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I am soooooooo tired...So tired that my wicked intellect has dropped - -;;
The seminar thing is now in full irritation mode as i hav to stay back nearly everyday..- -;;....a few things loki notes.The presentation was nicely done but somehow it doesnt feel right for me.Its difficult to give a presentation,remember lines and now hav to remember to keep pace with the music.....apparently everyone else seem not to see this minor detail....and yeah loki's Ego is hurt on several occassion.For those who know me,knows that i hav a somewhat big ego.Since although i am a GFX,i had no part in putting together the slideshow as my team mate insisted on doing it himself...and see him getting recognition for it..is like..argh.....its not by intentional,but its something that i feel...although i did put together the script but heck anyone can do that...just whether or not its good.So yeah my ego is hurt so loki is in dejected puppy mode....i dont even know why i even put up with all this...- -;;...but i know that i cant quit and for some reason,seeing their smile..just makes it worth my while

YEAH i am a sucker...- -;;...always recieving the short end of the stick and can never say no to people..>_>....sigh

My greatest fear has always been not being adequent and people leaving me.Its just that people never really seem to stick with me long,as i dont know most people tend to hang out with more interesting characters.As the not being adequent part...part of me is constantly saying that its not good enough,you hav to try harder.Thats why its hard to convince me what i do is good unless i believe it is so.

Drawing....well i could say that improved abit....just that inking is my newest nemesis.I used the smallest pen nib and actually bore a hole through the paper XD.......and the other thing was that i was nearly already done when a drop of ink landed on my characters face...and now it looks like she got shot...- -;;.My other problem is legs and hands.Legs for me its hard to make it look natural as mine tend to look....unatural and hands....must be me but i tend to get confused on where the thumb should be XD....so far currently is drawing out the wayward one Rin Rin...but took the easy way out and not draw her hands but instead they are concealed inside her gaunlets.

Bought another PC game...Onimusha 3.Its pretty decent...but for some reason i find the CG cinematics very irritating.They combined movie and CG....i rather they just stuck to CG.Its hard to use a keyboard playing this game......

I bought my mother a bracelet for mothers day through "indirect" money hehehehe.If its one skill that i hav is that the ability to draw money from siblings and parents XD.That reminds me,the seminar teach,Ms cindy was pretty surprised that i was using a pink pencilbox.I used it cause it was cute and that my sister wasnt using it.She kept asking "is that yours?is that yours?"....it only has a cute pic of a cat on it...not some barbie or unicorn ...- -;;...and then she said"hafiz,you are cool leh,brave to use pink".Lol...she hasnt seen nothing yet.Loki of the 108 skills muahahahahahaha

Dont know why but i keep doing GFX of shana.....that brings me to another question...how old is shana?its like she is about i dont know 12?...her height seems to be around that age..but hard to tell....hmmm

JSF HAS ENDED!!!!!The ending was dammmmmmmmmmm sad.....humans are really the worse...- -;;....and why was Ai fate to be that??Its just to cruel.....after all,she did serve the master of hell for 400 years doing the insane work of accepting requests and doing it with a straight face....well atleast she be resting in peace in hell.Her three helpers parted ways as their miss cant remember them anymore...that was their "hell".Lastly,seems that there is a new hell girl replacement....hmm..although the identity was not revealed,i still prefer Ai as she was damm cool,her cold humour was hilarious and is kind....as she did something she wasnt suppose to do as she related what happen to takuma,as what had happen to her before she became hell girl.I should make a memorial for departed anime characters hahaha.

Good news,i may continue my story in my next post but it has to be restarted on the beginning as i made numerous changes.Typing it out cause i am afraid that i may forget certain stuff....didnt like typing it out cause its difficult to post consecutive stories + other posts.....
maybe my three only readers...*check tagboard* well two other readers can suggest something.

"Look!you idiot!,the miss is giving us her answer...."Wanyouudo-JSF