Hari raya came and fortunate enough I didnt have to go to malaysia,did go a few days before that. In any case its the standard fare of forgiving and stuff and my family visited 3 houses and thats it.
Primarily because
1) my faternal grandmother passed away this year and so I now no longer have grandparents to visit
2) My mother side,my mother have a cold war with them so not visiting their houses.
Although its a season for forgiviness etc,humans being humans its not always easy to forgive someone because of either hate or anger or the heart not fully satiated.No amount of religious sermons or people talking or begging will turn it around.Only when time has healed the heart only it will be ready.The only question is,will it heal in time before the person draws his or her last breath.
I guess thats why being a parent is the toughest job in the world.
My nephew,Akeel has now learn how to walk,although he walks similar to chucky,its pretty cute to see.Its amazing thats hes already going to be 1 year old soon
In any case,the money i got from visiting house,I bought inFamous.Been playing it for awhile as EVIL as thats how I am and gonna replay it as good later as evil and good has different powers with minor differance in story.
Oh and in the end I didnt go to GCA.Surprised that Zero-ey didnt go either so I cant see pictures...- -;;...Karei hasnt been on so I cant see anything.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
Potential Calamity
It seems that I made a slight miscalculation or rather unaware on when exactly Hari Raya was suppose to be on.Because its usually a month and it started on august 22,I assumed it ends on September 22,but no..- -;;
For some reason its on the 20 of September,which since my parents is again gone emo this year,are planning to go to malaysia to i dun know do what there cause since its MALAYSIA and its HARI RAYA most shops are closed so....- -;; Its also the same date GCA is held(seriously,these guys set the most "great" dates.) I didnt become last year's and this year's usher because I am fasting and I am the lazy. So before hand I may or not be able to go to GCA so I gotta say sorry to karei cause i sort of wanted to see her there..- -;;.
On another note,my nephew had high fever and had to go to hospital for a while.I dont know much of the developments as its late at night.
Another thing that well bothers me is how frequently my father gets into these anger phases. Do your fathers get angry for no apparent reason or the reason is unknown to you and he doesnt spell it out for you?
Its becoming increasingly frequent recently. He normally gets angry when
1)my mother wakes up late,thats also cause my mother has insommia
2)over sensitive issues like beliefs and friends
3)reasons beyong my understanding
Dont get me wrong,he's a great guy,just that he is highly impatient to the point of unreasonable sometimes and like most guys,we think we are always in the right even when wrong.I still feel though he's still angry at me for still not getting the driver license.
And now we go to the driver license issue.
After I turned 18 and passed my Basic theory and Final theory tests,my father reccomended me a private instructor that he found for me.At the same time i also found one that my friend kenneth was learning under.Trusting that my father knows better,I went with his.
This uncle assured me confirm pass etc,plus he picked me up near my house.I learned under him for about half a year i think and it was about a week before the driving test.I never entered the circuit(training and test area) before so its natural I would feel alittle dioriented and lost.But the uncle keep railing at me instead of helping me out so my performance went down from there.
The next day I stayed positive but again,it was too hard for me to take in under 2 days with the test being tomorrow.So I didnt take the test in the end and didnt engage that instructor again.This same instructor also allowed me to make a mistake on purpose to vent his frustration.
My father nagged at my mother who nagged at me to go learn driving again after about 6 months.I took the instructor kenneth gave me.
This time it was alot different as alot of the mistakes that werent adderessed when i learnt under the first instructor,became apparent with the second one.Weeks go by and now I am 20,and I still have difficulty.I feel as if I am stuck in a rut as I feel that I am not improving at all.When I feel stressed,I make mistakes and forget things,and leaving me to do it on my own just adds on more mistakes.
So an alternative would be maybe to go learn under a driving school,since its more systematic but it costs alot more ard $70.I been meaning to bring up this subject but I have no idea how to bring about it cause contrary to what you might think,my family isnt rich.
So i dont know....kinda lost.At the moment I havnt booked any future lessons.Maybe the first instructor was right, I am the worst
For some reason its on the 20 of September,which since my parents is again gone emo this year,are planning to go to malaysia to i dun know do what there cause since its MALAYSIA and its HARI RAYA most shops are closed so....- -;; Its also the same date GCA is held(seriously,these guys set the most "great" dates.) I didnt become last year's and this year's usher because I am fasting and I am the lazy. So before hand I may or not be able to go to GCA so I gotta say sorry to karei cause i sort of wanted to see her there..- -;;.
On another note,my nephew had high fever and had to go to hospital for a while.I dont know much of the developments as its late at night.
Another thing that well bothers me is how frequently my father gets into these anger phases. Do your fathers get angry for no apparent reason or the reason is unknown to you and he doesnt spell it out for you?
Its becoming increasingly frequent recently. He normally gets angry when
1)my mother wakes up late,thats also cause my mother has insommia
2)over sensitive issues like beliefs and friends
3)reasons beyong my understanding
Dont get me wrong,he's a great guy,just that he is highly impatient to the point of unreasonable sometimes and like most guys,we think we are always in the right even when wrong.I still feel though he's still angry at me for still not getting the driver license.
And now we go to the driver license issue.
After I turned 18 and passed my Basic theory and Final theory tests,my father reccomended me a private instructor that he found for me.At the same time i also found one that my friend kenneth was learning under.Trusting that my father knows better,I went with his.
This uncle assured me confirm pass etc,plus he picked me up near my house.I learned under him for about half a year i think and it was about a week before the driving test.I never entered the circuit(training and test area) before so its natural I would feel alittle dioriented and lost.But the uncle keep railing at me instead of helping me out so my performance went down from there.
The next day I stayed positive but again,it was too hard for me to take in under 2 days with the test being tomorrow.So I didnt take the test in the end and didnt engage that instructor again.This same instructor also allowed me to make a mistake on purpose to vent his frustration.
My father nagged at my mother who nagged at me to go learn driving again after about 6 months.I took the instructor kenneth gave me.
This time it was alot different as alot of the mistakes that werent adderessed when i learnt under the first instructor,became apparent with the second one.Weeks go by and now I am 20,and I still have difficulty.I feel as if I am stuck in a rut as I feel that I am not improving at all.When I feel stressed,I make mistakes and forget things,and leaving me to do it on my own just adds on more mistakes.
So an alternative would be maybe to go learn under a driving school,since its more systematic but it costs alot more ard $70.I been meaning to bring up this subject but I have no idea how to bring about it cause contrary to what you might think,my family isnt rich.
So i dont know....kinda lost.At the moment I havnt booked any future lessons.Maybe the first instructor was right, I am the worst
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Okay wat happened
Okay i messed up my old blog beyond repair so i had to export my old post and import them to a new blog so this is now my new home...of sorts.The current template maybe temporary or permanent as the new tagboard seems to only work with the updated template?
Whats left of my readers anyway.....- -;;
In anycase I am now experiencing total boredom at home....2 Months of no school may sound great but its not if you have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO....
I spent the first 2 weeks playing dragonica,which now i have no idea why i played it in the first place.
I am typing now with a permanently broken backspace button as my newphew.......pulled it out and its now beyond my repair..- -;; So people,appreciate your backspace button.
And now we get down to what has happened thus far.
My exam on C# wasnt the best and the most confident that i could do but,i am guessing I more or less pass the subject as a whole
The cause for concern now is GRDV as I submitted a game where you cant die,have no collision detection and you cant win the game either.I think I passed the lab test and I hope that with my first assignment with what measly marks i get for this one combined I can pass.
On my birthday.....there was no cake.Elder sister called for help to settle a debt so no cake which was a first for me,which was no a real big deal except it was a bit strange that there was no snackage.
Although I did get a new phone that I quite like. Although the software,my laptop seems to not like it as it cant detect my phone so I got to use old dusty(my desktop). I call my phone Bloody rose ^^.
This year again maybe another not so great Hari Raya since because of incidents I am not very sure what happened the maternal unit had conflict with the relatives on her side and yeah this hari raya would suck again like last years..- -;;.Its not like mine was any special,just that the feeling is different when the parental unit does not want to celebrate it.
Anyway I been watching Kamen rider Kiva ande Kamen rider Decade and I for one am surprised for a kids show,its pretty good.But because its a kids show,there were plenty why he didnt do something else and loop holes in bound.I tried reccomending it to others but they all scoff at it cause its a kids show..- -;;I for one am glad i watched it because now I know the genius of every millenium,Otoya kurenai who was pretty epic.Kiva had some pretty nice songs like destiny's play and lighting to heaven.A shame though its a limited band so no chance to hear future songs like that.Oh I got to admit,even for me as a guy,I found Seto Koji...cute....- -;;....WTF.....
Oh btw one of my classmates got his hands on the miku volcaloid software. Save to say,her voice irritated the hell out of me more than the wonder girls song.Same goes to black rock shooter etc. I did my research on youtube as well and it was more or less the same if not more irritation.
Songs I reccomend marie Digby as she just had an album breathing underwater and breaking benjamin has the new single"I will not bend"
Whats left of my readers anyway.....- -;;
In anycase I am now experiencing total boredom at home....2 Months of no school may sound great but its not if you have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO....
I spent the first 2 weeks playing dragonica,which now i have no idea why i played it in the first place.
I am typing now with a permanently broken backspace button as my newphew.......pulled it out and its now beyond my repair..- -;; So people,appreciate your backspace button.
And now we get down to what has happened thus far.
My exam on C# wasnt the best and the most confident that i could do but,i am guessing I more or less pass the subject as a whole
The cause for concern now is GRDV as I submitted a game where you cant die,have no collision detection and you cant win the game either.I think I passed the lab test and I hope that with my first assignment with what measly marks i get for this one combined I can pass.
On my birthday.....there was no cake.Elder sister called for help to settle a debt so no cake which was a first for me,which was no a real big deal except it was a bit strange that there was no snackage.
Although I did get a new phone that I quite like. Although the software,my laptop seems to not like it as it cant detect my phone so I got to use old dusty(my desktop). I call my phone Bloody rose ^^.
This year again maybe another not so great Hari Raya since because of incidents I am not very sure what happened the maternal unit had conflict with the relatives on her side and yeah this hari raya would suck again like last years..- -;;.Its not like mine was any special,just that the feeling is different when the parental unit does not want to celebrate it.
Anyway I been watching Kamen rider Kiva ande Kamen rider Decade and I for one am surprised for a kids show,its pretty good.But because its a kids show,there were plenty why he didnt do something else and loop holes in bound.I tried reccomending it to others but they all scoff at it cause its a kids show..- -;;I for one am glad i watched it because now I know the genius of every millenium,Otoya kurenai who was pretty epic.Kiva had some pretty nice songs like destiny's play and lighting to heaven.A shame though its a limited band so no chance to hear future songs like that.Oh I got to admit,even for me as a guy,I found Seto Koji...cute....- -;;....WTF.....
Oh btw one of my classmates got his hands on the miku volcaloid software. Save to say,her voice irritated the hell out of me more than the wonder girls song.Same goes to black rock shooter etc. I did my research on youtube as well and it was more or less the same if not more irritation.
Songs I reccomend marie Digby as she just had an album breathing underwater and breaking benjamin has the new single"I will not bend"
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