Conspiracy

Hey^^
Nah not in the mood exactly to continue my story..but promise i would though^^.3 more days till new year...i dare say...well things havnt really changed since last year.Well maybe it did..as i now dont hav dreams of being successful...its like its a childish dream and i hav abandoned it.I dont know,call me crazy but....i hav no desire to go to poly anymore...yeah ironic..and crazy.Haha this morning reading the newpaper already made my blood boil.The propaganda has apparently started.You know,Polys advertising in the newspapers asking O level graduates who will recieve their results soon to join them.Tsk...>_>....Still ticks me off that i hav the qualifications to enter JC,got denied by any poly and ended up in ITE.Well its not bad...just that..its not a place for someone as weak and frail like me.I know...in class i am different from most cause i hav an idea what the lecturer even talking about..i am the "smart"one.Well if i am so smart..why did i end up there?....Yeah..that question still lingers and from then on..i hav no ambition...I just want to survive till the next day and next.No more bringing glory to the obviously unknown and misconcepted malays...no more making my name known...no more anything.I hav nothing in my future..yes this strategist had failed to forsee this.I hav no new year's resoultion cause heck....i never fulfill them each yeah.Haha serious and sad tone huh...almost seems that i am that pathetic...maybe i am..that pathetic....Sa ne,even if you tell me otherwise,if i cant see it..i dont believe it.Yeah and Mai well..dissappeared into thin air...yeah lost contact with her..now i really dont hav a reason to live haha.Dont worry..i dont plan to kill anyone or myself...cause well...the grim reaper got to work alittle if he wants my soul XD
Yes congratulations life...you have broken my spirit...go buy yourself candy...maybe the goverment has set a conspiracy on me.....i am starting to believe what my fridge is telling me XD

Recently watched Welcome to NHK and haha its strange-ness is about on par with FLCL...talking funiture and umm wild imagination and reaction.You know,being a NEET doesnt sound so bad....do nothing each day....as your life wastes away..waiting the grim reaper to pick you up.And crunchyroll no fun anymore...i cant watched Tactics cause it was removed...so....i hav to most likely buy it to watch it....sigh....

Playing online makes me realise one thing...if your partner is hopeless...your doomed XD.Yeah in more than one matches,i always get doubled teamed to death cause either my partner is dead,inept or they ganged up on me.I am pretty good so far as my Tau <-->Kroot tactics works so far

*wears mask rider mask*
"Go to hell B**ches!!!!!"Yamazaki-Welcome to NHK..got to be the best line in anime history