The next Post

Lol I bet there are no readers left,but I guess that is fine,I just want to vent in a way I guess.


Lol after a very very long break,I have decided to start posting again.I dont exactly know why I stopped posting.probably because I am lethargic and easily tired lol.Yeah I am guesssing I am that weak physically as shown during my recent Napfa test.I failed 4 out of 6 stations.


For a long time,I always considered myself a mentally strong person.Just that even so,sometimes I do break down,and its extremely frustrating when people dont notice or think that I do not need help.

If you are wondering what breaks me down,its simply the future.As the current state now,I am unsure of my future.I have the burden of taking care of the family after NS so I can just throw away what ever notions I have to want to go to a university.I am poor too soo....

Another thing is I am tired of being alone.Just so tired....tired of getting drowned out or ignored.

Short post for now,but will update for sure