The feedback

Its been close to 3 weeks since i last posted.I been busy and well i am tired both physcially and mentally.

Cutting long story short,I will get zero for my GMAPS paper.I did study and well i guess its not a matter of knowing how to use the stuff you know,its knowing how to apply it well and knowing what the question wants.I would have to get an A for both my assignment and Exam to even pass.
Thats one obstacle.

Another bomb was when the same day I took the GMAPS paper,I recieved news that my assignment for OOGP was unsubmitted.My blood really....ran cold as I already screwed up one subject,I cant afford to screw up another one.So I verified this and consulted with a few people on what to do.I sent an email to my teacher,which I think he is on vacation.So after 3 days of waiting,I sent another email to the supposed teacher who was grading the assignment.Soon enough he replied and requested the assignment to be sent via email.Now you must be wonderinf,what is the big deal now.

The big deal is that I already deleted the files containing all my assignment stuff.So i got nothing.I have to start over again.

So within 24hrs I had to come up with a 2 new set of codes and a report.Luckily enough my code was similar to a friends so I borrowed his codes for reference and for some reason there was a beta version of my code somewhere.

First time I coded something faster than I play dota lol.In the end I did submit and he replied it was recieved,so thats another thing out of the way.

Currently my mind is tired and my spirit is low.Its hard to kid yourself and tell yourself that you can do it and perserve etc.Thats how I get through tough times.Keep telling yourself that its not that bad and just perserve and soon enough it will blow over.But sometimes I cant help but to think God is dropping hints like this isnt your thing and you should just give up.

In any case happy news now.My good friend Rauf is getting married on the april of 2010.I am happy for him and made me think its so fast that time passed.It was only like 7 months ago that we last saw each other and he's already progressing in life by alot.He's 24 btw.He has a decent technician job at some hotel.My other friend Faizal TZM is also there.Jufree by now would be in NS.Its funny that you only miss the good times only when it has really passed or you no longer see the person.I guess my time in ITE wasnt a waste afterall and it did help unjade my eyes to certain things.

Seen 1 of faithys cosplay pic.Cant say thats her best.Maybe its because she was suppose to be a character that I dislike lol.I couldnt be there in person as I am finacially strapped due to the holidays.

I am now left with only 1 week of holidays.Sigh

Oh I recently come across a new drama series burn notice.Its quite nice.About a spy out of a job and using his skills for random jobs lol.The myth about using compressed air to break a lock is true.

Currently I am reading the Yatsuugin Ninja scrolls.Its the sequel to Basilisk.The only thing that I have a gripe about is its female versus male now.And the female's ages is 15 at most and the male is the most sadistic lots you will ever see in any manga besides majin tantei neuro.What I like is despite the female not having ninja skills or powers,they somehow manage to kill 1 of the seven male ninjas,I only read up to that cause they only translated up to that.But stiil,I prefer Basilisk.It reminds me of why I like Rurouni Kenshin.

I havnt seen any anime as........unless they animate fairy tale,i cant be bothered to watch anything now.

Lastly,Dawn of wat II will be out febuary next year.Cant wait.I will buy it and toss dota oneside lol.