Drum roll please
*drum roll*
Loki has gotten his hands on a PS3!
rejoice ^^!MGS4 and DMC4 will be released soon
His days of RPG gaming shall return
....my only gripe is my PS3 is an NTSC-J....meaning i can only play NTSC-J PS2 games......and currently most PS2 games are NTSC U/C....sucks....Xun seems to have the same trouble but atleast he has a wireless router and a PS2....rich....
Havnt written an entry in awhile cause i fell sick last week....cough and flu got the better of me ><...had to go to doctor in which doctor gave me free MC ^^.Hayate sounded real sweet hehe ^^;; or maybe she is like that with everyone....lol
August is shaping up to be a busy month for me.RoboGP is one.Safe home is another.The ITE roadshow is another another.Helping out Mr Rohaizat is another another another.Going to KL with family is another another another another.On top of that exam is coming...- -;;....real fun party.
Have decided to not continue on to advance class as one i am still well whats the proper word....not that good...mediorce....Decided to do my own time,own target drawing until i get good then maybe i rejoin advance class.The teacher was hinting at me throughout the previous class...with quotes like"See darilyn can draw well,i am impressed...you will join the siti,yilling,cheraliyn at advanced class".- -;;....and yeah i know,i am getting pwned by a primary 6 kid........as if i wasnt feeling bad enough.........
Oh yeah..forgot to say something.I like Faithy costume....just that i didnt think the headband part was necessary...was never a big fan of them lol.Caught a glimpse of the maid cafe(it actually opened lol) with a maid outside and it somewhat made my day ^^ lol...well would love to see more but i was in a bus and is going somewhere so....one thing though....what the hell was the french people thinking when they made maids wear those outfits in the past.....perverse people lol XD
Ninja gaiden Sigma is a bad first game to buy when you only hav 1 game to play.......i died constantly and i absolutely hate the system.There is no lock on and its like you cant mash the buttons...HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO RELAX AND PRESS THE BUTTONS WHEN MY LIFE IS LIKE 1/8 LEFT????!!!.And unlike DMC,if you fight a boss and die...you dont end up at the door before you fight it...oh no....you START all over from where you last save....and if you forgot to save....you got to curse and swear why didnt you save.......
Customer service and Sport and wellness lesson is not as fun as the ones i had in the previous year as the teachers arent that engaging and hav a dont care if you come or not attitude and well the class i hav now is not as fun.I got punked into coming when there isnt for the past two weeks and is feeling like not going tomorrow....- -;;
I apparently hav to do the medical booking for NS.....damm....anyway if i hav to go in next year and cant be deferred...i will go in anyway...I mean its like irritating man...the goverment controlling you...- -;;...girls have it easy as they can study all the want........lol and i am in no shape to enter NS....i am damm unfit....lol i think i come back as a skeleton after NS XD
"Even the smartest of minds can be fooled by the simplicity and innocence of the cardboard box"Gamefaq board member-Simply genius that Kojima used inclueded a cardboard box as a hiding tool lol
Monday, July 30, 2007
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Legend killer slayed?
ey carumba.....
After seeing what Karei though of Cheraliyn drawing....my morale dropped like....into a bottomless abyss.Yeah if Karei though she felt downgraded....i feel like i am nothing...- -;;
If its one thing i particularly emo-ey about is drawing....its seems like an obstacle that i cant over come and making no real progress.I am sick of it..><..i draw and i draw and its still the same...I am perpetually stuck in a trap in cant get out off...and my mind keeps telling me that its a lost cause and i am starting to believe it.....
Its not like me as i never quit...even though it seems stupid or there nothing in it for me,i still try to accomplish it.....but i dont know....this challenge is seriously killing me.
*Sigh*
Anime says i draw not that bad and karei keeps telling me to just keep on drawing but.....damm it... ><
I know all manga artists hav problems and such but...heck atleast they come up with nice stuff despite when they were still amatuers...
- -;; feel like banging my head against something and drown my sorrows in green tea....
LEgaCY ep 2 is alittle delayed as i find it hard to write
After seeing what Karei though of Cheraliyn drawing....my morale dropped like....into a bottomless abyss.Yeah if Karei though she felt downgraded....i feel like i am nothing...- -;;
If its one thing i particularly emo-ey about is drawing....its seems like an obstacle that i cant over come and making no real progress.I am sick of it..><..i draw and i draw and its still the same...I am perpetually stuck in a trap in cant get out off...and my mind keeps telling me that its a lost cause and i am starting to believe it.....
Its not like me as i never quit...even though it seems stupid or there nothing in it for me,i still try to accomplish it.....but i dont know....this challenge is seriously killing me.
*Sigh*
Anime says i draw not that bad and karei keeps telling me to just keep on drawing but.....damm it... ><
I know all manga artists hav problems and such but...heck atleast they come up with nice stuff despite when they were still amatuers...
- -;; feel like banging my head against something and drown my sorrows in green tea....
LEgaCY ep 2 is alittle delayed as i find it hard to write
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Another day
As for the mircomouse competition....lets say it was a bust...- -;;
It was so infurating and irritating as it was performing well on friday but on monday and today...it just sucked....>_>....went to Ngee Ann poly which i give the award of the most inaccesible poly among all the polys lol.And bumped into an old classmate - -;;...great
"Hey you are hafiz right?"she went
"Errrr yeah ^^;;" i replied
"You now what school ah?Oh ITE simei right?"She went
"Err yeah ^^;;"
"You playing this competition ah?"
"Err yeah ^^;;"
She later went off lol
Hahaha...i am that lame i know lol
The main reason i try to avoid old aquaintances from East View is that well i ended up in ITE while the others are in poly or JC.....
Decided to skip afternoon lesson and go home....I DID train hard last week after all hehehe
DJ Max 2 is aesthetically nicer but there is two things that i find abit off.....that their songs is way easier,the fever button is almost hard to press when in a button pressing frenzy and when i press and hold a button,sometimes it breaks for no reason(combo-wise)
Just realised that i havnt watched any anime in a long while now the main reason being my com cant play any sound and i find that highly irritating as one i cant tell how good the V.A of the characters are,music creates atmosphere and....i cant tell if i want to download the OP or ED if its good....><....
Everyone seems to be moving on to greater things...like one of my old aquiantances is a taekwondo/musician guy and hav accomplished quite alot.....and another one is studying aeronautical engineering....So i was like....am i moving at all?Its like me last year is the same as me this year.....even clare and faithy seems to be moving to greater things...that i am sure of whether they believe in it or not.Sigh...my future is real hazy as of now....i dont know whats going to happen later on in Poly.....Manga wise i am still the same so much so i hav no current motivation to practise and advance class starts in 4 weeks......my elder sister's messy predicament...my little sister's future.....my weird health and that i may be suffering from some sickeness(touchwood)......yeah may not seem like significant but they all are on my mind constantly and me not moving serves to make it worse....
The younger generation these days are arrogant in my opinion.....during my time,i only got my first handphone when i was in like secondary 3 and it was a hand-me-down one....now a primary 5 kid can hav the latest handphone and use it for god-knows what.....and its funny to hear them talk about love which is equilivant to buying the nicest candy in a cnady shop....and the fact that some of them brag about what ice-cream they ate or what secrets they know is highly irritating...Yeah i do get the Legend-Killer syndrome once in a while but i dont like flaunt what i know or have...sheesh....
its weird but i forgot when the last time i could feel my heart emotionally...currently to me like its empty and nothing was ever there.The last time i could feel it was with...*huge SIGH* with Mai.....and after she pulled the ghost on me,it dissappeared.Now i find it hard to even get interested in a girl...i meant interested enough to date etc ^^;; and i dont believe there is a girl interested in me hahahahahahaha....."she would hav to be blind"as my mother ept quotes lol
Destiny is said not to be set in stone and can be changed....but how do you now if you changed destiny?
oh yeah,i reworked the first ep of LEgaCY and now is working on the second ep.I take along time cause well i cant remember details exactly and i try to make it as interesting ^^;;....what i think would make my story if animated unique as 1) it has the most hardest love journey ever to the point you would be begging me to hav they atleast together doing couple stuff lol....2) is the breaking 4 th wall thing.....3) is how sometimes Ciel,Rins,Loki and Kai talk to each other...example is how Danny and Rusty talk to each other in the Ocean 11,12,13....hehehe...4) is that i would make all the story link to each other somehow like LEgaCY may be the prequel of another story or merely be a TV show in another story but this fact wont be so apparent of course.The other story i am also working on is "Tales"...about Pirates and that they are caught inbetween two warring nations although may not write it at all as i havnt figured a reason strong enough for countries to fight each other and why these pirates want to get involve in it anyway lol
"Its either you believe or you dont,there is no grey spots or what ifs...as it is possibility that clouds clear judgement and slows down the thought process"Loki-me hahaha
It was so infurating and irritating as it was performing well on friday but on monday and today...it just sucked....>_>....went to Ngee Ann poly which i give the award of the most inaccesible poly among all the polys lol.And bumped into an old classmate - -;;...great
"Hey you are hafiz right?"she went
"Errrr yeah ^^;;" i replied
"You now what school ah?Oh ITE simei right?"She went
"Err yeah ^^;;"
"You playing this competition ah?"
"Err yeah ^^;;"
She later went off lol
Hahaha...i am that lame i know lol
The main reason i try to avoid old aquaintances from East View is that well i ended up in ITE while the others are in poly or JC.....
Decided to skip afternoon lesson and go home....I DID train hard last week after all hehehe
DJ Max 2 is aesthetically nicer but there is two things that i find abit off.....that their songs is way easier,the fever button is almost hard to press when in a button pressing frenzy and when i press and hold a button,sometimes it breaks for no reason(combo-wise)
Just realised that i havnt watched any anime in a long while now the main reason being my com cant play any sound and i find that highly irritating as one i cant tell how good the V.A of the characters are,music creates atmosphere and....i cant tell if i want to download the OP or ED if its good....><....
Everyone seems to be moving on to greater things...like one of my old aquiantances is a taekwondo/musician guy and hav accomplished quite alot.....and another one is studying aeronautical engineering....So i was like....am i moving at all?Its like me last year is the same as me this year.....even clare and faithy seems to be moving to greater things...that i am sure of whether they believe in it or not.Sigh...my future is real hazy as of now....i dont know whats going to happen later on in Poly.....Manga wise i am still the same so much so i hav no current motivation to practise and advance class starts in 4 weeks......my elder sister's messy predicament...my little sister's future.....my weird health and that i may be suffering from some sickeness(touchwood)......yeah may not seem like significant but they all are on my mind constantly and me not moving serves to make it worse....
The younger generation these days are arrogant in my opinion.....during my time,i only got my first handphone when i was in like secondary 3 and it was a hand-me-down one....now a primary 5 kid can hav the latest handphone and use it for god-knows what.....and its funny to hear them talk about love which is equilivant to buying the nicest candy in a cnady shop....and the fact that some of them brag about what ice-cream they ate or what secrets they know is highly irritating...Yeah i do get the Legend-Killer syndrome once in a while but i dont like flaunt what i know or have...sheesh....
its weird but i forgot when the last time i could feel my heart emotionally...currently to me like its empty and nothing was ever there.The last time i could feel it was with...*huge SIGH* with Mai.....and after she pulled the ghost on me,it dissappeared.Now i find it hard to even get interested in a girl...i meant interested enough to date etc ^^;; and i dont believe there is a girl interested in me hahahahahahaha....."she would hav to be blind"as my mother ept quotes lol
Destiny is said not to be set in stone and can be changed....but how do you now if you changed destiny?
oh yeah,i reworked the first ep of LEgaCY and now is working on the second ep.I take along time cause well i cant remember details exactly and i try to make it as interesting ^^;;....what i think would make my story if animated unique as 1) it has the most hardest love journey ever to the point you would be begging me to hav they atleast together doing couple stuff lol....2) is the breaking 4 th wall thing.....3) is how sometimes Ciel,Rins,Loki and Kai talk to each other...example is how Danny and Rusty talk to each other in the Ocean 11,12,13....hehehe...4) is that i would make all the story link to each other somehow like LEgaCY may be the prequel of another story or merely be a TV show in another story but this fact wont be so apparent of course.The other story i am also working on is "Tales"...about Pirates and that they are caught inbetween two warring nations although may not write it at all as i havnt figured a reason strong enough for countries to fight each other and why these pirates want to get involve in it anyway lol
"Its either you believe or you dont,there is no grey spots or what ifs...as it is possibility that clouds clear judgement and slows down the thought process"Loki-me hahaha
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Inquistional Tribunal
Is it really?Yeah i am back,after battling the KL trip,the Hong Kong Seminar and my com dying on me.....
I wont be talking about the trips just yet,i will in later post.
As for now,i will be talking about
COSFEST
Yeah i went there today and it was pretty great.I wont be uploading the pics as i am quite tired as of now.
It was a two day event so i went there on saturday first.It was a heck of a scary experience for me at first cause i am alone and so many people with costumes walking around me.....><.I compared it to walking into a room with ghost roaming about.After awhile it grew on me....and saw a replica of sephitroth sword,masamune....and ITS FREAKING LONG.I had no idea it was that long...its 198cm....no one on earth has the arm strength to handle such a sword....^^;;.After awhile clare and faithy arrived and played find-loki-among-the-crowd with them....and decided to meet them.Hahaha although clare isnt as short as faithy says lol.She didnt say a word to me though...- -;;...managed to make small talk with faithy,and she is pretty cute lol.She then had to be wisked away for the karaoke competition.The competition was well quite okay with the heretical song "god knows" being choosen quite a few times although the one who sang"eternal snow" i got to salute as thats one difficult song.Faithy sang quite nice...just that she wasnt looking at the crowd so no interaction thingy.Managed to see her performance before running off to meet parents at far east for dinner.
The second day was even more shorter for me as i had manga class at 3...so i went there earlier.It was bigger and i actually took some cosplayer pics.Then faithy arrived in a goth-ish lacey costume which was well nice but loki isnt into that kind of clothing as to him its very over the top....and thinks the yukata she wore was nicer.Actually managed to make proper coversation with faithy this time lol and she managed to draw something which was nicer than what i can ever come up with...- -;;.....then yiling and cheraliyn showed up....Yiling pointed at me with her camera and my ninjitsu-like instince hit the camera lens with my palm XD....then she proceeded to hit me and said if the lens is spoil,i had to pay for it...>_>...when its her fault to begin with.Then at 3 i ran off to manga class.Manga class today was a re-run for dynamic poses....i drew a dude doing a handstand while his legs was doing the helicopter thingy....yeah its not that nice....- -;;.....
In other news,my motorola E1 ROKR handphone officially when insane and i had to downgrade to a used nokia phone with no infra red,blue tooth,camera or mp3.The plus side was that it was easy to use for messaging purposes.My com now is a mute as after the reformat it lost its voice......making finding music alot more harder....
My drawing skills is so far...well so-so....not that OMG fantastic and not that OMG THATS CRAP either....so in a limbo and seeing better drawings at the cosfest serve to demoralise me further.....- -;; they draw nicer without attending any classes while i attend class and produce 5 year old kind of drawings...- -;;....yeah if its one thing i emo about its my drawing....sigh.....
Thinking back,me,clare,faithy and some others has come a long way from being mere board members at SGF....hmm if i remember right i was introduced to faithy at the SGF Ball which rocked under me and Frozen command XD.Then everything later on was mostly msn chatting.While all my SGF sisters went missing,I gained somewhat permanent friends in Frozen,Faithy,clare,anime and hayate.Its amazing that they havnt mysteriously vanished due to loki's relatively boring and uninteresting aura lol ^^;;
i will post more during the weeks to come
currently tired and tomorrow i hav to train for my micromouse competition that will take place on tuesday.....- -;;
"Until i kill you,you are all i think about"-Sniper wolf,MGS
I wont be talking about the trips just yet,i will in later post.
As for now,i will be talking about
COSFEST
Yeah i went there today and it was pretty great.I wont be uploading the pics as i am quite tired as of now.
It was a two day event so i went there on saturday first.It was a heck of a scary experience for me at first cause i am alone and so many people with costumes walking around me.....><.I compared it to walking into a room with ghost roaming about.After awhile it grew on me....and saw a replica of sephitroth sword,masamune....and ITS FREAKING LONG.I had no idea it was that long...its 198cm....no one on earth has the arm strength to handle such a sword....^^;;.After awhile clare and faithy arrived and played find-loki-among-the-crowd with them....and decided to meet them.Hahaha although clare isnt as short as faithy says lol.She didnt say a word to me though...- -;;...managed to make small talk with faithy,and she is pretty cute lol.She then had to be wisked away for the karaoke competition.The competition was well quite okay with the heretical song "god knows" being choosen quite a few times although the one who sang"eternal snow" i got to salute as thats one difficult song.Faithy sang quite nice...just that she wasnt looking at the crowd so no interaction thingy.Managed to see her performance before running off to meet parents at far east for dinner.
The second day was even more shorter for me as i had manga class at 3...so i went there earlier.It was bigger and i actually took some cosplayer pics.Then faithy arrived in a goth-ish lacey costume which was well nice but loki isnt into that kind of clothing as to him its very over the top....and thinks the yukata she wore was nicer.Actually managed to make proper coversation with faithy this time lol and she managed to draw something which was nicer than what i can ever come up with...- -;;.....then yiling and cheraliyn showed up....Yiling pointed at me with her camera and my ninjitsu-like instince hit the camera lens with my palm XD....then she proceeded to hit me and said if the lens is spoil,i had to pay for it...>_>...when its her fault to begin with.Then at 3 i ran off to manga class.Manga class today was a re-run for dynamic poses....i drew a dude doing a handstand while his legs was doing the helicopter thingy....yeah its not that nice....- -;;.....
In other news,my motorola E1 ROKR handphone officially when insane and i had to downgrade to a used nokia phone with no infra red,blue tooth,camera or mp3.The plus side was that it was easy to use for messaging purposes.My com now is a mute as after the reformat it lost its voice......making finding music alot more harder....
My drawing skills is so far...well so-so....not that OMG fantastic and not that OMG THATS CRAP either....so in a limbo and seeing better drawings at the cosfest serve to demoralise me further.....- -;; they draw nicer without attending any classes while i attend class and produce 5 year old kind of drawings...- -;;....yeah if its one thing i emo about its my drawing....sigh.....
Thinking back,me,clare,faithy and some others has come a long way from being mere board members at SGF....hmm if i remember right i was introduced to faithy at the SGF Ball which rocked under me and Frozen command XD.Then everything later on was mostly msn chatting.While all my SGF sisters went missing,I gained somewhat permanent friends in Frozen,Faithy,clare,anime and hayate.Its amazing that they havnt mysteriously vanished due to loki's relatively boring and uninteresting aura lol ^^;;
i will post more during the weeks to come
currently tired and tomorrow i hav to train for my micromouse competition that will take place on tuesday.....- -;;
"Until i kill you,you are all i think about"-Sniper wolf,MGS
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