argggggggghhhhhhhh

Ever head of taking one step and falling three steps back?
Yeah thats what is happening to loki right now..- -;;..His drawings are not making any progress..well in his view.Today's lesson was about drawing bodies....and heck it was tough for me as i hav no sense of proportion what so ever,i keep drawing small heads and for some reason it doesnt look or feel right.....><..ended up with a girl who looks like a bodybuilder...- -;;.....at home managed to draw a more meek and slender girl...but her legs...dont know looks off....and i still hav problems like making the pupils of the eyes the same and hair looks not like hair but like wigs...><......The only progress i seen is that i dont really press the pencil,i get the shape of the head right most of the time and i am able to draw circles sometimes.Yeah i know its like only the third lesson but...its like arghhhh frustrating man....plus i sit beside a girl on the left who draws damm well.....- -;; and a kid draws better than me too...so its like @_@..and yeah its like my pride and ego is hurt there...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
in the words of the space marine squad who is under fire
"SQUAD BROKEN!!!!!!!"
yeah so loki is alittle depressed now...the only redeeming quality i can see is that my story is good and that the girl who sits next to me on the right says that my guy looks nicer than her guy...which doesnt really matter since she draw hair damm nice...- -;;
Its like I stare and stare and correct and correct and it still looks off....looks like it will be a long time before i can draw any of my characters......and everyone seems to sketch neat but i on the other hand is very messy.Its like incomparable at all my level of skill with everyone elses.Cant even draw one cute character or a drawing that looks great...>_>..........................
Rewatching Hanbun Ga Suki Wa Sora and still finds it great.....
Must find something to boost morale back...>_>........... and Clare Clare and Faithy havnt been on.......now loki is really frustrated and irritated...- -;; and bloody hell my left knee is acting up again and having a headache
On the plus side....i manage to make a chocolate Souffle....needs more sugar though....
its not the 666 trials of loki...its 999 trials of loki....