Holidays

Let me tell you,holidays with nothing to do is extremely boring and mind wasting.

And now i have absolutely no idea when my school actually starts cause no one knows and havnt received any email bout that.

Recently my elder sister and her son stayed over for a week cause she had a fight her her husband so she takes refuge at my father's house.And I got to say,it was a pretty fun week with her son.I mean I have played with him once or twice but never for such a period of time.He's seriously growing up and recently turned 1 year old.The bad thing is,he has grown teeth and is still growing teeth which explains why he goes around biting people.He's very active to the point even I am tired going after him sometimes.He likes to touch and grab things which he ends up biting.So got look out for what he puts in his mouth.He also has keen eyesight..- -;;,in which he may find cookie crumbles or etc on the floor.One of his habits is that when its milk time,got to make it fast as he will cry if you give it to him slow.I ended up making most of his milks and carrying him when he was to be carried.Not that I mind,but he has gained weight.

And yeah my elder sister eventually had to go back to her husband's place and had to say goodbye.Its sad cause of the bond you had formed with him and him being a small child,may not even remember it.

As I said before,Its amazing seeing a child grow and discover things for himself.Its almost like watching yourself back when you where that small.

Last week i think,my secondary school friends asked me out for a hari raya outing.I was fine with it until she mentioned this line which I decided to make a stupid excuse to not go.It was
"bella and her bf will be driving etc etc etc"
Okay to keep you up to speed,I used to liked bella but over time it turned to hate.
The stupid excuse I made?
I had Hands,Foot and Mouth diseases.
Syam laughed his head off when i told him.I didnt want to go also because syam or hermi or atleast Naz wasnt there either.I needed a buffer or friend so that i dont get bored.

I guess I dont make a very good friend huh?People rarely remembers me when they have outings,or my birthday.Sure they talk,but it just ends there.There is no real exchange or the feeling they have your back sort of thing.

Honestly I been looking for a friend ever since I lost my good friends back in primary school.The only one I can truly call a friend during secondary school was Syam while during ITE was Jufree.I guess its because we went through alot and in that process I believe.Dont get me wrong,I dont demand alot.Just that when we talk,there is a sense of the person knows you.And you can virtually can talk bout anything.

Found out about Ueta Aya.Amazing stuff.
Been watching Russell Peters,he is amazing.MIND BLASTING.