was coming really stung.It was better if she never told me - -;;.It sorts of reminds me of how i was in the group.I was an outsider looking into the box everyone was in.Although she did give a weird vibe.I dont know if thats just the way she is talking online or something.I dont find myself an enjoyable person to talk to.Too many philoshipcal random thoughts in my mind.
Monday would be the last exam for semester 1.CMSY.Looks like I got to burn the midnight oil again.
I am abit concerned with my situation.My GMAPS paper is currently something like russian roullette. I could answer the first question and maybe the last question. 2 and 3 were alittle......wild card. I hav a feeling i may fail that paper, so a sub is maybe in question. Now that brings me to the question, is doing a sub paper enough to make me pass the whole subject?or did my assignment do enough?. Currently I think its I have to do the sub,I just hope a pass would pass the whole subject. I think its that cause I failed my term test which was 30% and my assignment wasnt that stellar. Roro thinks otherwise but I really dont know. I really did study, just that I forgot some stuff during the paper.
I am currently working on how to draw in photoshop.With any luck,you would get to see atleast a face of a character from LEgaCY(Yes I havnt forgotten my writing).I realise that you cant write something after seeing something awesome cause it would seem really cool at that time,but later on it would suck and leave plot holes.I did earlier want to make a small trailer with flash but i figured i get around this drawing thing first.So far drawing eye is a pain due to I having a sucky mouse pad....- -;;
It also sucks that faithy,zero-ey and A7X-ey are busy with being sec 4 and all. I would be really honest with you,if you have faithfully done practices for the past 8 months,O level is nothing,dun even need to study.
I got no one to read my stories and be a grammar nazi(Looking at you A7x-ey).
I was thinking of penning down my family history.I can safely assure you,if you thought that nonya show was awesome,You aint see nothing yet.Its as epic and its as long as the days of our lives drama(Its not on channel 5 anymore).
On the subject of sucky mouse pad,I recently went to vivocity's challenger to find a mouse pad,but I could not find one...0_o....no one use mousepads anymore?are they extinct?
On another note,my sis came over with her child earlier.She came cause she wanted to escape her mother in law.Seems the women in my family have the same probs no matter what generation lol.Its really interesting to see how a child gets aware and learns.His name is Aqil(spelling i think) and is only bout 3-4 months.He's pretty active and could be the next Danish.Danish is the smartest 2 year old i know.Seriously he could practically talk to you and he can pick up words fast...which is a bad thing ^^;;.I havnt seen him in a while cause each time i come over,he's either somewhere else or sleeping.
On a sadder note,my aunt's shop has been having bad business.From my view,its because it's location is its prime problem.Its virtually unseen,low human traffic,high rent,the fact that a seafood stall is at end where most people are walking pass(sort of a deterent) and its plagued with probs .These probs which i dont know true or not.Apparently the previous prata man used a black supernatural thingy to make his business better.After my aunt took over,this prata man worked with her for awhile before upping and leave.After he left,it seems like the business left with him.So my aunt consulted my father's friend to do a good supernatural thingy to boost business but has no luck.Dont ask me about the supernatural part,I dont full understand either.
Now there's a shop at hougang and they all plan to go there instead.Which is bad for me and my mother cause its damm....bloody.....far.
My friend told me"You arent an anime fan"
I just replied "I am the anti anime fan anime fan"LOL
I hate all things moe....period
Recently have been finding songs by Abingtion Boys school(I finally got around to them cause of the sweetest coma was awesome),Gazette(I didnt know they were awesome,but some songs were a miss to me,they shouldnt rap) and now finding base ball bears(They have the electrico sound but they sound better)and angelo(used to be Pierrot,which i only know 1 song from them).Currently looking into LM.C but the only song i liked so far is juliet.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
The GodSent
Its been close to a month since i last blogged.Been busy with assignments and been on a holiday during the chinese new year.
Just got news that i failed my OOGP lab test.The good thing is my assignment 1,whats left of my lab test and the term test marks provided salvation provided i atleast get a D for my assignment 2.So teacher denied me of a last ditch effort to save me and instead ask me to focus on the assignment.
IDES,i think i should manage to pass as although i screwed up the color scheme,it atleast looks good.
The wildcard here is GMAPS.I and my partner have no clue on how to go about doing it and its due this friday,along with the intensive assignment 2 OOGP..- -;;
I am more or les finished with my digital story,am thinking of showing it to ms jenny before exporting it to a movie file.It seems kinda funny to me and i sound like a china man lol(No offence).
I realise that I am pretty weak in coding as I rely on friends and references to code.Thats why during the holidays,i plan to seek out the dummies guide to C++ coding to atleast lessen my suffering if I make it to year 2.It has been hell and so far I always managed to scrape through.I atleast want to improve me already pathetic GPA....i predict it would drop to a solid 2 or even worse.
Currently about 25% done with OOGP and I got a presentation tomorrow.To give myself a recap,I so far managed to redo everything,got player,enemy,items,weapons to work and the state machine is about 1/3 done as some minor giltches as my items not showing and i dont know how to code the clear screen.Whats left is the attack system which I have an idea on how to do,just dunno how to implement.Hope tomorrow someone would guide me and help me along the way.
Its hell,but i believe if I make it through this and get a gaming job,I want to revive games that dont need to be graphically beautiful and are story rich.Like the Legacy of kain series or threads of fate.Playing it again btw.The music is enough to bring me back memories.Just that cause I already know what happen,its spoiling it for me.
Sigh....i wish I was alot stronger cause I am tired most of the time....
Just got news that i failed my OOGP lab test.The good thing is my assignment 1,whats left of my lab test and the term test marks provided salvation provided i atleast get a D for my assignment 2.So teacher denied me of a last ditch effort to save me and instead ask me to focus on the assignment.
IDES,i think i should manage to pass as although i screwed up the color scheme,it atleast looks good.
The wildcard here is GMAPS.I and my partner have no clue on how to go about doing it and its due this friday,along with the intensive assignment 2 OOGP..- -;;
I am more or les finished with my digital story,am thinking of showing it to ms jenny before exporting it to a movie file.It seems kinda funny to me and i sound like a china man lol(No offence).
I realise that I am pretty weak in coding as I rely on friends and references to code.Thats why during the holidays,i plan to seek out the dummies guide to C++ coding to atleast lessen my suffering if I make it to year 2.It has been hell and so far I always managed to scrape through.I atleast want to improve me already pathetic GPA....i predict it would drop to a solid 2 or even worse.
Currently about 25% done with OOGP and I got a presentation tomorrow.To give myself a recap,I so far managed to redo everything,got player,enemy,items,weapons to work and the state machine is about 1/3 done as some minor giltches as my items not showing and i dont know how to code the clear screen.Whats left is the attack system which I have an idea on how to do,just dunno how to implement.Hope tomorrow someone would guide me and help me along the way.
Its hell,but i believe if I make it through this and get a gaming job,I want to revive games that dont need to be graphically beautiful and are story rich.Like the Legacy of kain series or threads of fate.Playing it again btw.The music is enough to bring me back memories.Just that cause I already know what happen,its spoiling it for me.
Sigh....i wish I was alot stronger cause I am tired most of the time....
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
burning a hole with ice
Good news,you remember the test that i thought i got 0?
Well i got 9 instead lol. It still constitutes a fail so...>_>.
I nearly passed my OOGP by 1.5 marks and results for CMSY will be known soon.
So far i guess i can code...mediocrely.The tutorial questions usually i am able to do the frame but i dont know how to go about coding the answer.....maybe its because although i know what it is,i dont know what to do with it.In any case the pass 2 weeks has been slack cause the dictator of "north korea" was away due to open house and this week for some unknown reason. Although slack,I do prefer Mr Ng's teaching as its quite relaxed and wont get railed at if you cant code.....
Suddenly Everyone in class is down with the Left 4 dead craze. Its funny cause i got the game like a month ago and even played it in class,but no one bothered.
I even had a weird dream where I am a survivor and lead my group to safety.I think in an event of a zombie apocalypse,Asia would die first cause we cant get firearms that easily.Atmost I would just stay in my house and tide it over.....but there also the chance of the country getting blown to oblivion.
The recent attacks of Israel on Palestine has really got me thinking.What could motivate a country to go as far as attack another country and not allowing a ceasefire for humanitarian aid.Whats more the more powerful member of the UN protection group,the US refuse to do anything.I just hope and pray it gets resolved fast.War is never good as all sides lose.
Syam has finally gone into the dreaded NS.Lets take a minute to pray for his safety and give condolances to him for the suffering he may encounter.
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Lol if i didnt go poly,I would have been in there earlier than Syam.Ah well I hope he has made lots of friends and having the time of his life.I havnt recieved any news of him so maybe he
MIA?
Recently watched the movie,Resident Evil Degeneration.Its the most true to the game series than the movie versions.But its somewhat illogical in somemeans and could use more personality.Its been what 3 years since the raccon city incident and people are still approaching dead looking people.....- -;;.Claire Redfield...oh man damm she's cool and her outfit is hot lol.
Leon looked like he could use a tan....and a does of happy lol.
I am forever hungry but if you give me a drink,it will kill me....what am i?
Well i got 9 instead lol. It still constitutes a fail so...>_>.
I nearly passed my OOGP by 1.5 marks and results for CMSY will be known soon.
So far i guess i can code...mediocrely.The tutorial questions usually i am able to do the frame but i dont know how to go about coding the answer.....maybe its because although i know what it is,i dont know what to do with it.In any case the pass 2 weeks has been slack cause the dictator of "north korea" was away due to open house and this week for some unknown reason. Although slack,I do prefer Mr Ng's teaching as its quite relaxed and wont get railed at if you cant code.....
Suddenly Everyone in class is down with the Left 4 dead craze. Its funny cause i got the game like a month ago and even played it in class,but no one bothered.
I even had a weird dream where I am a survivor and lead my group to safety.I think in an event of a zombie apocalypse,Asia would die first cause we cant get firearms that easily.Atmost I would just stay in my house and tide it over.....but there also the chance of the country getting blown to oblivion.
The recent attacks of Israel on Palestine has really got me thinking.What could motivate a country to go as far as attack another country and not allowing a ceasefire for humanitarian aid.Whats more the more powerful member of the UN protection group,the US refuse to do anything.I just hope and pray it gets resolved fast.War is never good as all sides lose.
Syam has finally gone into the dreaded NS.Lets take a minute to pray for his safety and give condolances to him for the suffering he may encounter.
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Lol if i didnt go poly,I would have been in there earlier than Syam.Ah well I hope he has made lots of friends and having the time of his life.I havnt recieved any news of him so maybe he
MIA?
Recently watched the movie,Resident Evil Degeneration.Its the most true to the game series than the movie versions.But its somewhat illogical in somemeans and could use more personality.Its been what 3 years since the raccon city incident and people are still approaching dead looking people.....- -;;.Claire Redfield...oh man damm she's cool and her outfit is hot lol.
Leon looked like he could use a tan....and a does of happy lol.
I am forever hungry but if you give me a drink,it will kill me....what am i?
Friday, January 2, 2009
This is new year
And so a new year rolls in
Havnt had a comment since last month,everyone must be busy....
Abit unsure about this year.Not really expecting anything or have a resolution.
Maybe finally getting my driver's license this year.But have to take baby steps again as I havnt drove for 6 months and I forgot some vital steps.
If I am not wrong,this is year 3 of the so called "in 5 years time,i would go see you" promise.Lol to those who know what I am talking about,you can call me crazy.To those who dont know,you can laugh at me.I remembered cause,I guess I didnt get any form of closure.
My little sister is secondary 1 now,so its even more of a headache for me.I am not exactly the best brother in the world and I guess I may be a candidate for the worse,but I am trying...alittle.
My laptop has been freezing....recently.So am alittle freaked out about this as I may have done unrepairable damage or something.I started to backtrack the problem by uninstalling recent games like Prince of Persia(Sadly) and Magna Carta(the translation patch i messed up).
On the bright side,Dawn of War II is coming out in febuary so I am alteast excited for that.
This post is short as well...Lazy
Havnt had a comment since last month,everyone must be busy....
Abit unsure about this year.Not really expecting anything or have a resolution.
Maybe finally getting my driver's license this year.But have to take baby steps again as I havnt drove for 6 months and I forgot some vital steps.
If I am not wrong,this is year 3 of the so called "in 5 years time,i would go see you" promise.Lol to those who know what I am talking about,you can call me crazy.To those who dont know,you can laugh at me.I remembered cause,I guess I didnt get any form of closure.
My little sister is secondary 1 now,so its even more of a headache for me.I am not exactly the best brother in the world and I guess I may be a candidate for the worse,but I am trying...alittle.
My laptop has been freezing....recently.So am alittle freaked out about this as I may have done unrepairable damage or something.I started to backtrack the problem by uninstalling recent games like Prince of Persia(Sadly) and Magna Carta(the translation patch i messed up).
On the bright side,Dawn of War II is coming out in febuary so I am alteast excited for that.
This post is short as well...Lazy
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