Potential Calamity

It seems that I made a slight miscalculation or rather unaware on when exactly Hari Raya was suppose to be on.Because its usually a month and it started on august 22,I assumed it ends on September 22,but no..- -;;

For some reason its on the 20 of September,which since my parents is again gone emo this year,are planning to go to malaysia to i dun know do what there cause since its MALAYSIA and its HARI RAYA most shops are closed so....- -;; Its also the same date GCA is held(seriously,these guys set the most "great" dates.) I didnt become last year's and this year's usher because I am fasting and I am the lazy. So before hand I may or not be able to go to GCA so I gotta say sorry to karei cause i sort of wanted to see her there..- -;;.

On another note,my nephew had high fever and had to go to hospital for a while.I dont know much of the developments as its late at night.

Another thing that well bothers me is how frequently my father gets into these anger phases. Do your fathers get angry for no apparent reason or the reason is unknown to you and he doesnt spell it out for you?
Its becoming increasingly frequent recently. He normally gets angry when
1)my mother wakes up late,thats also cause my mother has insommia
2)over sensitive issues like beliefs and friends
3)reasons beyong my understanding
Dont get me wrong,he's a great guy,just that he is highly impatient to the point of unreasonable sometimes and like most guys,we think we are always in the right even when wrong.I still feel though he's still angry at me for still not getting the driver license.

And now we go to the driver license issue.

After I turned 18 and passed my Basic theory and Final theory tests,my father reccomended me a private instructor that he found for me.At the same time i also found one that my friend kenneth was learning under.Trusting that my father knows better,I went with his.
This uncle assured me confirm pass etc,plus he picked me up near my house.I learned under him for about half a year i think and it was about a week before the driving test.I never entered the circuit(training and test area) before so its natural I would feel alittle dioriented and lost.But the uncle keep railing at me instead of helping me out so my performance went down from there.

The next day I stayed positive but again,it was too hard for me to take in under 2 days with the test being tomorrow.So I didnt take the test in the end and didnt engage that instructor again.This same instructor also allowed me to make a mistake on purpose to vent his frustration.
My father nagged at my mother who nagged at me to go learn driving again after about 6 months.I took the instructor kenneth gave me.

This time it was alot different as alot of the mistakes that werent adderessed when i learnt under the first instructor,became apparent with the second one.Weeks go by and now I am 20,and I still have difficulty.I feel as if I am stuck in a rut as I feel that I am not improving at all.When I feel stressed,I make mistakes and forget things,and leaving me to do it on my own just adds on more mistakes.
So an alternative would be maybe to go learn under a driving school,since its more systematic but it costs alot more ard $70.I been meaning to bring up this subject but I have no idea how to bring about it cause contrary to what you might think,my family isnt rich.

So i dont know....kinda lost.At the moment I havnt booked any future lessons.Maybe the first instructor was right, I am the worst