Salute

Finally Holidays^^...but doesnt really mean holiday haha cause Loki got to find work to earn more muchy needed cash...so to me it just means no school^^.
Today soccer...hmm was alright i guess...managed to soccer 2 out of 3 attempts...one was a lob(which was seriously..not intended haha) another was in a penalty shoot out.Amazing thing was that Di actually scored...
Comm skill about 20++ people showed and the last few teams presented and amazing enough,Karina got best speaker award?!lol i thought it was either Farhan or Eugene...hmm and tomorrow Esmond will be enlisted for NS...
Tomorrow hav work and yet again in Ang Mo Kio...- -;;...i had originally planned to check out Han river @for a job but guess i do that on sunday.Maybe i drop by town town to check out that new cosplay cafe which opened recently i think.No i dont think i can eat there or afford for that matter but hey,its something new and worth checking out and no i dont really think girls in french maid outfits are cute^^;;...i prefer conservative clothes like a kimono or i dont know^^;;...That absolutely reminds me of something...I was flipping through a magazine at the M.A.G.E shop in east point when i saw this perfect cosplay or Aerith(Fav heroine ever)!.I was like....OMG..that sooooooo resembles her..the hair,the emerald eyes...even the entire face....I thought like wow must be really cool to know such a girl.Haha all this talk bout cosplay but i am not interested in it...too much work for me^^;;
Loki~
I hate the feeling of....purpose-less......I mean...i still havnt found what i am put on this Earth for.I though it was the promise...but it never happened....so yeah i hav nothing,know nothing and seems to hav nothing in his future.I see alot of people moving on to greater things and i am like...still standing still....unmoving and not mattering.....no matter what i do,it would be insignificant.....the guilt of dissapointing my parents i still feel...and it will never go away..I actually hate the normality of my life....its like here in singapore..its status-quo and make money,hav family etc....I really just want to go on a journey...something like Kino did....Actually i hav no right to talk about how unfortunate i feel cause God made it fair by making it so that i am still alive,healthy to a certain extent...and still hav my family and five senses.......while others are experience way harder life.....So..in a sense..its okay..i just got to...get over it
Anime~
WTF,central is showing the Getbackers?haha,about time they did.GFX wise...lol for some reason,been doing GFX on the girls from Shuffle!....my lil sis found this uber cute pic for Asa with long hair...and now in the process of extraction(i hate extraction).Yeah my GFX been slow and i been lazy...havnt watched any anime lately
Game~
Finally completed MGS:PO!...Phew i spent nearly 1hr just to defeat the last boss with just one medikit^^.I now know more bout MGS and understand why Big Boss went renegade.In a way Big Boss was not wrong.Loki salutes the Big Boss^^

Theres no real differenec between a lunatic and a hero...they both do crazy things-Solid Snake