More Le sigh

After the circuit lesson on thursday,It was very clear to me.

I had no chance in hell of even passing the test.

So I had to make the decision of postponing the test.The uncle didnt tell me to prepare another $175 for car rental anyway and I didnt have the money.

This didnt set well with my father at all.My mother told him about this over the phone.And when he came home,he just said"All his hopes has been dashed" and didnt even eat dinner.

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Yeah his rather upset by this change.He hasnt spoken to me in a while.Alot less than usual.
Believe me,if I even had a small chance to pass the test,I would have tried.But it was simply impossible.The uncle even said even more terrible stuff like"You better not take the test ah you,waste money."I dont know.It was just my second lesson(circuit wise) there.I now know how Rezza manage to get so many demerit points.I think I am going to find another instructor to revise what I have learnt.My problem areas seem to be just parking and being more alert.

My exam results were.....less than stelllar.I got Bs,and alot of Cs and a D for math.The only positive thing is that I dont have to retake my maths paper(I think).And my GPA is now 2.55 and I tell you,GPAs are the hardest thing in the world to raise when it has gone down.

And yes,Loki feels like he has to bang his head against something like titanium.Maybe adamantium.

Overall,This year sucks for me.I just want this year to finish quickly.I feel that I am the only sane one in the family or maybe Insane beyond reason lol.

My elder sister been trying to patch up with my mother.I knew my mother would forgive her in time as all mothers forgive their children no matter what they do.My father,I think is afraid to do so as he doesnt want to get sucker-ed in for another dissappointment i think.

Oh yeah,Zero for asked my address.Dont know what its for(cant remember).Hope she doesnt get it wrong like the last time.

There been so much depressing things this month..- -;;,I just wish for something good to happen.