In the dimness that shrouds.....
One line simply pierces through the darkness and brings on the light
Jigoku Shojo Mitsuganae
Hell yeah man lol.
I admit I was skeptical that they couldnt and shouldnt do a third season.But I guess they found a way to pull it off.Ai seems to still play a role,but I dont know...she is supposed to be dead dead.
Went to Johore for the weekends.Parental units are not at war so all is good in the world.
Bought 2 t-shirts.And I never thought I would buy a striped T-shirt....
After being driven around in taxi's there and looking at the road conditions.I say you got to be quite skilled to drive there.Many potholes,people dont give signals,cut through lanes like being chased by cops.I hope in future I dont drive there...- -;;
I missed the F1 thing.I am quite a fan of the F1,just that I dont fancy the whole race around the same lap for 90 rounds kinda thing.Been following it since I was a kid since they cancelled monster trucks on tv lol.Am a fan of Michael schmumacher and now a fan of lewis hamilton and kimi raikonen.It takes alot of skill to drive fast and handle the car well.
Been listening to rev theory.Hell yeah is great.
Somewhere on the internet,Loki converses....
Judging from the amout of zerozaku etc etc etc,I would guess that Code Grass has ended?
Yeah it has ended dude,where have you been?
Err...its not my cup of tea and I dont acknowledge its existance?
lol then somethings wrong wif u dude since many do
well the main reason i dont like mainstream stuff is that,usually it tends to become something that i hate.The propaganda machine.Fans would rave why its the best thing since sliced bread.Thats why I hate the melancoly of Suzumiya haruhi.It was good.Fans turn it into....- -;;
Haruhi-ism etc.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Yet again
Been roaming around for a nice blog skin,found one...but ultimately too lazy to make the transition.
Lol everyone has atleast changed their skins.Even weirder is Zafirah who changed the add of her blog like 6 times this year before finally moving on to live journal.
5 more days and fasting would end.The most challeging thing for me is to control sleep and thirsty-ness lol.But its not a great time for mother cause she works and have to prepare pre-dawn eating stuff.As a result she is more cranky than usual.My father is no better and both have gotten into another cold war...again.Thats like the 3rd time this month alone.
Mother have ranted on how she wished her elder brother let her drown in the past instead letting her live and suffer all this torture.She added on about how all malay husbands are all good for nothing but getting angry and insensitive to their wives(really,not kidding here)examples are my auntie and my auntie's daugther.She proceeded to push my buttons on how other my cousin defended his mother and that i wasnt doing the same.I just kept quiet.I did not want any part of this thing as well,i dont like to take sides as in the end,both parties stand to lose.She eventually snapped out of it.She is currently now down with the flu and father not talking to her.- -;;
At this point,I guess I am the only one sane in the family.
Another 5 days,would be hari raya also.But for my house,it isnt.Due to my actions of my elder sister,my parents have been disheartened to celebrate it this year.Although I can tell they are wavering about that decision but alas,nothing can be done.
The last five post has been filled with unhappy stuff,lol.I wonder how long before all of this tides over.Even I,cant stay positive forever.
Its at this time that I feel truly alone.
Nah I havnt gone emo lol,just well bothered and down
Lol everyone has atleast changed their skins.Even weirder is Zafirah who changed the add of her blog like 6 times this year before finally moving on to live journal.
5 more days and fasting would end.The most challeging thing for me is to control sleep and thirsty-ness lol.But its not a great time for mother cause she works and have to prepare pre-dawn eating stuff.As a result she is more cranky than usual.My father is no better and both have gotten into another cold war...again.Thats like the 3rd time this month alone.
Mother have ranted on how she wished her elder brother let her drown in the past instead letting her live and suffer all this torture.She added on about how all malay husbands are all good for nothing but getting angry and insensitive to their wives(really,not kidding here)examples are my auntie and my auntie's daugther.She proceeded to push my buttons on how other my cousin defended his mother and that i wasnt doing the same.I just kept quiet.I did not want any part of this thing as well,i dont like to take sides as in the end,both parties stand to lose.She eventually snapped out of it.She is currently now down with the flu and father not talking to her.- -;;
At this point,I guess I am the only one sane in the family.
Another 5 days,would be hari raya also.But for my house,it isnt.Due to my actions of my elder sister,my parents have been disheartened to celebrate it this year.Although I can tell they are wavering about that decision but alas,nothing can be done.
The last five post has been filled with unhappy stuff,lol.I wonder how long before all of this tides over.Even I,cant stay positive forever.
Its at this time that I feel truly alone.
Nah I havnt gone emo lol,just well bothered and down
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Lets dance the mariachi
The holidays.
It does your brain and body bad.
Brain go mushy and body go lazy.
Danish has got to be the smartest 2 year old kid i know.For a two year old,he can already
-know people's names
-imitate people's actions
-recognize stuff
-can say what he thinks(not entirely or in full sentences)
He's fun to play with,but the kid runs around like an energizer battery and likes to go out for walks.He also grown heavier haha.His father still scares me though ^^;;
Recently I watched a show on Discovery travel and living,and the host went to japan to eat the world's most expensive steak,the Kobe Steak.Along the way he went into a Maid cafe.After watching the maid cafe and what they do inside,lol made me think how much of non anime fan i am.They play games like simon says and etc.The girls there also were like told to be extra cute.
Now I realised,how much of a non-non anime fan I am lol.I dont like stuff like moe.I dont follow main stream titles and I am still scared of cosplayers ^^;;.I think I would fear faithy more now than ever lol.
Yuna Ito's newest single "Miss you" is the perfect song for valentine's day in my opinion.Her song breeziin is catchy and will have you singing along.Too bad this singer isnt well recognized here despite one of the Superband contestants using her song,"Truth".She was 6th in the most princess-like and best suited for bridal wear lol.
sorry short.Cause i havnt been going out of the house alot due to fasting month.
Loki is tha Lazys
It does your brain and body bad.
Brain go mushy and body go lazy.
Danish has got to be the smartest 2 year old kid i know.For a two year old,he can already
-know people's names
-imitate people's actions
-recognize stuff
-can say what he thinks(not entirely or in full sentences)
He's fun to play with,but the kid runs around like an energizer battery and likes to go out for walks.He also grown heavier haha.His father still scares me though ^^;;
Recently I watched a show on Discovery travel and living,and the host went to japan to eat the world's most expensive steak,the Kobe Steak.Along the way he went into a Maid cafe.After watching the maid cafe and what they do inside,lol made me think how much of non anime fan i am.They play games like simon says and etc.The girls there also were like told to be extra cute.
Now I realised,how much of a non-non anime fan I am lol.I dont like stuff like moe.I dont follow main stream titles and I am still scared of cosplayers ^^;;.I think I would fear faithy more now than ever lol.
Yuna Ito's newest single "Miss you" is the perfect song for valentine's day in my opinion.Her song breeziin is catchy and will have you singing along.Too bad this singer isnt well recognized here despite one of the Superband contestants using her song,"Truth".She was 6th in the most princess-like and best suited for bridal wear lol.
sorry short.Cause i havnt been going out of the house alot due to fasting month.
Loki is tha Lazys
Saturday, September 13, 2008
More Le sigh
After the circuit lesson on thursday,It was very clear to me.
I had no chance in hell of even passing the test.
So I had to make the decision of postponing the test.The uncle didnt tell me to prepare another $175 for car rental anyway and I didnt have the money.
This didnt set well with my father at all.My mother told him about this over the phone.And when he came home,he just said"All his hopes has been dashed" and didnt even eat dinner.
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Yeah his rather upset by this change.He hasnt spoken to me in a while.Alot less than usual.
Believe me,if I even had a small chance to pass the test,I would have tried.But it was simply impossible.The uncle even said even more terrible stuff like"You better not take the test ah you,waste money."I dont know.It was just my second lesson(circuit wise) there.I now know how Rezza manage to get so many demerit points.I think I am going to find another instructor to revise what I have learnt.My problem areas seem to be just parking and being more alert.
My exam results were.....less than stelllar.I got Bs,and alot of Cs and a D for math.The only positive thing is that I dont have to retake my maths paper(I think).And my GPA is now 2.55 and I tell you,GPAs are the hardest thing in the world to raise when it has gone down.
And yes,Loki feels like he has to bang his head against something like titanium.Maybe adamantium.
Overall,This year sucks for me.I just want this year to finish quickly.I feel that I am the only sane one in the family or maybe Insane beyond reason lol.
My elder sister been trying to patch up with my mother.I knew my mother would forgive her in time as all mothers forgive their children no matter what they do.My father,I think is afraid to do so as he doesnt want to get sucker-ed in for another dissappointment i think.
Oh yeah,Zero for asked my address.Dont know what its for(cant remember).Hope she doesnt get it wrong like the last time.
There been so much depressing things this month..- -;;,I just wish for something good to happen.
I had no chance in hell of even passing the test.
So I had to make the decision of postponing the test.The uncle didnt tell me to prepare another $175 for car rental anyway and I didnt have the money.
This didnt set well with my father at all.My mother told him about this over the phone.And when he came home,he just said"All his hopes has been dashed" and didnt even eat dinner.
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Yeah his rather upset by this change.He hasnt spoken to me in a while.Alot less than usual.
Believe me,if I even had a small chance to pass the test,I would have tried.But it was simply impossible.The uncle even said even more terrible stuff like"You better not take the test ah you,waste money."I dont know.It was just my second lesson(circuit wise) there.I now know how Rezza manage to get so many demerit points.I think I am going to find another instructor to revise what I have learnt.My problem areas seem to be just parking and being more alert.
My exam results were.....less than stelllar.I got Bs,and alot of Cs and a D for math.The only positive thing is that I dont have to retake my maths paper(I think).And my GPA is now 2.55 and I tell you,GPAs are the hardest thing in the world to raise when it has gone down.
And yes,Loki feels like he has to bang his head against something like titanium.Maybe adamantium.
Overall,This year sucks for me.I just want this year to finish quickly.I feel that I am the only sane one in the family or maybe Insane beyond reason lol.
My elder sister been trying to patch up with my mother.I knew my mother would forgive her in time as all mothers forgive their children no matter what they do.My father,I think is afraid to do so as he doesnt want to get sucker-ed in for another dissappointment i think.
Oh yeah,Zero for asked my address.Dont know what its for(cant remember).Hope she doesnt get it wrong like the last time.
There been so much depressing things this month..- -;;,I just wish for something good to happen.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Stressed
Today had my first lesson in the ubi circuit.....
It didnt go down so well.It was difficult to focus on what to do cause I was at a loss and I cant remember exactly what I am supposed to do,including my left and right - -;;.It doesnt help also that the uncle keep railing at me what to do.I am fasting too btw so my reaction and memory would be alot weaker.I cant think also with people breathing down on me.My head felt like an over-heated CPU.
And then he said
"You're the worst.You drive confirm accident.Dangerous"
- -;;....that isnt exactly the thing i need with my test just 2 days away.And now I am stressed like I never been stressed before.Not even the O levels.I dont think I can pass my TP test on friday.....I got no confidence.I drive too slow and yet still makes mistakes...amatuer,first day learn driving mistakes.Now I know why some people give up driving entirely after their first try.I have another two lessons,gonna see how tomorrow goes.....le sigh
If you are thinking of learning driving,think twice.....IT WILL SCAR YOU FOR LIFE lol.
The release of my exam results does not help me either as I can honestly believe that I failed my maths and I probably must take the Supplementary paper next week.Well there goes my daily game room privilages.
In times like this,even Loki can get down and currently feels like smashing his head against something.I guess thats why I blog in the first place.Cause there is no one for me to talk to about all this things in the first place and no girlfriend to vent/throw stuff at lol.
Recently heard an unerving tale about a close shave my father had at work.There was an explosion and something blocked the debris from the explosion,that was in front of him.My father had a fair share of accidents throughout the years,like leg fracture and finger fracture.Kinda makes me regret pursueing higher education and not work to help support family.
Over the years,my father's temper has caused much misunderstadings and problems.And over the years,I guess my mother is starting to feel tired putting up with it.I can understand that she feels under-appreciated and everyone just dump chores on her.And recently my father have been flaring up often and there will be cold wars for a period of time between my father and mother.I dont like this but,I cant really do anything about it.I figure they have about another 2-3 years together maybe.
The main cause of it is the cause of every working class citizen out there,Money.The plan was my elder sister was to support the family now and my parents can take it easy.But thats not the case.The lack of money causes overworked parents,which flare up alot and dont communicate.
It didnt go down so well.It was difficult to focus on what to do cause I was at a loss and I cant remember exactly what I am supposed to do,including my left and right - -;;.It doesnt help also that the uncle keep railing at me what to do.I am fasting too btw so my reaction and memory would be alot weaker.I cant think also with people breathing down on me.My head felt like an over-heated CPU.
And then he said
"You're the worst.You drive confirm accident.Dangerous"
- -;;....that isnt exactly the thing i need with my test just 2 days away.And now I am stressed like I never been stressed before.Not even the O levels.I dont think I can pass my TP test on friday.....I got no confidence.I drive too slow and yet still makes mistakes...amatuer,first day learn driving mistakes.Now I know why some people give up driving entirely after their first try.I have another two lessons,gonna see how tomorrow goes.....le sigh
If you are thinking of learning driving,think twice.....IT WILL SCAR YOU FOR LIFE lol.
The release of my exam results does not help me either as I can honestly believe that I failed my maths and I probably must take the Supplementary paper next week.Well there goes my daily game room privilages.
In times like this,even Loki can get down and currently feels like smashing his head against something.I guess thats why I blog in the first place.Cause there is no one for me to talk to about all this things in the first place and no girlfriend to vent/throw stuff at lol.
Recently heard an unerving tale about a close shave my father had at work.There was an explosion and something blocked the debris from the explosion,that was in front of him.My father had a fair share of accidents throughout the years,like leg fracture and finger fracture.Kinda makes me regret pursueing higher education and not work to help support family.
Over the years,my father's temper has caused much misunderstadings and problems.And over the years,I guess my mother is starting to feel tired putting up with it.I can understand that she feels under-appreciated and everyone just dump chores on her.And recently my father have been flaring up often and there will be cold wars for a period of time between my father and mother.I dont like this but,I cant really do anything about it.I figure they have about another 2-3 years together maybe.
The main cause of it is the cause of every working class citizen out there,Money.The plan was my elder sister was to support the family now and my parents can take it easy.But thats not the case.The lack of money causes overworked parents,which flare up alot and dont communicate.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
wow
Wow,am surprised this year that no wishes for me this year?lol I must be seriously pathetic..- -;;
In any case,no presents this year again cause there has been an increased number of driving lessons due to my TP test being just next week.Atleast I got cake,although I made no wish.
On the topic of presents......well in my life I hardly got any from friends cause I guess I am not close enough or matter enough in their life to get one.One of the nicer ones I got was a few years back,the card Zero gave me.That was the nicest present I got from a friend.My aunt no longer gives stuff cause I guess she no longer knows me well and usually gives me money.
Jufree msged me today,wishing about the fasting season and got into a small chat.Found out he is working at DHL at tanjong pagar and would be enlisting to NS at the end of the year.He's one of the guys that to me knows what is important in life and is working hard to achieve it.
Only in hardship,will you ever discover what is important and that will drive you to go for greater things.
Another guy was Faizal TZM.TZM is the name of a motorcycle.He works two odd jobs and still goes to school,although not so often.He is often tired when I see him.Listening to his stories,he used to race and drink,but came to his senses and is now supporting his family.He even has scars over his arms.What was cool was his still took it easy.
And then I come to poly,and I am re-exposed to young minds who worry about nothing other than exams and how much their life sucks.- -;;
I guess once you gone to the lowest of low,the highest peak doesnt seem so bright after all.
I recently bought Siren:New Translation and it is seriously,a hard game.Its hard due to
1)The zombies/Shibitos dont die....they just get up about a few minutes later and they will hunt you down with weapons.
2)It is quite dark to see stuff sometimes
3)You will die if you dont have a weapon.The chapters where you play as a Kid sucks therefore.
What was cool was there is a blog connected to the game.Its for promotional purposes as its not updated at all.The game is scary as heck as usually its hard to spot shibitos and the not dying thing.
I realise that in dota,my skills are lower than the AIs...and they are stupid to begin with.I am thinking of stop playing it as I cant get any better.A recent game against a friend revealed just that.
Come to think of it,I was never good in any online game.....maybe Dawn of War but I got no one to really go against.
In any case,no presents this year again cause there has been an increased number of driving lessons due to my TP test being just next week.Atleast I got cake,although I made no wish.
On the topic of presents......well in my life I hardly got any from friends cause I guess I am not close enough or matter enough in their life to get one.One of the nicer ones I got was a few years back,the card Zero gave me.That was the nicest present I got from a friend.My aunt no longer gives stuff cause I guess she no longer knows me well and usually gives me money.
Jufree msged me today,wishing about the fasting season and got into a small chat.Found out he is working at DHL at tanjong pagar and would be enlisting to NS at the end of the year.He's one of the guys that to me knows what is important in life and is working hard to achieve it.
Only in hardship,will you ever discover what is important and that will drive you to go for greater things.
Another guy was Faizal TZM.TZM is the name of a motorcycle.He works two odd jobs and still goes to school,although not so often.He is often tired when I see him.Listening to his stories,he used to race and drink,but came to his senses and is now supporting his family.He even has scars over his arms.What was cool was his still took it easy.
And then I come to poly,and I am re-exposed to young minds who worry about nothing other than exams and how much their life sucks.- -;;
I guess once you gone to the lowest of low,the highest peak doesnt seem so bright after all.
I recently bought Siren:New Translation and it is seriously,a hard game.Its hard due to
1)The zombies/Shibitos dont die....they just get up about a few minutes later and they will hunt you down with weapons.
2)It is quite dark to see stuff sometimes
3)You will die if you dont have a weapon.The chapters where you play as a Kid sucks therefore.
What was cool was there is a blog connected to the game.Its for promotional purposes as its not updated at all.The game is scary as heck as usually its hard to spot shibitos and the not dying thing.
I realise that in dota,my skills are lower than the AIs...and they are stupid to begin with.I am thinking of stop playing it as I cant get any better.A recent game against a friend revealed just that.
Come to think of it,I was never good in any online game.....maybe Dawn of War but I got no one to really go against.
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