Say I dun want to be in love

Unlimited Loki Arts

Random,socialess,inquisitive,evil,fool
Those are some masks I don
For no reason or for any reason
What matters is what I gain

No one has been able
To navigate the labyrinth
So deep
So many dead ends.

That is Loki

My heart was murdered
My feelings erased
Friends for now are tools of life

Nothing more,Nothing less
Mercenary,but that has always been the way

Is this the fate of the one
No one remembers his acts
No one remembers his birthday
No one remembers to ask him out

Is this the fate of the one

Err that's random stuff I just thought off. Its sort of the same with most people with the feeling why no one has understood you or etc. I'm not a very good poet or have good English for that matter.
And for some reason I can sing it out....0_o....


And apparently sometime ago,they celebrated suhendi's birthday which was cool to me.But the fact that Izzati had to bring it up and say she forgot to ask me if I was coming really stung.It was better if she never told me - -;;.It sorts of reminds me of how i was in the group.I was an outsider looking into the box everyone was in.Although she did give a weird vibe.I dont know if thats just the way she is talking online or something.I dont find myself an enjoyable person to talk to.Too many philoshipcal random thoughts in my mind.



Monday would be the last exam for semester 1.CMSY.Looks like I got to burn the midnight oil again.


I am abit concerned with my situation.My GMAPS paper is currently something like russian roullette. I could answer the first question and maybe the last question. 2 and 3 were alittle......wild card. I hav a feeling i may fail that paper, so a sub is maybe in question. Now that brings me to the question, is doing a sub paper enough to make me pass the whole subject?or did my assignment do enough?. Currently I think its I have to do the sub,I just hope a pass would pass the whole subject. I think its that cause I failed my term test which was 30% and my assignment wasnt that stellar. Roro thinks otherwise but I really dont know. I really did study, just that I forgot some stuff during the paper.



I am currently working on how to draw in photoshop.With any luck,you would get to see atleast a face of a character from LEgaCY(Yes I havnt forgotten my writing).I realise that you cant write something after seeing something awesome cause it would seem really cool at that time,but later on it would suck and leave plot holes.I did earlier want to make a small trailer with flash but i figured i get around this drawing thing first.So far drawing eye is a pain due to I having a sucky mouse pad....- -;;

It also sucks that faithy,zero-ey and A7X-ey are busy with being sec 4 and all. I would be really honest with you,if you have faithfully done practices for the past 8 months,O level is nothing,dun even need to study.


I got no one to read my stories and be a grammar nazi(Looking at you A7x-ey).
I was thinking of penning down my family history.I can safely assure you,if you thought that nonya show was awesome,You aint see nothing yet.Its as epic and its as long as the days of our lives drama(Its not on channel 5 anymore).



On the subject of sucky mouse pad,I recently went to vivocity's challenger to find a mouse pad,but I could not find one...0_o....no one use mousepads anymore?are they extinct?



On another note,my sis came over with her child earlier.She came cause she wanted to escape her mother in law.Seems the women in my family have the same probs no matter what generation lol.Its really interesting to see how a child gets aware and learns.His name is Aqil(spelling i think) and is only bout 3-4 months.He's pretty active and could be the next Danish.Danish is the smartest 2 year old i know.Seriously he could practically talk to you and he can pick up words fast...which is a bad thing ^^;;.I havnt seen him in a while cause each time i come over,he's either somewhere else or sleeping.

On a sadder note,my aunt's shop has been having bad business.From my view,its because it's location is its prime problem.Its virtually unseen,low human traffic,high rent,the fact that a seafood stall is at end where most people are walking pass(sort of a deterent) and its plagued with probs .These probs which i dont know true or not.Apparently the previous prata man used a black supernatural thingy to make his business better.After my aunt took over,this prata man worked with her for awhile before upping and leave.After he left,it seems like the business left with him.So my aunt consulted my father's friend to do a good supernatural thingy to boost business but has no luck.Dont ask me about the supernatural part,I dont full understand either.



Now there's a shop at hougang and they all plan to go there instead.Which is bad for me and my mother cause its damm....bloody.....far.

My friend told me"You arent an anime fan"
I just replied "I am the anti anime fan anime fan"LOL
I hate all things moe....period

Recently have been finding songs by Abingtion Boys school(I finally got around to them cause of the sweetest coma was awesome),Gazette(I didnt know they were awesome,but some songs were a miss to me,they shouldnt rap) and now finding base ball bears(They have the electrico sound but they sound better)and angelo(used to be Pierrot,which i only know 1 song from them).Currently looking into LM.C but the only song i liked so far is juliet.