world of roses

finally manage to make my own somewhat wallpaper up there...lol i say Loki has lost his skills alittle bit..^^;;...wow no one tagged yet?...awww...- -;;

Anyways been really busy playing the Dawn of War:Dark Crusade... you dont know what game is that?EXERCUTE THAT HERETIC!
*grey knights comes charging*Haha kidding,its RTS and most gamers are too preoccupied with Dota-ing or maple-ing...dont get me wrong but its inexusable to not play Dow:DC and calling yourself a game fanatic.The Campaign mode was really hard hence the really long time....maybe its because i been using the Tau Empire too much."Nothing is better than the Greater Good"them motto

Today I went out with my family,and for the first time in i dont know 4 months,i put on my contacts again.My right one was fine but the left one...the vision seems alitte blurry.While no one commented me wearing them...kids keep staring at me lol....not normal to see guy with grey eyes...XD.Then again Loki is not normal.He is considered...well weird and aloof(what does this meanXD).Its a well known fact that anime here isnt widespread as it is anywhere(even malaysia has a more happening scene - -;;)..but I still like it the same,I prefer Anime music too...to me,has more meaning and has more like emotion in it than most of the songs out there.While my family doesnt really bother,i hav trouble explaining the difference of it and a cartoon.I swear,i will explode the next person call anime a cartoon...- -;;.Its like calling a flower,a grass.They both are plants but they are different products of nature.

Must be also weird of me to be writing this at 2.27am in the morning....well anyway i shall end here and i will keep adding new stuff to my blog as time goes by^^...i will put the continuation of my story here in the next entry

my somewhat newest sig....like 2 weeks ago..XD.Tribute to the Scary,Cool & Cute Enma Ai or Jigoku Shojo.Her Fate is really sad and creul...

"Have you realized how insignificant your exisitance is?.....I have"Haruhi Suzumiya-Melancoly of Suzumiya Haruhi

Looking for the Diamond flower

haha the date on the last post was abit misleading...must be some error or something cause i just made this thing today

In any case.....incase if your wondering what Loki thinks off most of the time,well its no doubt its about Mai.Its driving me crazy..><....I mean I really wish her to be HERE so that I can talk to her and do things with her like a normal couple would...Its frustrating as I cant even get in contact with her..Sigh...when Loki sees couples on dates etc....he wonders....

As for his life...well its not bad.One thing bothers him is this particular guy in his class.Its not that he bothers Loki...just that Loki finds him...Irritating.Why you ask?Well,the guy kisses up to the teachers to no end...its like after a teacher gives an assignment,he would hover around the teacher after he did it for answers,give meaningless suggestions and etc.Dont get me wrong,I know he is smart and all...but is it really necessary..- -;;...and he did up almost half of his maths book i think....when we just started on Engineering Maths...- -;;...and then he would complain the teacher going damm slow...The teacher had to go slow cause some of my classmates(well most of them) havnt learned maths in years and it was like something new to them....some of the others too see(presumbly "smart"ones) banded together with him to form some kind of corner-of-the-class council or something....As for me...i dont really care..but its unfair to leave others behind just because they dont know something....and yeah this guy got appointed Vice-chairman of the class...- -;;...not a good thing cause the chairman is a ghost himself(rarely appears when needed)...meaning i hav to do the stupid jobs...(take attendance etc)
Thats it for now
"We shall get along like a house on fire"Eriol-Card Captor Sakura

Stain the Sky Red

Its Begins....
Greetings^^...as you may or not know me i am Loki.Been a Real while since i blogged and thought i should make one cause as now more busy than ever and i kinda want to "write" out my thoughts.And no i did not make this skin...yeah i took it off at blogskins.com like many others..- -;;..haha kinda blashemy for a GFX to do that^^;;....i will make mine ASAP as soon as i find time...Loki is more busy now cause his classes are now more to afternoon..in which he usual slumbers..- -;;....so no nap = a more tired loki = sleeps more earlier = havnt done GFX in weeks...haha havnt been updating my forum too..
so to those there sorry and thanks for umm staying^^;;

His world
As for my life...well i decided.I am going to put my outmost faith in Mai...i know its crazy and not rational...but hell i cant get her out of my head.Its like i see her in everything.I am not sure how long it will take(maybe go poly + NS + work) or if she finds another later on,but I believe in her and if it in the end doesnt become true..it is selfish of me to ask her to wait for me for god knows until when...well atleast i hav memories right?Took this idiot this long to think this up.Its because..well I always question myself questions like...why is a gorgeous girl like that doing with me....yeah i am insecure in my own way.Thats why I panicked and stressed out after seeing her picture....its like i dont deserve her.....and I havnt been a great help to her either....I cant be there for her and I dont know what the hell is going on there or if she is okay and stuff....well thats that...will continue soon...
till then Ja ne^^

"hehe,i am alittle proud of being a little tall...thats because i am alot closer to the stars"Minagi Tohno-Air